Hey, look guys, I'm back! Finally! I really, really hope I didn't mess up this chapter! My life is still in a mess, but I wanted to finish this story and I felt like I owed you guys that! Seriously, you guys have been the most amazing readers! Thank you all for putting up with me never updating and all that stuff! And to you how have reviewed or favourited or followed; Thank you so, so much! So to all of you who have read this story; Thank you again and I love you all! Perhaps we'll see eachother aother time! So well, enjoy this very last chapter of Kocham cię, Toris! Bye and greetings!
The world around Feliks stopped. Toris held his arm in a tight grip and Feliks had no power to release it. He tried to fight back those stupid tears that still rolled down his cheeks. He was powerless, he wanted to run away, he wanted to stay. Why had Toris grabbed his arm? To Feliks it was like every question and at the same time no question, where spinning in his mind. He was thrown back to reality when Toris said his name.
"Feliks."
At first, he was unable to register the words. He heard them, loud and clear, but he couldn't understand them. Toris called his name once more, this time the words made their way into Feliks brain. Still, he couldn't respond. His throat felt dry, no words wanted nor dared escape his lips.
"Feliks, I….." Toris stopped, biting his lips. "I… Oh, god damn it! Why is this so hard? Kodėl aš negaliu pasakyti, kad tai?" he said, slipping into his native tongue. Feliks knew some lithuanian, he and Toris had been friends for a while after all. But Toris spoke so fast that the only words he managed to hear was why, can't, I and say.
Toris sighed and mumbled something unhearable under his breath, probably a lithuanian curse. The moment later, his lips where on Feliks.
The thoughts that Feliks had managed to control before started to run wild again and he didn't have time to react or kiss back. He was too shocked to do anything. Shocked but happy that is. But he certainly hadn't seen this coming. The kiss was over in a second and he stared into Toris eyes, that showed thousands of feelings at once. Feliks had a feeling his eyes looked pretty much the same.
"Okay, so I have no idea how to say this, but I love you and I'm sorry for treating you the way I did. I've been a real jerk. And I'm sorry I ignored you. I was so scared. I was scared of my own feelings. At first I thought I loved Felicia, but then after that dare-kiss, I started to feel the same towards you. Well, you're the same person, but I didn't know that back then. Somehow I managed to push away all those thoughts and hide them somewhere in the back of my mind. But then, when it turned out that you were Felicia… I was so confused. I didn't know whether I liked you for real, or if I'd just been fooled. And yes, I was a bit mad at you. I was confused and blamed you. I'm so sorry for that. When I realised that my feeling where real I became so afraid. I thought you hated me and I was angry at myself for not realising sooner. I didn't know what to do. Or how to behave, or react. I'm sorry Feliks. I understand if you hate me now and never want to see me again. But I love you. You're the most important person to me and I truly love you."
Feliks stared at him, mouth wide agape. He was still processing Toris words. Toris...loved him? He...he felt the same? Toris suddenly began to chuckle lightly.
"Yes, I do Feliks." Oups, he hadn't meant to say that out loud…
"I really, really do. And oh my god, this starts to sound so cliche. But um...Eh what am I supposed to say? I...uh…"
Feliks rolled his eyes playfully and put his arms around Toris neck. "Just shut up and kiss me." He whispered as his lips brushed against Toris. And Toris wasn't late to follow the order.
"Soooo~" Elizabetha smirked. Feliks were sitting by her kitchen table drinking hot chocolate, two days after he and Toris had confessed to each other.
"Tell me," The girl continued. "What happened after we left?"
"So you weren't there spying on us?"
"Oh, Feliks! Don't be so mistrusting! I might be a yaoi fangirl, but even I knows when people's needs some privacy!"
"And the earth is flat..." Feliks mumbled quietly, so that Elizabetha wouldn't hear him.
"But come on now! Tell me! It obviously went rather well, because otherwise you'd be sort of depressed right now."
"Well yes... Um, I told him I love him. Then he told me the same and we kissed and that's it."
"Aw, come on! Give me some smutty details!"
Feliks flushed bright red. "For god's sake, Elizabetha! Your dirty mind is too much! Nothing like that happened, we only kissed!"
"Well then, fine. What are you going to do now?"
"What do you mean?"
"Take him out on a date, stupid!"
"Oh."
A loud 'thud' was heard as Elizabetha hit her head in table. "What did I do to end up with this idiot?" She mumbled with her face still down in the table.
"Hey! You're mean! But, um, where should I take him, if I ask him out?"
"Bio is always a safe card."
"Isn't that a bit too plain?"
Elizabetha shrugged her shoulders. "Depends. An amusement park is always an option too. You could take him to the one we went to last year. You know, that one in the city. God damn it, what's the name of it again...?"
"Fairy Tale. But are you sure Toris would like that?"
"Yes." Elizabetha stated matter-of-factly, with an 'are you stupid' look.
"Well, direct answers are always good."
There's nothing to be nervous about. Feliks thought to himself. Just walk over to him and ask! But before he could make up his mind, Toris spotted him. He waved and walked over to Feliks.
"Hi Feliks!"
"H-hi Toris."
"So..." Toris began, only for Feliks to blurt out.
"Willyoupleasegoonadatewithme?" Shit. He thought to himself. I can't do anything right, can I?
Toris started at him with a confused look. "Sorry Feliks, but you talk way to fast. What did you say?"
"Will you..." Feliks could literally feel his face growing red. "Will you go on a date with me? On saturday. Um, the amusement park in the city are open in the evening then. There will be fireworks at twelve and so. But if you want to do something else..." Feliks stopped himself and stared at Toris, who were laughing.
"Sorry Feliks, but there's no need for you to be so nervous. Of course I want to go on a date with you! And the amusement park sounds like a great idea! What time?"
