Dont you hate people's opinions of you?

I do, people think that just because I think if a teenage mum doesn't want her life to change with a baby then she should have an abortion, that Im this evil thirteen year old. Also people think that because I watch Crime and Investigation and I know a lot of ways to kill somebody, that Im going to be a cannibalistic murderer.

WHAT!

In school Im quiet too, so people assume Im a boring good girl, when in reality, im not.

Im 14 next month and im going to get 3 stars tattooed on my wrist, can anybody tell me if it hurts getting a wrist tattoo and how much it will stretch as I grow?. Im good with pain really, I like it. I've had my ears, belly button and tongue pierced and I was fine with that pain, how much more will a tattoo hurt?, bear in mind I've had a needle shoved through my tongue, twice.

Ok so I'll stop 'rambling' now and go onto the real AN.

I've tried to do a sort of Liam's as well as Natalya's POV in this one, I hope he's not to OC.

I've changed the name to 'Can you help me?', in case any of you notice.

Anon – Once again thank you for the review, I don't think there is one chapter that you haven't reviewed, thank you!

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"Right, so did she tell any of you where she was going?" Liam asked, pacing the length of the attic.

All of the kids were sat down looking worried and thoughtful, It was 12pm now and Natalya still wasn't back, they told Mike and Gina that she came in at 7pm and went straight to bed after saying she was 'tired'. Mike had looked suspicious, not because he knew she wasn't at Elm Tree, because he didn't. But because even when was upset she would come down for dinner, she loved food and didn't pile on weight, which she liked to show off to the other kids, by eating the most food on a night. The only time she didn't come down was when she was angry, or wanted some space.

Liam told the others not to say anything about her not being there because she looked severely distracted and probably just needed some time. She'd had loads of time, but she still hadn't come back.

"No." Came the chorus of everyone's voices.

Liam groaned and pulled at his hair.

"Wait, wait, wait. What was up with her anyway? She came out of the office looking all depressed and just walked out."

Everyone turned to look at Sapphire; she was staying for the night, saying she wanted a change of scenery as an excuse.

'Yeah right," Liam had thought, "She misses us."

"Yeah what did happen, "Carmen spoke up, "She was fine before she went in."

"Well I happen to know that 2 nights ago, at precisely 9:23pm, Liam and Natalya had a fight. She said, and I quote 'well you won't have to put up with me much longer anyway, I'll be gone soon,' I wondered about what she meant but came up with nothing. So maybe Liam knows."

Even Gus, who would normally complain about it messing up his sleeping schedule, was here.

"I don't know anything! Don't you think I've been thinking about that myself! No, well I have and I haven't come up with anything!"

At that moment you could tell he truly care about her, put them together for a few more months and he would be in love with her. Sapphire also knew hat Natalya would be in love with him too, after all she did tell him her story, which she hasn't told anyone else about, even her, who was her newly best friend. The only reason Sapphire knew about her telling him though is because Natalya told her.

"But if you two are as close as we all think you are wouldn't she of told you something." Came the small voice of Tee.

"We had a fight didn't we, we ant talked since." Liam said growing increasingly frustrated.

Liam didn't want to say anything about the two's kiss, he knew he probably should, but if he was honest he didn't think it was anyone's business, they kissed and they're over it.

"But you're not over it though are you?" A voice in his head said, practically taunting him.

"Shut up...stupid conscience."

"But im your conscience, I'm just saying what your really thinking Lee, Lee."

"Lee, Lee?"

"My nickname for you, Lee, Lee."

"Bloody hells don't call me that."

"Why d'ya want Nattie call it you instead?"

"I don't want anyone calling me that!"

"But you want Natalya to be your girlfriend though don't ya?"

"What?"

"You wanna Loovve her, You wanna Kiiss her, You wanna Marry her."

Liam sighed in his head annoyed, not noticing everyone staring at him, wondering what's up.

"Liam!"

He jumped up slightly.

"What!"

Johnny sighed, "We've been tryin' to get your attention for minutes, what's the matter with you."

"Nothing", Liam replied, "Just thinking."

"You're just thinking!" Carmen exclaimed, dressed in fluffy pink pajamas, "We're trying to find out where Natalya is and your just thinking, don't you care at all!"

"Of course I care!" He shouted back "I care more than any of you do, if I didn't 'care' then I would of ran to you lot shouting all about her past when she told me, but I didn't, and I was the only one she told." He voice lowered into a whisper.

There was silence for a minute before Liam suddenly swore loudly.

"What the matter?" Tee asked.

Liam answered quickly, moving towards the door while he did so. "We have to get Mike and Gina; we have to ring the cops."

"What why?" They all rushed after him downstairs.

"Cause she said once that when her dad gets out of prison that he'll come lookin' for her."

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Natalya woke up with a start, thinking that she had been dreams but as she looked around her she realised she hadn't.

She saw that she was in some sort of factory. Old work spaces and boxed lay about. She tried to sit up but realised she couldn't, her arms and legs were tied up and a type of restrainer was clamped around her body and nailed to the floor. She noticed that she only had a bra and knickers on and became scared, was the person going to rape he, had they already raped her while she was knocked out.

She knew it was useless but she tried to shout for Liam and Sapphire, like in Hollyoaks when Silas tied Mercedes up underneath the pub cellar, maybe someone would be able to hear her and come and rescue her.

She knew it was no use like the dumping ground could have a factory built under it, as if.

But as hopeless as it was, she tried and tried until her throat got sore, but nobody came.

"Liam please don't have forgotten me already... please." She whispered.

Suddenly she heard a key slide into the door and she flinched in fear.

It felt as if it went in slow motion. Like, as if the person who kidnapped her was into theatrics.

She feigned sleep and rolled her head to the side.

'Maybe if they see I'm asleep they'll go away.' She though, but as the door opened she opened one eye slightly, just to see if she knew them. It turned out she did.

She gasped out loud (though not realising it) and looked in shock at the face of her father.

Here's a map and here's a Bible
If you ever lose your way

Just one more thing before you leave
Don't forget to remember me'

Tonight I find myself kneeling by the bed to pray
I haven't done this in a while
So I don't know what to say but
'Lord I feel so small sometimes in this big ol' place
Yeah, I know there are more important things,
But don't forget to remember me
But don't forget to remember me'

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Ok, so what did u think; only a few more chapters left, so review.