Summary: AU. Dean and Castiel's feelings erupt to the surface at a high school party. Will Dean accept his sexuality or will he keep hiding from it? PLEASE REVIEW!

Disclaimer: I do not own Supernatural or its characters.

A/N: OMG! I haven't updated this since September? OMG I'm so sorry! *Offers cookies out to all* I just got writer's block and forgot about it! HERE'S CHAPTER TEN! Please enjoy and please forgive me!

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True to Myself

Chapter Ten: Saturday Morning

Castiel's eyes blinked open as he met Dean's sparkling green ones, warmth filling his system at the thought of waking up next to this beautiful man. He smiled and shared a small kiss with Dean before sitting up slowly, stretching slightly as he did. This was the perfect way for the two to wake up, both close to each other and happy to see each other.

"Morning, sweetheart." Dean said softly, pinning Castiel back down.

"Morning, Dean." Castiel chuckled as he struggled against Dean's hold, "What are you doing?"

"We're not working today, remember…so let's have a morning in bed." Dean said with a chuckle, kissing Castiel's lips, neck and chest.

"Mmm…sounds perfect." Castiel sighed, "Just like that, Dean…"

Dean pulled away and took Castiel's hand, the younger man whimpering at the loss of contact of Dean's beautiful lips against his flesh.

"Come on, let's take a shower." Dean suggested, Castiel beaming in response, "I want you wet, steamy and sexy."

Castiel blushed and grinned at Dean, hiding his face a little which always made Dean melt. Castiel was the cutest guy ever, it had to be said, and Dean only wished he'd gotten together with him sooner.

"You embarrass me, Dean."

Dean found the gesture goddamn adorable and he smiled back, pulling Castiel towards the bathroom where he had plans to make the younger man feel absolutely incredible. He'd do it by any means and the grin on his face told Castiel that he had a trick up his sleeve.

"Come on, beautiful."

As far as Dean remembered, Castiel wasn't a screamer. He didn't scream, yet here he was, so loud that Dean had no doubt people in the next building could hear them.

"God, Dean!" He cried as he and his boyfriend made love in the shower, Dean on his knees with Castiel in his lap, "Yes! Yes! Oh, God, yes!"

"Come on, babe..." Dean whispered, "Come for me..."

And good God, did Castiel come for him. He held the younger man through his high, rocking until his own passed over him. The two settled, kissing gently and lovingly under the hot spray of the shower as they cleaned one another.

"How I love you." Castiel whispered, "Never thought I'd be here with you."

"Neither did I." Dean said softly, "But if I hadn't been, I wouldn't be anywhere near as happy as I am now."

"Nor would I..." Castiel replied, sharing a gentle kiss with Dean before lifting himself from his lover's body, climbing out of the shower and wrapping himself him a towel, Dean turning off the water and wrapping himself in a towel as he stood by his lover.

"Cas...?" He began, Castiel looking up to find him almost dressed already, "Love you."

"Love you too."

Dean smiled, kissing his lover before heading to the kitchen to make breakfast. He decided that today would be a day for pancakes, so he got busy making them as he flipped on the radio at the same time. As the sounds of Bruce Springsteen filled the apartment, Dean smiled happily to himself, looking up as Castiel emerged with a lazy grin on his face.

"Hey, baby." He whispered, "How are you feeling?"

"Tired." Castiel replied, sitting on the couch and turning on the TV, "Wonderful...Fucked out."

"I'm not surprised." Dean laughed, "I'm not surprised at all."

"Dean?" Castiel said softly as he watched the news, "Why do so many bad things happen in the world?"

Dean paused for a minute, turning to Castiel as he served up the pancakes. He wondered what notion was going through Castiel's mind and he approached him, sitting by him on the sofa. He stroked Castiel's hair and pressed his lips to his temple, feeling how tense his lover was as he stared at the screen.

"What's going through that pretty little head now, Cas?" Dean asked, "Hmm? What are you worrying about?"

"Why so many bad things happen in the world." Castiel said again, Dean sighing and kissing him softly.

"Bad things happen to balance out the good things." He whispered, "I know a lot of bad things happen, but unfortunately there are a lot of bad people in the world. But don't forget that there are plenty of good people too. We're fortunate enough to know a lot of them."

Castiel smiled and hugged Dean gently, taking his hand and leading him to the table. They sat down to their pancakes, and they held hands the whole time through their meal. Saturday was their favourite day. They didn't have work that day or the day after, and they would normally spend their Saturdays being as productive as possible before doing something nice together on Sunday.

"I need to go to the mall today." Castiel said softly, "And we need groceries."

"Okay." Dean replied, "Why the mall?"

"For Chuck's birthday gift." Castiel said, swallowing a piece of pancake, "I'm planning on getting him something a little..."

"Nerdy."

"Exactly."

The pair laughed and shared a sweet kiss before Dean began to gaze deeply into Castiel's stunning blue eyes. Those eyes were what got him to the end of every day, and knowing he'd be able to look into them was enough to make his day brighter. The shade of them was incredibly unique and one that Dean would never ever forget.

"I love you, y'know that?" He whispered, Castiel beaming at him and pressing tender kisses to his lips and cheek, "More than anything."

"I love you too." The younger man whispered, "So, so much."

Dean smiled and the two kissed deeply and passionately, Castiel giggling as they stood and went to get ready to go out. As Dean suggested a second round of sex before they went out, Castiel smacked his arm and told him to wait until they got back.

What a life they had.

-TBC-

Hope you enjoy this stupidly late chapter and pwease forgive meh!

Thanks for the support so far!

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