Blissful Ends
Emily's POV
You can't help the fluttering of your heart as you look at him. He's looking straight back at you, a fierce intensity in his eyes and you have to break eye contact.
'I'm surprised to see you Emily,' he tells you in that gruff, manly voice of his that doesn't match his name. 'It's been months,' he tells you and you nod in agreement.
'Apparently it would have been bad for my mental health but I tried to kill my self a couple of weeks ago, so...' you trail off looking down at your hands.
'Kill yourself? Now why would you try such a thing Emily?' He asks you, sounding just a little disbelieving.
You shrug your shoulders; you don't particularly feel like talking about your attempted suicide anymore. Even though you were the one to bring it up.
'I appealed that you not get the death penalty you know,' you tell him, not so subtlety changing the subject. You can tell by his facial expression that he hadn't known it was you that appealed on his behalf.
'Now why would you do that? I'm sure your team weren't very happy about that,' he taunts you, leaning back in his chair.
'They don't know,' you reply tersely, fidgeting with your fingernails.
'What?' he exclaims shocked, 'Not even you're precious little Derek?' he asks and with a swift shake of your head he continues, 'You know, you begged and cried for Derek to come and save you those first few weeks. You had this foolish notion that he'd come for you like a knight in shining armour and he didn't but you never gave up on him though. He wasn't the only one you begged for either, a JJ, popped in every now and then. Imagine my surprise when I finally figured out who JJ was - never thought you'd go both ways if I do say so," he taunted and you can't help but feel threatened by his words. You decide it's time to leave, you're not sure if you've done the right thing by visiting him. Still, you hadn't been able to help yourself and maybe it'd been a good thing you had; to get it out of your system. You stand up, ignoring whatever else he's trying to say to you and simply leave the visitation room. As you walk out you wonder if JJ or Derek have realised you're not at your apartment yet. They probably have you conclude, it's been just over an hour since you left your apartment and you're sure that they're both beside themselves. You feel kind of bad for making them worry, because you know they will be, so you decide to call them from the car park, just to let them know you haven't jumped of a bridge or anything.
AN: Right oh, this is the tenth chapter. Sorry it took so long, just haven't had a lot of time over the last couple of weeks. Also, to clear up any confusion, she is visiting Wesley Palmer in jail. The last Emily chapter I had it was meant to be visitation room not interogation room, so sorry about the mix up. Thanks to all my reviewers and please review! :) CT.