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Warning: Yaoi (boyxboy) and Sexual situations.
Izaya's pov only.
Two months.
Thats how many months Mr. Gotouda gave him to get ready.
The yakuza boss had been clear that this assignment was for a whole year, but because of some complications, it could take more than a year. So he had given Izaya two months for himself as well as giving him the chance to inform any other clients about his disposal after the two months were over.
Still, Izaya didn't need the two months.
Most of his clients were one time business acquaintances, the exception of some who actually needed information in a daily basis, but they were all already aware and taken care of.
So these two months that Mr. Gotouda insisted in giving him was nothing but trouble for Izaya.
He had already planned to leave and never look back, but this would make it so that he had time to think, something he really didn't want to do.
Doubt wasn't his thing, yet with Shizuo's constant presence, doubt dominated his every decisions.
Especially at this moment.
He was in his bed, naked and sexually satisfied, with an equally naked and satisfied blond that for the life of him would not let him go.
He had tried.
Izaya had tried to push him out and away from him with all his might, but it was no use. Not with the way Shizuo was dominating him with so much love and care.
His kisses left him breathless and weak.
His hands and fingers, that softly caressed him, unraveling him in ways that he never knew were possible.
His arms, that cradle him as the blond drove him slowly to bliss, made him want to stay.
All those things made it difficult for him not to succumb, but what really made it harder was what would happen after they had sex.
The blond would envelope him in a lovers embrace, making him feel right at home and surprisingly safe.
Safe was a connotation that should never be used to describe Shizuo, neither the word home.
The blond was supposed to be destruction. Someone no one should ever get close to because he would hurt them and perhaps even kill them. The only reason Izaya was able to get close to him, wasn't because he wanted to feel safe and at home, but because he was just another play thing.
Another one of his toys, that if he decided, he could crush without any care in the world.
Yet, here Izaya was, in the arms of a monster and wondering if his decision to leave for a year (or more) was a bad decision. Still he kept his resolve, no matter the doubts he had, Izaya kept reminding himself that this would bring him a great amount of money.
Money you don't need.
Izaya huffed in frustration at his own rebuttal. He really needed to stop thinking.
The blond next to him began to stir, the arms holding him in place letting go and leaving him cold.
"hmmmm," Shizuo moaned as his eyes began to open. The blond looked at him and Izaya felt like a teenage girl who had just lost her virginity, blushing at the stare and awkwardly feeling exposed.
"What time is it?" the blond asked, the low gravelly voice causing a shiver to race through Izaya's body.
"Time for you to go Shizu-chan," was his own reply. Izaya didn't dare to look at the blond, preferring to stare at the ceiling as the blond stared at him.
Shizuo moved and hovered above him, their eyes finally meeting. The smirk in the blonds face was to cocky for Izaya's liking, but he wouldn't lie, the blond looked hot at the moment.
His blond hair ruffled around making the smirk look feral, and the nudity presented to him was enough to make his mouth water.
"Really? Cause this right here seems to want me to stay" the blond said, amusement clear in his voice, but the hand that was caressing his erection distracted him enough not to care.
"Just shut up and do something about it Shizu-chan!" he answered impatiently. The blond chuckled and Izaya moaned when the blond went down to his erection.
The feel of the blonds hot breath making him whimper in impatience, but soon turned to a moan when Shizuo dragged his tongue from the base of the underside of his erection and dragged it all the way to the tip. The tongue swirled around the tip, before it was taken in by the other's lips, soft suction causing Izaya to grab the blond strands harshly with one hand and bite the other to keep the moans from coming out.
Shizuo lips opened wider as he took more of him and Izaya arched his back wanting more. The blond grabbed his hips to prevent him from bucking, but Izaya didn't complain since the blonds cheeks hollowed and created a much pleasurable suction. The action was then met with bobs to the head and each one brought him closer to release.
With one more swallow, Izaya stiffened and came inside the mouth of the blond.
He panted softly and with heavy eyes watched as the blond cleaned his chin from excess come with his thumb, and then licked his thumb seductively before giving him another feral smirk.
Shizuo moved on top of him once more, his face hovering just a few inches away from his, and the feral smirk turned to a more playful smile. The blond kissed his forehead before laying next to him and bringing him into another embrace.
"Don't you have work today Shizu-chan?" he asked noticing that it was getting brighter.
"Nah, production got put on hold since one of the actors got sick or something," the blond answered, arms tightening around him and bringing him closer.
"How about you?" Shizuo asked.
Izaya briefly wondered if he should finally announce his departure, but didn't. Something caused him to stay quiet, probably the weird tightening of his heart at the thought of how Shizuo would react.
"Iza-"
"Nope, I don't have any work today Shizu-chan~. So today you finally have the chance to spoil me, and you will, since you keep barging into my house without any invitation," he answered quickly and what he hoped was annoying.
"So you want me to stay and spend the day with you?" Shizuo asked surprised.
Izaya pondered the words and concluded that it was exactly what he wanted, but of course why would he just agree without bringing the blondes ego down.
He chuckled before answering.
"If that's what you call me making you buy me whatever I ask for, then sure why not Shizu-chan," he answered with a cocky tone.
"Alright you greedy little bastard I'll take you to the date you clearly want me to give you" the blond answered, letting him go and getting up from the bed, stretching and giving Izaya a good view of his muscled back and pretty much everything that made Izaya's mouth water.
But the view was quickly forgotten when the words registered in Izaya mind.
He almost sputtered at the ridiculous notion that he wanted to go on a date with Shizuo, but he was unable to come up with a witty retort before Shizuo went to take a shower.
So Izaya stayed there wondering exactly what he was doing.
He wasn't supposed to spend time with the blond, if anything he should have used this time to push Shizuo, but he didn't want to.
Could he be blamed though?
He wouldn't lie, he liked Shizuo's affection, and if he liked it why not indulge in it?
With this he would get to live a life of normalcy for two months, and then after those two months were over he would go back to his old self. Besides this could work in his advantage, he always wanted to hurt the blond right?
So what better way then crushing him by showing him that he would never be able to obtain love nor affection.
In the end, after he made Shizuo believe that he loved him back, he would crush him and show him that beasts could not have a normal life.
Then their relationship would go back to normal once.
Izaya convinced himself that what he just came up with was what he truly wanted.
Sorry this took a while to update, but school is coming to an end soon so I've been busy but once my semester is done I'll hopefully be able to write more yay!
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