I can't believe I finally finished this chapter. This chapter, which I thought was going to be easy to write, took me days to finish. But I'm extremely pleased with it! Not only is it a really long chapter, but I LOVE the ending! Really freaking happy right now.
So, my hard drive crashed on my computer, which is why this chapter is so late in being updated. I wrote it entirely from memory, and a lot of it got changed. I lost all of my information for this story, so now I'm writing it from what I remember. Let's just say that it won't be the same as I planned!
On the plus side, I like this version better than what I had originally wrote. I hope you all like it too.
As usual, I DO NOT own Yu-Gi-Oh at all. If I did, there'd be a lot more yaoi in it and I wouldn't be working my butt off to pay for college.
Enjoy!
Romance and Truth
"Say what you will before it's too late…" – Say What You Will
Yugi stared up at the tall building in front of him for a moment before looking back down at the piece of paper in his hand. He once more read the address off to himself as he glanced back up at the building and checked the number on it. With a hesitant nod to himself, he mumbled, "Yep. This is place. When he said apartment, I expected it to be in an apartment building, not a hotel."
It wasn't just any hotel either, he noted. It was one of the most expensive hotels in Cairo. Hotel Sennen was owned by a rich family in Egypt whose name he couldn't remember, even though he knew he should. It was one of the most modern buildings in Egypt with its high tech rooms and glass walls. It was fancy and expensive. Standing there in the shadow of the building, Yugi felt rather small. He had no idea that Yami had the money to afford an actual apartment in a hotel like this. A thoughtful frown crossed his face when he realized that he actually didn't really know Yami all that well. The more he thought about it, there really was very little that he truly knew. Sure, he knew everything that Joey and Seth had told him, but… it still wasn't very much. He didn't really know who Yami was…
The fleeting thought that he could've been Atem went through his mind, but he dismissed it almost as soon as it came. If Yami was Atem, Yugi would've known right away. Atem was said to be a ruthless, cold killer who stopped at nothing to get what he wanted. Or at least, that's what Yugi's parent's old advisor told him when he asked why someone would want to hurt his parents. He never really had a chance to go out and actually ask the people of Egypt how the Angel of Darkness treated them. It wasn't like he could anyway. He had to keep a low profile in order to ensure he wasn't noticed. Atem's soldiers were looking all over the place for him. He couldn't risk drawing attention to himself by asking what the Angel of Darkness's favorite foods were. That didn't stop the rumors from reaching his ears, though.
The dig was always buzzing with the latest news from the city. And more than once he heard people about the good things Atem did for Egypt. He overheard talk about how Egypt was finally prospering because Atem brought the economy back to the country. Things were starting to finally look up for Egypt. Many times he heard people say that for a supposed Angel of Darkness, he brought a lot of hope and light to the people. It confused him and left him conflicted, but he held his resolve. Just because Atem sounded like a good person didn't mean he was. The people could be afraid to say anything bad about him, which is why all he heard was good things. Deep in his heart, a part of him doubted that was true. Maybe, just maybe, Atem really was a nice person. But it was greatly overshadowed by the rest of him that sought revenge for the death of his parents. He couldn't let some silly rumors get in the way of that. A handful of rumors that, at best were only slightly exaggerated. At worst, they were the ramblings of people too afraid for their lives.
A person bumped into him, causing him to almost drop the bottle of wine he carried in his hand. Fumbling slightly, he just barely managed to keep his hold on the bottle. With a sigh of relief, he clutched it to his chest and looked around to see who bumped into him. Unfortunately, the street was so crowded with people that it could've been anyone. Shrugging it off, he turned his head to look back up at the building before slowly heading inside. There was a pile of butterflies dancing around in his stomach with each step he took into the hotel. It was only Yami, his mind argued with him. Only Yami, his heart seemed to exclaim. He was nervous and it showed in the way his hands shook as he opened the door. He took a deep breath and squared his shoulders before he walked in; exuding more confidence than he actually felt.
The grandeur was not lost on him as he stepped inside. If the outside of the hotel looked amazing, the inside was absolutely stunning. A soft beeping came from the watch on his wrist and he looked down at it. With a start he realized that looking at the architecture would have to wait for another day. If he didn't get a move on, he would be late to dinner and he didn't want that. Especially since Yami promised him a wonderful evening.
The ride up to the apartment in the elevator was rather uneventful. People got on and off with very little attention to him. He was nothing more than a passing thought to many of them, especially the couples. He could understand why young newlyweds would want to stay at such an amazing hotel. He was the last one on the elevator when it reached the highest level, the 20th floor. It was the penthouse suite, according to what he glanced at while in the lobby. This was the "apartment" that Yami rented, and Yugi felt just a little bit overwhelmed by it all. The elevator came to a stop and the doors dinged open, revealing a plain white door across from it. On hesitant feet, Yugi shyly walked out of the elevator and approached the door. He was so nervous!
He was just building up the courage to knock on the door when it swung open by itself to reveal an immaculately dressed Yami standing in the doorway. Vaguely Yugi realized that he wasn't the only one to dress up for their dinner that night. Yami was dressed in black slacks that made him seem even taller than he was, and a button up white t-shirt that was partially unbuttoned at the top. He half expected the other to wear his normal shoes, but was amused to find him in his socks. It gave the entire outfit a down to earth feel. He almost whimpered when the smell of Yami's cologne reached his nose. It was light enough to not be noticeable, but still enough for Yugi to realize that he wasn't the only one who put a lot of effort into their outfit that night. With a shy smile, he held up the bottle of wine and said, "I come bearing a gift."
