I got some interesting news to spill! Well I got inspired with another idea for jacob fans. The first chapter is up, so just check it out. It's rather short. But for the better news! I'm putting together an actual playlist for this story. The link for it will be on my profile of course. It will be updated from time to time whenever there is a new chapter or in a chapter there are certain songs. like in chapter ten when Bella's in a club ooo spoiler. haha I am even finding some good songs that suit chapter 1 - 4 that didn't have songs at first. still need to find a couple of em. Enjoy!

Song - Hurt By Christina Aguilera

This song fits this chapter in most of the lyrics, some of the lyrics don't fit cause Edward never blamed Bella for anything. lol

The song is on the playlist as well as most of the others if you want to give it a listen. : D

E.P.o.V

A couple of days passed in a haze. After seeing Alice a million questions entered my mind about only one person. Bella, she was the only one I really wanted to talk about when I had planned on 'hanging out' with Alice since i'm sure she was around her best friend. If anything, I only wanted to hear two words from alice about bella. 'she's happy.' I had wondered once more if the girl that I had talked to online was Bella, but she never signed in again so I doubted I would ever find out.

The only source that would probably shed some light on my situation was Alice. Tomorrow would be my day off from work. Despite me owning the enterprise I loved to work there as well and make sure everyone was satsified. I grabbed my silver cellphone on my desk and scrolled through the very few contacts I had. You'd think I'd have a lot of numbers but I never bothered with people outside of work to be honest. My life is meaningless without Bella, but I know If I tried to take my own life, it wouldn't solve anything. Unless Bella left this world first, I'd really have no will to live. Shaking off those depressing thoughts, I clicked Alice's number and heard it ring a couple of times before someone answered.

" Alice? "

" Edward! "

" Hello, listen, I was gonna-"

" Yeah I know! You wanna hang out tomorrow huh? "

" How'd you know?... "

" Heehee, I still get visions silly. "

" You always were weird.. "

" Yeah I kno- HEY! I'm not weird, I just have em everynow and then when I constatly think about something. Doesn't mean it will come true. Anyways, tomorrow at noon good for you? "

" Perfect... "

" See ya tomorrow then Eddie! "

" Don't call-"

I didn't even get to finish what I was going to say thanks to the pixie hanging up on me. I let out a sigh and closed the silver cellphone and tossed it on the desk lightly. I pinched the bridge of my nose with my index finger and thumb while my eyes rested closed. I'd be talking to Alice tomorrow, finally. Maybe If I hadn't waited so long for these things I'd find out sooner about Bella, but her happiness had to come before my own. What if she doesn't even forgive me for leaving? Even If it wasn't my choice, I should of stayed. I would give her the world if it was my own to give. I wondered if she still drove that slow rust bucket of a truck. Probably not, knowing that thing it probably died when she was nineteen.

The rest of the day came and went and before I realized it, it was around nine in the morning when I woke up. Thinking about her often allowed my body to rest since I usually went without sleep. I hurried with a rush to get ready. After my hair dried, I ran a hair through it once. It was slightly less messy than usual. Without further or do, I made my way into the Vanquish and drove towards Alice's house. She had bought it a year ago with Jasper. I was still wondering when they planned on the marriage. It seemed like they were meant to be, like Bella and myself. I drove within my usual range of speed, going in and out of the traffic and within twenty minutes I arrived at her house. Knowing her the inside was probably decorated like some fashion magazine. I left my car, locking it once I exited and knocked on her door.

" Edward! There you are, come in, come in. "

She led me towards the sofas and we made small talk. I didn't exactly just want to start the conversation about Bella. She was my sister and I had to at least talk about her and how she had been for a while. When it seemed like she explained her whole life story for what I had missed and I did the same, the question blurted out of my mouth.

" So how's Bella? "

" I thought you were never going to ask at first... Well urm, SHESGREATFINEFANTASTIC..she's terrible, who am I kidding? "

Alice let out a groan and her head fell in her hands. Concern was written all over my face once she finally faced me once more.

" Alice...what do you mean?.. "

" It's all my fault... She said she forgave me a million times but I still blame myself.. "

" What aren't you telling me Alice? "

" Well...urm.. "

"Just tell me...please.. "

She had done it, she had reduced me to begging. What had she gotten Bella into? I could only assume it WAS her fault since she held so much blame in her face. But Bella being Bella would of course tell her it wasn't her fault. Hell, knowing Bella she was probably blaming herself for whatever happened.

" Okay... umm...It's been a while now, it happened when she was around nineteen and twenty.. Well we went to a club and she met a guy... "

" Go on... "

I was pleased to know that she met a guy. At least maybe she had been happy, she had forgotten about me.

" Well It's my fault... I'm the one that told them to exchange numbers and go on a date... It seemed to be fine for a while. I mean a few months and they seemed happy. But around seven months in the relationship or maybe it was five... She started getting bruises here and there. In the beginning we never said anything about it. Emmett and I assumed it could of been from her being clumsy. You know how she would always fall... Bella eventually told me.. It was because she never let him do anything in the relationship... It was strictly kisses and he wanted more. Well one day we never heard from her... "

" no..."

I muttered one words softly, I couldn't believe that the only guy she had met ended up abusing her, hurting my Bella. It made me feel pain and overall anger. I wanted nothing more than to track down the sick bastard and cut out his heart. I was too lost in thinking about Bella to cry. Tears didn't come due to the anger, Alice seemed to be doing the crying for me since the tears didn't seem to stop. I patted her shoulder lightly and regretfully said for her to continue please.

" Well.. It was terrible, who knows what would of happened if we hadn't gotten there on time. She was broken, if we had been any later... she could of been raped...or killed. Emmett beat the crap out of him and turned him into the police while I took Bella to the hospital. Ugh... James is stil in prision... Bella's in better condition though. She's fully recovered except for a scar on the palm of her hand. It looks like a cresent moon but Bella hate it. He had bit her...hard enough to leave a mark forever. He broke her arm, leg and her head got cut open thanks to him throwing her into a mirror.. "

I didn't want to hear anymore, I was glad she was safe now but in pain for just hearing what she had went through. It was terrible that someone could even do that to Bella. I hoped he'd rot in prison, I gave Alice some tissue and eventually we had calmed down.

" Would she..want to see me? "

" She did see you! "

" What!? When?... "

Bella seen me!? She must of really not wanted for me to know that she was there. It pained me that she saw me and didn't say anything. I guess I deserved it after all. I was never good for Bella in the beginning.

" Edward whatever your thinking, your wrong. You were just to blind to see her. You saw her on monday... rememeber the meeting? "

" The only females I remember is Tanya, you and...some brunette that ran into me.."

" Ding ding! A brunette that ran into you? "

" More like...tripped...and I caught her... oh my... That was Bella wasn't it? Geez I didn't know I could be so dense... I knew I recognized the strawberries... "

" Yup, finally you got it. Well I plan on telling Bella about going to a new club in hollywood, you should go there. Watch over her and then smoothly make your move. "

" Good plan. "

Now all I had to do was wait until I got the call from Alice to go to the new club. She gave me the directions, I hung out a little longer then headed home. Now to just get Bella back.

BOOM! Hope you enjoyed it, it was sad I know but Edward had to find out what happened to Bella. Damien's pictures were added today as well. He's going to make an appearence in chapter ten.