Feliks smiled brightly. "I'll pick you up at six."
"Perfect!" Toris smiled back at him.
And of course, the school decided to ruin the moment with ringing the bell. It's a school, what did you expect?
"Shall we go to class then?"
Feliks nodded and took Toris hand.
"Isn't this supposed to be problem for girls?" Feliks mumbled to himself. A new t-shirt was torn out of the drawer and was in the next second thrown on the floor like the 99 befor it. Feliks 'had nothing to wear.'
Feliks looked at the watch on his bedside table. Forty five minutes until he was supposed to pick up Toris. "Shit." He said out loud again. He had to decide now, or risk getting late.
In the end he decided for rather normal clothes. A green t-shirt, a brown jacket, a new pair of dark blue jeans and sneakers. It was an amusement park after all. He took his dads car, his dad thought it was a waste of money to have two cars, and drove to Toris place.
Thankful for Feliks, Toris had chosen the same kind of clothes as him. The only difference were that Toris had chosen a blue t-shirt and a black jacket. As usual, Feliks couldn't help but smile when he saw him.
"So, are you ready?"
"Yep." Toris answered. They got into the car and drove to the amusement park. It wasn't a long drive, it took about twenty minutes. And, to Feliks happiness, it wasn't twenty minutes of awkwardness. They managed to have a normal conversation, like they just sat in the school cafeteria and eat lunch.
When they were going to buy tickets, Feliks tried to convince Toris to let him pay for both his and Toris tickets. And Toris tried to convince Feliks the opposite. In the end, Toris gave up, after he made Feliks agree to that Toris would pay for the meal.
Feliks was surprised by how excited Toris became as soon as they entered the park. He immediately spotted a roller-coaster and dragged Feliks over to it.
"Come on, Feliks! Let's try this one!"
Feliks couldn't help but laugh lightly at him. He looked like a little child in a candy shop who had been told he could eat as much candy as he wanted. "Okay. Have you never been to this park before Toris?"
"No. My family isn't very fond of roller-coasters and so."
"Oh. I see."
They went on a couple of more roller-coasters and went to the fun house before they both decided that it was time for dinner. Feliks remembered the asian restaurant that he and Elizabetha had gone to last time, so he recommended it to Toris. Half an hour later, they sat on outside by a table close to the water. A waitress came with their orders and Feliks watched in silence as Toris tried his food. He stopped in the middle of chewing, with his fork still in his mouth.
"Well, how was it?" Feliks asked. He smirked a little at Toris expression, since he had a slight idea of why he looked that way.
Toris sat silent for a while, with his fork still in his mouth. Then he looked up from his food and looked Feliks in his eyes. "Jesus christ, Feliks. Why is a place like this situated on an amusement park? If all Asian food tasted like this, I'd pack my bags and take the first flight to Asia!" He took a short break to breath. "I'd kidnap you too, while I'm at it, and force you to come with me."
Feliks laughed. "I'd have nothing against that, trust me!"
"Perhaps that's what we should do."
"What do you mean?"
"Pack our bags and take the first flight to Asia. Travel the world! Oh my god, I'd love to travel the world!"
Feliks laughed again, and so they began planning their perhaps-not-that-realistic-but-still-kinda-serious plans of traveling the world together.
"Hey Feliks look!" Toris pointed at a shooting-stall. The prizes at that particular stall was, as on many others, teddy bears. The special thing about this stall was that all teddy bears was wearing scarfs with nation flags.
"Should we try it?"
"Sure." Feliks replied.
The stall only had one 'gun', so Toris went first. He had ten shots. Four hits ment a small keychain with a bear as a prize, seven a small teddybear and full points a bigger one. Toris began shooting...And Feliks just stared at him. Full points and Toris just smiled slightly, like he did it every day.
"Wich one do you want?" The lady asked him.
"That one with a polish scarf." He gave the white bear to Feliks.
"Here!" Was all he said, smiling bigger now. Feliks, who was still in chock somewhat, took the bear, and then finally managed to drop his confused face and smile back.
"How did you learn to shoot like that?"
"Honestly? I have no idea! I just tries to focus on the target and then I shoot."
Feliks shook his head. "I'm not sure how I'm supposed to beat this but whatever.I'll try at least.
Well, he thought to himself as he picked up the gun to the stall. I'll try!
He missed the first three, hit the next two, then missed three again and finally hit another one. He had three hits and one shot left. "I can at least win a keychain for Toris." He mumbled to himself. "I just focus on the target and then I shoot." Toris voice rang in his head. Okay. Feliks thought. Just focus.
Bang!
Feliks opened his eyes. And sighed in relief. The lady handed him the brown bear with the lithuanian scarf and he handed it to Toris.
"I guess I'm not as good as you. Sorry."
Toris smiled and kissed his cheek. "I don't care if you're good at shooting or not. Why would that matter? But thank you! A keychain is perfect for me. I can carry it with me everywhere and always remember this amazing date with you!"
"She's 23:50."Feliks said, looking at his watch. "Come, I know the best place to watch the fireworks!"
He grabbed Toris hand and they walked out of the park and up on a hill just outside it. From there, they could see the the entire park. It was rather dark, but the park was beautifully light up by the lights from the roller-coasters, shops and restaurants.
"Hey, Feliks."
"Yes?"
"Thank you."
"For what?"
The first fireworks exploded and illuminated Toris face as he turned to look at Feliks. "For this date, for all the fun I have with you, for everything."
Feliks laughed. "God, Toris! You can be so cheesy sometimes!" He put an arm around Toris neck and pulled him closer. Just before their lips met, Feliks whispered: "But thank you too."
Another firework light up the world as Feliks finally brought their lips together.
The End