"You didn't have to bring anything," Yami said as he opened the door wider and stepped back to let Yugi in. He took the bottle from the smaller male as he stepped inside. Yugi merely smiled as he slipped his shoes off, not wanting to get sand all over Yami's apartment. The other led him through the apartment to the dining room. He caught a bare glimpse of the living room as he passed. From what he could see of it, it was warm and inviting. The entire apartment had an obvious Egyptian feel to it. It was quite apparent to Yugi that Yami loved his heritage and loved displaying it in his home. The dining room had the same warm feeling to it as they walked in. There were even more Egyptian pieces in this room as well. A mural of the Weighing of the Heart hung on one of the richly wood paneled walls in a frame that Yugi was almost positive was a copy of the real thing. In the middle of the big oak table were three ancient looking vases, the carvings on them distinctly Egyptian. With a small amount of amusement, he noticed that their dinner was already out and waiting. The entire room spoke very loudly of the kind of man Yami was. Said person turned and gave him a smile as he said, "Please, sit. I'll be right back."
He watched as Yami disappeared through the doorway to the kitchen and took a seat. He couldn't see what they had for dinner, seeing as Yami had the dishes covered, but it all smelled divine. He took everything in. The smells, the expensive dinnerware that looked like it was never used before, and knowing Yami, it hadn't. The dozen or so candles that were lit around the room and the soft breeze coming from the living room that brought with it the smell of the Nile and ancient secrets. He relaxed, feeling completely at ease now that he was in the apartment. He could almost pretend that Yami didn't live in a hotel. Almost.
The sound of footsteps drew his attention away from the Weighing of the Heart picture on the wall and he looked over in time to see Yami coming back out of the kitchen carrying the now open bottle of wine and two crystal glasses. His breath caught in his throat as he took in the sight of Yami as the candlelight played off his features. He looked ten times more mysterious and deadly in the dim light. He was gorgeous. He returned Yami's gentle smile with a tentative one of his own as the older male poured a half of a glass of wine for him Yami's voice was low and soft as he said, "I hope you like what I've made tonight."
"I'm sure I'll love it," he replied as he took a sip of the wine and watched the other. Yami made his way around the table to his side and poured himself a glass of wine. He moved with the grace of a large jungle cat. Beautiful, sleek, deadly. More than once over the course of knowing him, Yugi wondered if he knew some martial arts. The man moved with the fluidity of one who did. He never asked, though. Something held him back from asking. Looking over the table, he continued, "It smells wonderful."
"I know you love Japanese food, but I went with a more French influence tonight," he said as he proceeded to uncover the dishes. Yugi wasn't entirely certain what they were, but he recognized fish and chocolate mousse. It all looked as delicious as it smelled. Yami saw the look of curiosity on his date's face and smiled as he said, "It's French style roasted perch with fennel, tomatoes and a sweet wine sauce plus steamed vegetables and chocolate mousse for dessert."
"It looks very delicious," Yugi replied as he lifted his fork and cut a piece of the perch off. He closed his eyes with a soft moan and melted back into his chair as the fish all but melted on his tongue. He never tasted anything like it before and it was just so…
"I take it you like it then?" Yami's said softly as he gazed at the younger one. Amusement colored his voice as he sat there, not having touched his plate of food yet. He wanted to see how Yugi would react to what he made first before he tried it. It was more than obvious that Yugi liked the food.
"It's… perfect," Yugi practically breathed as he took another bite of the food. He knew Yami was a good cook based on their first date, but this outdid itself. He was half tempted to beg the other to become his personal chef if only to have amazing meals like this one. The thought made him pause for a moment as he contemplated something. Looking up into Yami's eyes, he asked, "If you're this amazing at cooking, why did you choose to take archeology instead of culinary?"
Yami didn't respond for a moment, taking the time to ponder on the answer. He loved cooking, it was true, but there was no way he could tell Yugi that he only recently learned to cook food like this. He convinced the palace chef to teach him how to cook exquisite foods just out of curiosity. It never occurred to him that someone might actually like what he made. Shrugging a shoulder, he murmured, "I like cooking, but not in a restaurant. It makes me happier to cook for friends and family than complete strangers."
"Ah, I understand," Yugi replied with a small nod. And he did understand. It was one thing to cook for people you knew. People whom you loved and loved you. It was easier because there were no expectations to live up to. No one would throw a fit if the food didn't turn out exactly perfect or wasn't done enough for their tastes. Cooking for strangers, though… He could understand why Yami didn't want to. Pleasing strangers were hard, especially when a customer threw a fit over a portion of their food not being cooked the way they wanted it. It was more hassle than it was worth, and he couldn't blame Yami for not wanting to do that. Taking another bite, he smiled as he said, "Okay. So why archeology?"
Now that question was easier to answer, Yami thought. And for once, he didn't have to lie about anything. His interest in archeology was the complete and utter truth. It was a mere bonus that Yugi ended up staying at the same dig he asked to participate in on. The wine had a slightly bitter aftertaste to it as he took a sip and said, "Egypt is my home. It's always been my home. I've known nothing else since I was born. I grew up here and everything about this country fascinates me. Everything about the ruling government all the way to its ancient past, but what interests me the most is the Pharaohs of old. It fascinates me how one person could hold all of the power over the kingdom and for the most part still have a prosperous civilization. There were the exceptions, of course, but for the most part Egypt enjoyed a long lasting civilization that flourished. All while having a monarchy."
At the mention of the current ruling government, Yugi sucked in an inaudible breath. The Angel of Darkness was the only ruling government at the moment, and he felt the tendrils of hatred lick at his mind with each passing second. Yami didn't know about his hatred for the man that killed his parents, so he had no right to be on the receiving end of Yugi's anger. He knew that, and yet he could still feel himself become angry. He forced himself to take a drink of his wine to calm his emotions. He couldn't risk Yami finding out what he was thinking. It was dangerous territory. Something nagged at him, though, and after several moments of silence, he asked, "What about the current ruling government fascinates you?"
