WARNING: Adult Content!

Life Counts

By: Liv-x-Case-Benson & dcmasters

Ch. 10: Closeness

When they got home, Casey settled the girls in their cots before joining Olivia on the sofa. She pulled Olivia into her arms and sat that way for a long time, not speaking.

Olivia held her tightly, hands running her back.

"They pulled me out of court. I was so scared I'd lost you," Casey whispered.

Olivia cupped her chin. "I know, but baby, I'm fine. We were upstairs while everything happened."

"I know. All I could think about was how selfish I've been lately. How badly I've treated you and the thought of losing you.. "

Olivia kissed her deeply, hugging her tightly. "Shh. I'm still here. Everything's ok. I should spend more time with you. I miss you. While that was going on, all I could think was I have a duty as a cop, but my bigger duty is to my family."

Casey kissed her several times, then held her tightly. After a few more minutes, Casey tilted her head, kissing Olivia's neck lightly, as an overwhelming need to feel closer rushed over her.

The detective smiled, pulling Casey into her lap, shedding their shirts in craving the contact.

Casey's hands ran down the detective's abs so lightly there was barely any contact.

Olivia growled gently, kissing her neck.

Casey whimpered, ridding both of their bras before roughly grazing Olivia's nipple with the palm of her hand.

Olivia moaned, biting her lip. "I love you."

"Never as much as I love you, detective," Casey replied, moving to suck her neck.

The detective pressed Casey into the couch cushions, unhooking her bra and throwing it to the ground, gently sucking on her breasts.

"Olivia..." Casey gasped.

Olivia swirled her tongue around the nipple, never biting, massaging the other.

"No, Olivia..."

Olivia pulled away. "I'm sorry."

"No, I didn't mean..." Casey said, sitting up to retrieve a plastic toy that had been digging into her back, tossing it to the floor as she kissed the detective passionately.

The detective nodded, lying back down to kiss her, moaning.

Casey's tongue played with Olivia's as she deepened the kiss, pinching one of Olivia's nipples hard.

Olivia moaned into the kiss.

Casey swapped, pinching the other breast as she pulled away from the kiss, sucking hard on the nape of Olivia's neck.

The detective moaned into Casey's shoulder, holding on tightly.

"Oops, I've left a big mark!" Casey exclaimed.

"Don't care!" she moaned, kissing her hard on the lips. "You're mine and I'm never letting you get away," she said a bit of a tremble in her voice.

"Hey," Casey said, pulling back to cup Olivia's face, "what's wrong babe?"

Olivia shook her head, burying it in Casey's neck as she rubbed her back, the events of the day taking their toll. "Casey, can we just...lay here for a bit? I-I just..."

"We can do whatever you want," Casey replied, kissing Olivia gently as she pulled her close, "and whenever you want to talk to me, I'll be here."

Olivia sighed. "I'm sorry."

"You've got nothing to be sorry for, really. The only thing I care about right now is that you are safely in my arms. I thought I lost you today, all three of you, and the worry tore me to pieces. I love you so much, Benson. I love those beautiful eyes, your sexy smile, those abs.. I love everything about you. But the one thing I love the most is the way you love me."

Olivia smiled, sighing gently. "I was sitting on the bed, the girls to my chest, gun in one hand... If anybody came in unannounced I would've shot them. Protected tiny eyes and ears, but I still would've shot them. I was afraid whoever was shooting would walk up there, put a bullet through the door...and..."

"But they didn't. That's what you have to focus on."

She nodded. "I know, but it's hard. Me being there is one thing, but the girls? Casey, I can't take them anymore. I can't risk that. If you need me to watch them, I'll come to your office."

"I think Judge Donnelly would agree with you there," Casey smiled, placing a kiss on Olivia's forehead, "if we... if we had another..."

"What? Now? Casey, the girls aren't even six months old..."

"No, not now. I haven't given my body enough time to recover for a start! I just meant IF we had another... I might consider the full-time mother thing."

