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Alice pov

I awoke, somewhere I'd never seen before, everything was strange and my throat hurt like crazy.

Looking around, I saw I was lying on straw, I couldn't remember anything, how did I get here?

My clothes were rugged and torn, whilst I felt my hair still had stray parts of straw, it was short and stood out at all ends, but I was caught in my thoughts by the most delicious smell. My throat hurt even more and I found myself unable to control my actions as I caught up with a small girl with long blonde hair. Soon I found myself partly drenched with a pile of five bodies at my feet. What had I done? Was I supposed to do that? I could feel the pain of my actions seeping through me and quickly buried the bodies in a nearby forest. I then returned back to the barn in which I had awoke. I felt tired but I didn't know how to confront this, I tried lying down and closing my eyes but nothing came and I soon found myself asking why I was doing this. In truth it felt like the correct thing to do.

I felt vulnerable as I wandered aimlessly around parts of the barn when I noticed a small bag shoved down the side of a hay bale.

Inside there were various things. The first was a letter:

Alice,

enjoy your new immortal life and use it wisely, I'm so sorry I am not here to help you along the way, how was your transformation? I hope it wasn't to painful. James was unusually nice as he allowed me to write this letter before he took my immortality away. I only have moments but I need to tell you the basics. There are more of our kind so be careful, some can be nice yet others are vile and vicious. Truthfully, I have no idea what will happen to you after but I hope your life will be full of happiness, as you allowed mine to be when I met you.

The volturi are another matter. Follow the one main rule and you should be fine; keep your identity a secret. As you drink blood, I would advise you to limit yourself on humans, that is if you wish to take that option, I, myself took up the diet of animals. If you try, I have to admit it is highly unpleasant at first but it grows on you and saves peoples lives every time you feed. Enjoy your life Alice, like I said, enjoy your new life as a vampire, but you must try to blend in.

although it is certain I will be gone by the time you awake

my life belongs to you

good look

Elnier

Alice, he said my name was, I liked the sound of that name, very original. The letter gave my brain so much to think about, James? Was he a friend? I continued to read the words continually in my mind. Animals, I would have to try that, it would defiantly help my guilt.

Suddenly, my mind went blank and my perfect vision disappeared. It was soon replaced by a new picture

a blonde man, eyes a smiling golden. A girl was there,. He had his arms wrapped around her waist as he kissed her hair and they ran through a forest with a blonde woman and a black haired man. But my eyes didn't linger from the blonde next to the girl , there was something different in his eyes

I found my eyes returning to the present day and I new one thing, I had to find this blonde.

I know its short but I have posted the next chapter immediately after!