Yami wasn't oblivious to the reason behind the younger man's silence. He knew what was going through Yugi's mind and he cursed himself mentally for bringing that up. It just popped out of his mouth before he could stop it. Yugi's question made him pause for a moment. What about his reign fascinated him? He knew what he wanted to say, but how could he say it without giving away who he really was? And could he actually say what he thought without risking an argument…? Glancing up into eyes turned blue by contacts, he said quietly, "Many outsiders think the Angel of Darkness is a cruel, heartless man. They refuse to see beyond the fact that he killed the ruling family. Several countries are calling for a trial. Mostly countries that were friends of the ruling family, but… that's not all there is to him. Yes, it's true he did kill them, but that's not all he's done. He's done so much for Egypt… The economy is finally getting back on its feet and the people are actually able to hold steady jobs now. There's more food and water available than there was when the previous rulers were alive. The people… we are happy now. We don't have to live in fear of our homes and livelihood being destroyed. I guess he fascinates me because he's doing as good of a job ruling as any of the past Pharaohs have."
Yugi was shocked into silence. He had a hard time believing that there were people who actually liked the Angel of Darkness at the dig. It shocked him completely that Yami was one of those people. He thought Atem terrorized the people, made the fear and obey him. It never occurred to him that maybe they obeyed him because they loved him. A little voice in the back of his mind reminded him that he knew very little about the Angel of Darkness. Perhaps he wasn't as bad as Yugi thought he was… but still! He killed Yugi's parents! Even if he was a good person, that didn't mean he was free from the younger male's revenge… even if his heart begged him otherwise. He looked down at his plate, not seeing the food as he thought over everything he thought he wanted.
Yami saw the doubt creep into Yugi's eyes and wondered if he got through to him. Maybe, just maybe there was a chance for them yet. If Yugi doubted his resolve to kill him, then perhaps he could reveal himself to the younger one tonight instead of later on… Did he dare? He loved Yugi that he knew without a doubt. If he revealed who he really was… he risked losing him. As much as he wanted Yugi to know, to realize that he wasn't as bad as the younger one thought he was, he didn't want to lose him just yet. It broke his heart knowing Yugi would come to hate him for his deception, but he still had a little bit time let to enjoy the fantasy while he could. He couldn't end it just yet. Soon… but not tonight.
The two eventually changed the topic and the atmosphere lightened up considerably as they finished their meal. They laughed and joked as they shared the chocolate mousse, which Yugi absolutely loved. After the dessert was all gone, the light breeze wafting in from the open balcony doors in the living room enticed Yugi outside. The night was beautiful and warm. The moon was waning and everything seemed to have a hidden mystery all its own. He could understand why Yami loved this country so much. He rested his hands on top the balcony railing as he gazed all around, a peaceful smile on his features as he took it all in. He felt so relaxed. More so than any other time in his life. He doubted that he would find this kind of relaxation anywhere else but with Yami.
Said person was standing just inside the darkness of the doorway onto the balcony watching the younger male. He saw the peaceful smile and the relaxed stance as Yugi stood gazing out at his country. There was sadness in the young ruler's eyes as he watched the love of his life. He wanted nothing more than to take Yugi and run away. Leave the pressures of reality far behind them and forget about everything. Why did Fate have to be so cruel? Why did Yugi feel the need to kill him? Well, he knew why, but he hated the fact that the one he longed for more than anyone else would one day leave him because of his actions. Oh, Yugi… he thought to himself, why can't you see that I had to do it? That Egypt would've been destroyed if your parents continued to survive? Silence greeted his answers and he closed his eyes as a rare wave of despair crashed over him. Why couldn't life be different? Why did Yugi's parents have to be so cruel and ruin his life, his only chance at happiness? He covered his mouth with his hand to silence the soft gasp of pain. He fought against it and the tears that threatened to spill. No matter what anyone said about him, the Angel of Darkness was not a heartless man. And he felt pain and sadness just as much as everyone else did. And in that moment, he felt more despair for the future than ever before.
The minutes passed and Yugi was just beginning to wonder where Yami was when the other moved out onto the balcony. There was no evidence of his previous emotions written on his face. In fact, he looked calm and at peace. Gone were the despair and the hatred at fate. In its place were a calm acceptance of what was to come and the realization that he had tonight and the memories of their time together. He hoped they would be enough to keep him from surrendering completely to the hopelessness he would feel later on. The taller of the two wrapped his arms around Yugi's waist and nuzzled the back of his neck tenderly. What would come would come. For now, he was going to enjoy the rest of the night with the one person he loved more than any other.
"It's so beautiful out here," Yugi murmured into the stillness of the night. He didn't dare speak louder than a whisper for fear of breaking the tranquil silence that enveloped the both of them. He didn't want to destroy the peace he was feeling just yet. He wanted to enjoy this a little bit longer before it was taken from him. After it was all said and done, he was going to confess his feelings to Yami and hope the other male returned his feelings.
Yami didn't want to wait until after everything was over to tell Yugi how he felt. He decided while he was still feeling hopeless over the situation that he was going to tell the younger one his feelings. He couldn't wait any longer. Not with the future looming ever closer with each passing day. Tonight he would have what he truly wanted, and then pray that he wouldn't lose it completely when things turned bad. Smiling softly into Yugi's neck, he whispered, "Just like you."