Olivia smiled. "That would be fine with me," she said, kissing her.

"We'll see what happens," Casey smiled, returning the kiss, "Cuddles, sleep, or...?"

Olivia smiled, cuddling her close as she bit her neck a bit roughly before going down her body.

Casey groaned loudly, running her nails along Olivia's back as she moved.

Olivia smiled, sitting up and pulling Casey's skirt off. Then she moved her red lace to the side, licking her clit.

"Oh god!" Casey moaned, her fingers tucking at Olivia's hair as they tangled.

Olivia moaned, pulling back a bit, pinching the bundle of nerves, looking into her eyes. "Going to come for me, baby?"

"Depends if... you're going... t-to make me..." she managed.

Olivia squeezed Casey's breasts, but not enough to cause her much pain, thrusting three fingers inside.

"Oh, Olivia! More!"

Olivia squeezed one breast, then the other, kissing her stomach as e fingers worked faster and faster, curling once in a while.

Casey closed her eyes concentrating on Olivia's movements."OH F-FUCK! HARDER!"

The detective smiled, kissing Casey's neck, her fingers going faster, her thumb running over her clit every once in a while. "Do you like it like this?" she moaned by Casey's ear. "You're my good little kitty, aren't you? Love being fucked senseless?" she purred in her ear.

Casey pressed her lips to Olivia's hard to drown out the scream as she reached her ecstasy, her nails digging deep into Olivia's back.

Olivia moaned, working every drop from her, every moan, scream. The pain didn't even feel like pain, just heat. White, hot, blinding heat.

Casey screamed the loudest she ever had. "Can't... breath..." she eventually managed.

Olivia stopped her movements, licking her fingers clean and covering Casey with a blanket. She got up, getting her wife a drink of water, walking back in. She set it on the coffee table, helping Casey sit up and offering her the glass, smiling.

Casey struggled to catch her breath for a short while, then sipped the water. "You, Olivia Benson, completely ruin me. In a good way, of course."

Olivia sat beside her, under the blanket, kissing her cheek. "Well, I must, being as I've never heard you that loud before. Damn!" she said, laughing a bit.

Casey smiled. "One of these days you're going to see me in the back of an ambulance because I can't breathe properly. How do you plan on explaining that one away?"

"I love you?"

Casey grinned. "I love you, too. Will you do something for me?"

"Yes, Anything," Olivia agreed, kissing her cheek.

"Lay back and close your eyes. I'll be back in a minute. And no peaking."

Olivia sighed, doing as her wife requested.

Casey had tip toed out and then back and the next thing Olivia knew Casey's tongue flicked her clit extremely lightly.

The detective jumped.

"Sorry, did I scare you, detective?" Casey whispered against the bundle of nerves.

Olivia moaned, gripping Casey's hair, shaking her head.

Casey continued to tease Olivia, lightly nipping and licking at her clit, her fingers brushing against Olivia's nipples.

Olivia bit her lip. Even though it was only a little bit of interaction, her hips weren't seeing it as such.

Without warning, feeling Olivia's torment, the ADA plunged her tongue inside the detective.

"Casssssseeeeeeey!" she hissed.

Casey's fingers pinched one of Olivia's nipples, the other hand moving downward lightly over her stomach to stroke her clit teasingly.

"Casey please!" she pleaded. Pleading was usually beneath her, but she was still very worked up from earlier and she was trying to hold on.

Hearing Olivia pleading made Casey moan as her tongue darted in and out of Olivia, beginning to pinch her clit hard.

Olivia's hands pulled Casey's hair hard, trying to keep still and quiet.

Casey gave a soft scream when the detective tugged her hair. Removing her tongue she moved up to kiss the detective passionately, grinding her own clit against Olivia's.

Olivia wrapped her arms around Casey's back tightly, moaning into her mouth, grinding against her. "Fuck, harder Case!" she exclaimed.

"Why? You want to come?" Casey asked before she complied, moving harder and faster against Olivia, biting her neck hard.

"Uh...uh huh. Please! It hurts!"