A gentle blush appeared on Yugi's face as he smiled shyly. Yami made him feel things no other person ever made him feel. Including Tea. What he felt for her was a shadow of what he felt for Yami. The other made him feel so hopelessly lost in love that he just wanted to drown in it and never come up for air. What he wouldn't give to change the future! Perhaps… perhaps if Yami were to stay by his side… he could forget about killing the Angel of Darkness. Could move on with his life and not worry about killing anyone. He didn't want to kill anyone. He wanted to be happy. Was that so much to ask? Just as he was about to open his mouth and tell Yami everything, he heard the other murmur softly, "Heba?"
"Hmm?" he replied just as soft. There was something… something strange in Yami's voice. He couldn't place it, but it made him frown in confusion. It was almost as if… as if Yami was sad about something. A thousand and one different reasons popped into his head all at once and he just barely caught what the other said next.
"I'm sorry…" Yami sighed quietly. He lifted his head as Yugi turned around to look at him. There was sadness in Yami's eyes as he gazed at him. He knew as the Angel of Darkness that Yugi would never accept his apology. But here, as Yami, he might. Even if he didn't know what Yami was apologizing for.
"For what?" Yugi said as he tilted his head in confusion and frowned up at him. Sorry? For what? Yami didn't do anything to hurt him. Quite the opposite, actually. He made Yugi feel happy. Daringly brushing his fingers over the other's cheek, he said, "What did you do?"
"It's not what I did, but what I'm going to do," Yami replied as he leaned into Yugi's touch. His eyes pleaded for Yugi to understand, to forgive him for everything. He wanted that just as much as he wanted the other to love him. If only fate wasn't so cruel to the both of them, they could've been happy.
"Going to do? Yami, I don't understand," he replied as he shook his head and gazed up into the other's eyes. What did he mean going to do? What was he going to do that warranted an apology? Was… was he going to leave him…? Was this him saying good bye? Gods above, Yugi wasn't sure if he could handle that! Not when he just realized how much he truly cared for Yami!
"It's… never mind. It's not important," Yami said as he shook his head slightly. He couldn't tell Yugi, no matter how much he wanted to. Every fiber in his being screamed at him to tell Yugi the truth. To beg for his forgiveness on his hands and knees, but he didn't want to give him up just yet. He had to tell him first. Had to explain how he felt before he shattered the dream they were living in. His voice held just a hint of hope as he continued, "Just promise me you'll always remember that I love you, no matter what happens in the future."
Yugi's breath caught in his throat once more as Yami spoke those words. He loved him? Yami loved… him? His mind blanked for several moments; every brain cell focused on those three little words. He forgot everything else as Yami said at that moment except for that. His eyes were wide and defenseless as he asked softly, "You love me?"
"With all my heart," he responded as he gazed into Yugi's eyes. He looked so shocked that it made Yami wonder if he missed all of the signs he was giving off the entire time he was with him. He knew that Yugi understood how much he wanted him. That was never a question, especially when he went out of his way to make Yugi feel how much he was wanted each day. But love… surely the smaller one didn't think he just wanted a fling? A part of him wished that's all it was. It would make the future to come less painful. No, he lost his heart to the young man before him and he never regretted it. Even thought Yugi wasn't aware of who he truly was, he still loved him from the moment he first saw him on that fateful day years before.
He was right when Yugi only thought he wanted a fling. The desire, the want, it was all there, he knew that. He knew that Yami wanted him, but love? He hoped and prayed that he would return his feelings, but he never expected him to. But now that he knew… his head dropped forward and rested on the other's shoulder as he began to tremble. Yami started to panic when he felt the trembling, fearing that Yugi was upset by his confession. He began to gently ease away as he said, "Heba, I…"
Yugi lifted his head the moment he felt Yami pulling away. He knew what was going through the other's mind. He knew the dread that was creeping into Yami's mind and he refused to let him believe it. Looking up into concerned and uncertain eyes, he should his head as he laughed happily. Cupping Yami's cheek, he whispered softly, "I love you too."
Yami visibly melted at those words. He hoped, longed, and prayed to hear those words cross Yugi's lips. Something in his heart broke at the knowledge that Yugi was saying them to him not knowing who he was, but he didn't care. He wanted stay in this moment, to believe that they really were just two people in love. That they weren't enemies; that he wasn't Pharaoh of Egypt and Yugi his enemy. If only for tonight, he could continue to pretend and let his heart reign free without any regrets. Regretting would come later. But not now. Not tonight. He smiled a smile so full of love and tenderness that it took Yugi's breath away and made him so very happy. He breathed a small kiss against the skin on Yugi's palm as he whispered, "Oh, Heba…"
Yugi barely had time to suck in a quick breath before Yami's lips closed over his in a passion that, though leashed before, was now free and demanding. Yami's mouth was hard and firm against his, drawing him into a fierce kiss that ended up with them battling for dominance, something which the smaller male greatly gave up. Fire coursed through him as desire flared to life so suddenly that it shocked him. It took his breath away and he broke the kiss as he gasped in air.
Yami took advantage and trailed kisses down Yugi's jaw and neck. He felt the desire rising within him faster than ever before and he growled softly. It was a low, animalistic sound that set every nerve in Yugi's body on fire. He whimpered in reply and the sound made Yami harden with need. He had to have him! Pulling his mouth away from a spot on Yugi's neck, he whispered huskily, "Please, Heba. Let me make love to you."
The words broke through the ever increasing fog in his brain and Yugi looked up into lust filled eyes. He was uncertain. He loved Yami and his body craved to feel him, but… he had never been touched intimately before. He didn't have the faintest clue what to do, and that terrified him. He looked down, uncharacteristically shy as he whispered, "I… I've never… it'd be my first…"
"Mine too," Yami murmured just as soft. It was the truth. He was never intimate with anyone before. He never wanted anyone else the way he wanted Yugi, so he never took a lover. Even when there were hoards of men and women who begged him to take them, he refused. If it wasn't Yugi… His movements were slow and gentle as he pushed the wig off Yugi's head and trailed his fingers through his real hair. He never touched the other's actual hair before. He respected the smaller one's need to wear the wig, but now… with just the two of them, he wanted to feel the silky soft strands beneath his fingertips. His gazed traveled over the flushed look on Yugi's face as he continued, "You would be my first as well."
Yugi almost didn't believe him. This gorgeous, confident creature before him was a virgin? His mind demanded that it wasn't true. There was no way someone as gorgeous as Yami would be a virgin. His heart, on the other hand, believed in Yami, believed that he was telling the truth. Even though his mind said the contrary, he could see the signs that he was just as inexperienced. Yami's eyes, while filled with lust, were still uncertain. His hand shook ever so slightly, and his body radiated a nervous anticipation. He really was telling the truth, and that made Yugi feel ever so slightly relieved. He wouldn't have to worry about knowing what to do because they would explore together. He felt a small flash of fear when the wig fell off, but quickly pushed it away. This was Yami. He already knew what he looked like without it on, and it felt like absolute bliss to have the taller male's fingers running through his hair. Giving a tiny smile and a nod, he said, "Okay."
LEMON STARTS HERE!
Yami's eyes darkened and he removed his fingers from Yugi's hair as he intertwined their hands together. With a gentle kiss, he turned and led Yugi to his bedroom. It was the first time he slept in there in weeks, since he spent most of the time at the dig. Thankfully it remained as clean and immaculate as when he left it. He was nervous. Terrified, but he didn't let it show beyond a small amount of uncertainty. If this was going to be the only night he would have with Yugi… he wanted it to be perfect. So he masked his fear with a smile and drew Yugi over to the bed. With a tender smile, he wrapped one arm around the younger one's waist and drew him in for a gentle kiss. It started out as a chaste, tender kiss filled with love and affection. With each passing second, the need rose within them both and the kisses turned from soft and loving to hard and passionate.
Yami felt like he was drowning as he plundered Yugi's mouth with his tongue. Everything about the younger one was so intoxicating... from the skin that felt like silk under his touch, to his unique smell and taste that Yami wasn't quite certain he could place. He had wanted Yugi for years. Yearned and dreamed of this day happening, but it was fraught with the bittersweet knowledge that they weren't their true selves. Pulling out of the kiss, he looked up into Yugi's eyes, seeing the familiar ring that came with wearing contacts and he felt a small amount of sadness. He so desperately wanted to see the beautiful violet eyes he remembered, but he didn't say anything. How could he when he was still wearing his own disguise? He would let Yugi keep the remaining part of his cover up. If only to avoid questions and avoid the urge to take his own off. No matter how much his heart begged him to otherwise.
Yugi was oblivious to the thoughts and feelings running around in Yami's head. He could barely concentrate on his own thoughts when the other's hands drifted up under his shirt. His skin broke out in tingles with every light touch from the other and he moaned softly. What would it feel like to have Yami's hands on him everywhere? The very thought made him whimper in need and he arched into teasing fingers. Yami claimed to be a virgin, but he was torturing Yugi in the most pleasant of ways with his touch. Lazy eyes hazed with lust looked down into smirking chocolate and he resisted the urge to pout. Instead he leaned forward and bit down lightly on Yami's earlobe, a soft hiss echoed in his ear in response. He smirked softly as he licked the tender flesh, hearing more than seeing the rise in passion Yami was feeling. He may have been a virgin, but he wasn't ignorant. He knew how things worked and he was definitely going to use that to his advantage.
A surprised gasp burst from him as Yami quickly picked him up and tossed him gently onto the bed. He laughed for just a moment as he bounced on the bed before Yami started crawling up the length of his body. The laughter died, replaced by a fierce hunger as he watched the other move. It was like watching a panther stalk its prey. He moved with a beautiful kind of grace and sensuality. He once again found his breath taken away as he stared at the other.
Yami didn't kiss him right away like Yugi wished he would. He smirked teasingly as he trailed one hand down Yugi's neck and over his still clothed chest. Not that it helped much. Yugi still felt his body react to the feather light touch and he moaned softly. Yami's smirk grew wider as he gently tugged the shirt up over the other's head and tossed it in some random corner of the room. An enticing blush crossed the younger one's face and he leaned down to press a soft kiss to the corner of his mouth as he whispered softly, "I wish to see all of you…"
His blush darkened, but he nodded his head shyly. He didn't stop the other when his hands reached down and eased his pants and boxers down over his hips and off his legs. The cool air hit his erection and he gasped lightly as he immediately tried to cover himself up. It was a natural reaction and one he didn't think about until Yami gently pried his hands away with a light tsk. He pinned Yugi's hands above his head as he slowly trailed his gaze down the younger one's body. He was exquisite. Like a beautiful painting that one can't stop looking at. His skin was flushed with desire, and the evidence of his want was within reach of Yami's free hand. With only a slight hesitation that gave away his nervousness, Yami wrapped his hand around Yugi's erection and stroked it experimentally as he watched the younger one's face.
Yugi's head fell backwards as a loud moan fell past his lips. It felt so good! Yami's hand was calloused from hours working on the dig site and warm. He tried to buck up, seeking more of the amazing pleasure he was feeling from the other's touch. It was beginning to override every other sense in his brain, but Yami tsked again and stopped moving. Yugi's eyes snapped open and he looked up at Yami in confusion as he whispered, "Yami…?"
"I will be the only one to give you pleasure, understand?" Yami murmured huskily as he gave Yugi's member a harsh stroke. The younger male gasped again, but fought against the urge to move his hips. No matter how much his body begged him to move, the commanding tone in the other's voice made something inside of him melt and he found himself obeying the man hovering over top of him.
Yami's eyes darkened to an even dark brown laced with desire as he let go of the smaller one below him. He noticed with no small amount of satisfaction Yugi's complete surrender to him and he felt himself grow harder at the knowledge. It was a toxic thought, he found. The idea that Yugi was giving himself completely to him made the desire running through his veins double and he swallowed hard. He never thought of himself as someone who liked controlling. He did it out of necessity. But knowing that Yugi was willingly depending on him for his pleasure… that no one but him would be able to make the other feel things he never felt before… it was intoxicating. With trembling fingers, he slowly peeled off his shirt and tossed it on the floor. His own pants, boxers and socks followed after and he paused for a moment as Yugi gazed at him.
He swallowed thickly as he gazed at the Egyptian in front of him. Yami was tanned from years of being in the sun and it was obvious he was a hard worker. His body was lean and toned from years of doing actual manual labor and Yugi found himself scoffing over his previous thought of Yami being the Angel of Darkness. How could he ever believe the man in front of him was someone so cruel? His gaze drifted lower passed Yami's stomach and he sucked in a sharp breath. He suddenly became shy and nervous. Yami was bigger than himself, and to his virgin eyes, he looked huge. He wondered if it would be able to fit inside of him. He hadn't realized he spoke that out loud until Yami chuckled and said, "Don't worry, little one. It'll fit."
Yugi blushed heavily as he ducked his head and squirmed slightly. He was so nervous! What if he wasn't very good? Or what if he did something Yami wouldn't like? Or… his train of thought was interrupted when Yami suddenly lowered himself on top of Yugi. Their bodies rubbed together in a pleasant way and he gasped softly into the other's ear. A low growl was Yami's response as they slowly moved against each other. It was an impulsive move on the taller one's part, but he had the urge to feel Yugi's skin against his own and he wasn't particularly interested in denying that urge. So he lowered himself down and immediately realized he would never be able to let Yugi go. No matter what happened. The younger one was his now, and he would do everything in his power to keep Yugi with him. If only to be able to hold him in his arms again.
Yugi was quickly beginning to feel dizzy with lust and he moaned breathlessly into Yami's ear. If the other continued what they were doing, he wasn't going to last much longer. It was just too much all at once for someone who was never touched before in that manner. It was driving him crazy and he clung to Yami, desperate for some sort of anchor in a quickly unraveling world. Yami must have sensed his closeness, because he gently eased off of him for a moment. As much as he enjoyed the feeling of rubbing against Yugi, he wanted more. He wanted to be inside Yugi the moment he came, and he wasn't going to wait any longer. He needed to have him. He smiled tenderly down at Yugi before reaching over to the night stand and opening the drawer. With a blush that looked rather out of place on his handsome features, he pulled out a small bottle of lubricant and some condoms. Gazing down uncertainly into Yugi's eyes, he said, "Bakura gave me these… I've never used them, but if you wanted to…"
Feeling rather bold, Yugi shook his head with a small smile. The condoms weren't needed in his opinion. It was their first time together with anyone, so there wasn't any real chance of them having a disease. He trusted Yami and he didn't want a condom between them. He placed his hand over Yami's as he said, "We shouldn't need them. I want to feel all of you inside of me."
He was met with a pleased smile on Yami's face as the other tossed the condoms back into the drawer and squirmed down Yugi's body until he was resting in between his legs. His eyes were filled with love and passion as he whispered softly, "I've… read that it makes it much easier if we prepare your body first… I don't want to hurt you."
"You won't hurt me," Yugi replied softly. He truly believed that Yami wouldn't hurt him. If he did, he would've already done so. A confused frown slipped over his features when a flash of sadness appeared in Yami's eyes. But it was gone so quickly that he wasn't sure he actually saw it or if it was his imagination.
Before he had a chance to question it, Yami already had the lubricant open and was spreading some on his fingers. Sure, he read about what to do, but he really wanted to make this a memorable experience for both of them. So he was determined to not hurt Yugi as much as possible. He was already going to hurt him later on. At least tonight they would feel nothing but happiness and pleasure. Very gently he caressed Yugi's thigh with his free hand, urging him to trust him and not be so nervous. It wasn't a very easy feat, but Yugi managed to relax himself considerably. Yami took that as a sign and slowly eased a finger inside of Yugi as gently as he could. He moaned in want when he felt how tight Yugi's body was. It was going to drive him crazy!
Yugi winced slightly at the intrusion, but it didn't hurt like he thought it would. It felt weird, that was true, but it actually felt good. He moaned softly when Yami began to gently ease his finger in and out of the smaller one. It was a strange sensation, but it felt rather amazing to Yugi. Slowly he began to move his hips, desperate to feel the amazing pleasure he felt before. If this was how it felt to have just one of Yami's fingers inside of him, he couldn't wait until they were truly joined.
Yami continued his movements for a few more minutes, pleased with Yugi's reaction to his touch. He wanted nothing more than for the smaller one to feel pleasure. He nodded to himself softly when Yugi moaned again and thrust himself down on Yami's finger repeatedly. Very gently, he eased another finger in alongside the first one and paused, allowing Yugi to adjust. He would take this slowly, even though his body was dictating him do otherwise. He wasn't going to hurt Yugi, no matter how much he wanted him. As he felt Yugi tighten around his fingers though, he wasn't entirely sure how much longer he'd be able to go slow.
Yugi froze for a moment when he felt another finger enter him. It hurt slightly this time, but felt more uncomfortable than painful. He squirmed slightly as his body adjusted. The pain went away rather quickly, and he was left with a slight uncomfortable feeling that eventually faded too. Slowly, he nodded at Yami and the other began moving again. His fingers brushed on a small bundle of nerves inside of Yugi and the smaller one gasped loudly. A shot of fear went through Yami and he stopped moving his fingers, which made the other whine softly and beg, "Do that again. Please."
"Again?" Yami asked as he slowly thrust his fingers in again. Yugi's head fell backwards as his fingers once more brushed that small bundle inside and caused pleasure to shoot up his spine and throughout his entire body. It felt so good when Yami touched that particular spot inside of him! A soft moan fell from his lips as he pushed down on the other's fingers. He wanted to feel that again. As the pleasure swam through his mind, Yami watched his face, enthralled with the look of bliss on the smaller one's face. He vowed right then and there that no one, absolutely no one would be allowed to see Yugi's face like this. He would use everything in his power to prevent Yugi from leaving him. A small part of his mind faintly echoed that such thoughts were wrong, but he didn't care in the least. Yugi was his, now and forever. He blamed the desire he was feeling for those thoughts, but a small part of his heart knew better. Another breathy moan from Yugi drew his attention away from his thoughts and he smirked as he gave a particularly hard thrust with his fingers. Yugi arched up off the bed and attempted to yell at Yami, though his words were lost in another moan. Yami took the obvious pleasure as a sign and inserted a third finger inside of the smaller one.
The pain sliced through the pleasure like a sharp knife and Yugi froze in his spot. His breath was taken away once again, but for entirely different reasons. It hurt more than the last time and he didn't want to move. Yami sensed his pain and kept his fingers still, letting the smaller one get used to having them stretch him out. The pain made Yugi doubt whether or not he wanted to go through with all of this. If it hurt this much, then why would he want to continue? Even as he thought that, the pain slowly began to fade, leaving him with nothing but a feeling of being filled. Yami didn't wait this time as he slowly started to move his fingers, stretching Yugi even more. He watched as the fading tension slowly evaporated from the smaller one's face and body. This was the very reason why he wanted to prepare Yugi before they did anything. He knew the younger one's body wasn't used to what was coming, and he wanted to make sure Yugi would feel as comfortable as possible before he made love to him. Even though he was aching to be inside the other, he didn't want to make it a painful experience.
Yugi felt the last tendrils of pain seep away and be replaced by pleasure as Yami continued to move his fingers inside him. It still felt strange and he was grateful that Yami suggested preparing him. If he had entered him without any preparation… the smaller one didn't want to even think about how much pain he would've been in. Yami brushed up against his prostate gland again and sparks erupted behind his eyes as he gave another small moan. He continued to stretch Yugi for several more minutes, wanting to be absolutely sure that he would be ready before he made love to him.
Yugi felt himself coming close to his orgasm and he whimpered softly as he opened his eyes, pleading without words to Yami. The older one understood and slowly pulled out his fingers, earning a light moan from Yugi. He grinned down at the flushed, dazed look on the smaller one's face as he once again grabbed the lubricant and slowly spread some on himself. He became lost in the sensation and closed his eyes as he bit back a groan. Small, slightly rough hands closed around his erection and his gaze flew open to see Yugi slowly stroking him, a curious look on his face.
Yugi was fascinated by Yami's body. When he was watching Yami spread the lubricant on himself, he had the sudden urge to touch him. So he spread some of it on his own hands and nervously reached out to touch him. Yami's erection felt heavy and hot in his hands and he moaned softly. It was thick and hard, and his desire skyrocketed. He felt the need to have Yami inside him sharply and tilted his head up to look into eyes darkened with hunger. Slowly raising himself up on his knees without stopping his strokes, he whispered softly into Yami's ear, "Make love to me, Yami…"
The boldness shocked Yami for a slight moment, but it disappeared completely at those words. What an enticing little thing his Yugi was! Without a word, he gently pulled Yugi's hands away and pushed him back on the bed. He had to have him now, no more waiting. The smaller one lay back on the bed and shyly spread his legs, suddenly feeling nervous about what was to happen. Yami lowered himself down and carefully lined himself up with Yugi. Looking down into nervous eyes, he whispered, "I love you."
Without waiting for Yugi to respond, he thrust sharply and buried himself into the smaller one. Yugi gave a painful cry and clutched at the other's shoulders. Yami was much bigger than fingers! He lay there trembling as Yami stopped moving, letting him get used to his size. His own face was buried in Yugi's neck, fighting with his control to not move. His little one was so tight! They clung to each other, neither one wanting to be the first one to move just yet. Their senses were overflowing with different sensations for different reasons. The pain Yugi was feeling was gradually fading with each passing second and he was just beginning to relax under the other's weight. As it faded, he felt the rightness of having Yami inside him; the completeness he felt being joined together the way they were. There was only a slight pain left in him now as he relaxed his arms from around Yami's neck and held him a bit more loosely than before. He gave an experimental roll of his hips and gasped when he felt pleasure once more spread throughout his body.
Yami groaned into his ear at the movement and slowly started to move. He pulled out and gently thrust back in, pulling his head away from Yugi's shoulder to look down into his eyes. Pleasure hazed eyes stared up into his in wonder at the feelings that erupted inside his body. Yugi had no idea that it'd feel this wonderful! Sure there was still a little bit of pain, but it was quickly being replaced with pleasure the longer Yami thrust into him. Every time the other pulled out, a moan of disappointment escaped him that quickly transformed into a moan of delight when Yami pushed back in. He began to understand why people enjoyed making love to each other. With each passing moment, it felt more and more pleasurable!
It was a dream come true to Yami; making love to the one who held his heart in every way. It felt so amazing to be inside him like this and he growled softly as he tilted his head down and kissed Yugi deeply. He briefly wondered why he waited so long to make love the younger one. It was absolute bliss and he knew he wanted to do it again, and often. Nibbling on Yugi's bottom lip, he started to thrust harder and faster into him, earning a loud moan from the one under him. He never knew that making love to someone could be so wonderful. The smaller one was moaning with each of his movements and he loved hearing the breathy cries that fell from his lips. He never wanted it to end.
Yugi was overwhelmed by the feelings that Yami was creating within him. He felt so alive; ever cell in his body was overflowing with bliss. He felt like he was drowning in everything that made up Yami and he never wanted it to end. The other's name fell from his lips repeatedly now and despite not wanting it to stop, he could feel himself get closer and closer to the edge. His hands clutched at Yami's back, his nails digging into his skin. The action earned him a deep growl from the older male as he thrust into Yugi harder and faster than before.
He too felt himself nearing the edge and he fought off his climax, wanting Yugi to reach it first. Dropping his head, he nuzzled the skin on Yugi's neck for a moment before biting down harshly. The pain from his bite pushed Yugi over the edge and he came, Yami's name on his lips as he did. His orgasm caused him to tighten around the other and caused him to climax as well. He whispered Yugi's name reverently as he came inside him, trembling from the force of it all. It felt like eternity as they floated in between heaven and earth, but eventually the feelings faded and they found themselves locked in each other's arms, shaking from their combined pleasure. Yami lightly licked Yugi's neck, a silent apology for biting him. The smaller one simply purred underneath him, not minding the bite at all. It actually sent a small thrill through him at the thought that Yami marked him as his.
LEMON ENDS HERE!
A lazy smile crossed his lips as he sighed contentedly and trailed his fingers through the other's hair. The movement made Yami pull his head away from his neck and look down at him. He laughed softly at the completely relaxed look on the smaller one's face and brushed his nose against Yugi's as he asked, "How do you feel?"
"Boneless," Yugi replied, making them both laugh. He truly did feel boneless. That was the most wonderful thing he ever experienced, and he hoped it happened again sometime soon. With feelings like that, who needed anything else? He lifted his head up slightly and kissed Yami chastely as he murmured, "I love you."
"I love you too," Yami replied with a soft hum as he kissed him back. It was a tender kiss devoid of passion, but filled completely with love. It expressed what they were both feeling at that moment and it made him smile happily. He long hoped and prayed for this to happen, but didn't believe it ever would. Now that it had, he was happier than he ever thought he would be.
Who knew he'd find love in Egypt on top of revenge, Yugi thought. But he did and he never felt happier than he did at that moment. It was the best thing that ever happened to him. Yami was the best thing that ever happened to him. He grunted softly as said person pulled out of him and rolled onto the bed next to him. With the other male no longer inside him, he felt rather empty and it saddened him a little. Even though he knew it was impractical to remain like that all the time, he couldn't help but wish they could. With a soft sigh, he rolled over onto his side and curled up into Yami. Strong arms wrapped around his waist and pulled him close as Yami nuzzled his hair in contentment and said, "Go to sleep, little one."
Yugi merely hummed in response and snuggled closer. Even though he didn't want to, he could feel the tugging of sleep pulling at him and he gave in. They could talk more later; right now he was much too comfortable to put up much of a fight. He was almost completely asleep when he heard Yami whisper softly, "Good night, Yugi…"
An alarm bell sounded in the back of his mind, but by the time he could comprehend what it was about, he was fast asleep. Yami stayed awake a few more minutes, gazing down at the smaller one with a small smile of sadness. If only things were different… With a heavy sigh, he made himself comfortable and quickly joined Yugi in dreamland. What would happen would happen.
The sun shined bright and early the next morning, regretfully pulling Yugi from his sleep. He rolled over onto his side in an attempt to block it out, but it didn't work very well. His arm patted the space next to him, searching for Yami's form, but his hand encountered nothing but air. With a small frown, he lifted his head and opened his eyes. The brightness of the sun made him wince and blink rapidly in an attempt to get used to it. Looking around, he noticed that the entire room was empty. A single rose lay on the pillow next to him and he smiled softly as he picked it up and smelt it. Yami was such a romantic. How could he not love a man like that?
Something tugged at the back of his mind, urging him to remember the night before. Even as he rolled back over onto his back, playing with the stem of the rose, he thought back over everything that happened. Something was bugging him. A deep blush crossed his cheeks as he remembered all of the physical moments between them. Shaking his head softly, he forced himself to focus on what they said. He still didn't understand why Yami felt the need to apologize to him last night. He did nothing wrong… right? He couldn't remember the other doing anything that warranted an apology. He had been a complete angel…
With a gasp, he suddenly remembered what it was that was bugging him! The very last thing Yami said to him last night before he fell asleep resounded through his brain and he froze in terror. It couldn't be. He really didn't want to believe it, but he knew that was what Yami said just before he fell asleep.
"Good night, Yugi…"
Gods above, he called him Yugi! That only meant one thing. His movements were jerky as he untangled himself from the bed and picked up his freshly cleaned clothes from the only chair in the room. He guessed that Yami cleaned them for him, because they smelled clean. Quickly pulling on his clothes, he grabbed the rose and left the room, his heart hammering in his chest as he made his way through the apartment. His feet led him into the kitchen and he stopped dead, the rose falling from his hand as he stared at the figure leaning casually against the counter.
"Hello, Yugi."
Cliffhanger! Don't you just love me?
Wynter: No.
Oh poo on you. I can't get over how excited this ending makes me. It's just so awesome. I hope you all will forgive me for writing a cliffhanger, but I just couldn't help myself! Please review and tell me what you think of it! I'm really curious.
Jaa!