Casey smirked, adjusting her position to place three fingers inside Olivia, moving them roughly as her tongue darted over the nerve bundle.

Olivia's mind went blank moments after as she screamed for her, her release coming fast and so hard it hurt.

Casey lapped at her, cleaning up her mess before laying on top of Olivia, holding her close. "You ok?" she whispered, stroking her cheek.

Olivia moaned, feeling Casey carefully cleaning her up, but she nearly screamed in pain as Casey finished in a long stroke, pushing her back

Casey entwined her fingers with Olivia's smiling at her. "I love you, my wife, my love, my Olivia."

Olivia sighed. "I love you too, but, please don't," she said, pulling away and walking into the bathroom to get a warm cloth to put between her legs to soothe the pain.

Casey frowned, pulling the covers up around herself.

Olivia walked back in about fifteen minutes later in ratty sweats and a t-shirt, sitting on the coffee table, pulling the covers from Casey. "I'm sorry baby. Must've really over did it. By that last stroke it felt like it was going to pull off, not that I wanted to be away from you."

"No, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you."

Olivia sat beside her carefully. "I know and it's ok, ok?" she asked, hugging her tightly and kissing her gently. "I do love you, Casey. My Casey."

"It's not, and I'm sorry, ok?" Casey said, kissing her cheek, "I just.. you never plead... I got carried away."

Olivia shook her head. "Everybody gets carried away sometimes in the heat of the moment. I'm going to be just fine."

Casey nodded, kissing her gently. "Can I get you anything?"

"Just you," she replied, lying on the couch with Casey in her arms.

"You've got me always," Casey whispered.

Olivia smiled, kissing her cheek. "When we do have another, do you want another girl or a little boy?"

"As long as her or she is healthy I don't mind."

"My thoughts exactly. Which reminds me, we should check on them like the good parents we say we are."

"You stay here, I'll go."

Olivia pouted. "Aww, but I want to hold them!" she said. "They won't be this little forever!"

"How about I move them into our room for the night"

Olivia nodded. "Ok, we can do that," she said, picking up their clothes on her way to the bedroom.

Casey moved the cots and made sure they were both settled before joining Olivia in bed, pulling her close.

Olivia smiled, kissing her gently. "I love you."

"I love you too my wife," Casey smiled.

The detective smiled wider, moving to rub her back gently.

"Sleep baby, I'm right here."

Olivia nodded, wrapping her arms around Casey, resting her head in her neck with a tired sigh.

Casey took longer than Olivia to fall asleep, finding it difficult to clear her mind enough. She got up for the children several times in the night, both more unsettled than usual.

After the third time Casey was absent from bed, Olivia sat up against the headboard. "What's the matter, Case?"

"Hmm?" she asked quietly, placing Emily back down.

"You've gotten up and down three times tonight. Which either means, the girls are sick – because they usually only eat twice a night – or something's bothering you, so please talk to me."

"They're just unsettled, probably after earlier," Case sighed, "And I'm... I can't stop thinking."

Olivia scooted over to the edge of the bed. Standing, she wrapped an arm around her. "You can't stop thinking about what happened?"

Casey nodded. "If I'd lost you..."

Olivia kissed her cheek. "I realize that. That was how I felt, but I'm here. And we're all safe. Should the girls sleep with us?"

"Is that ok?"

Olivia nodded, holding her close and kissing her gently. "After today, I don't want to let go of the three of you for a month. Can...I have Emily?"

Casey thought for a moment before nodded, passing her to Olivia, then picked up Celia sitting up at bed.

Olivia sat beside Casey, wrapping an arm around her, snuggling Emily close. Gently, she kissed the children on their heads, kissing Casey's cheek.

Casey smiled resting her head against Olivia's shoulder. Finally she began to settle enough to sleep. The girls were calmer when they were closer to Olivia and Casey.

Olivia laid in bed, lying Emily on her chest. "Lay with us?"

Casey nodded, moving to lie down with Olivia, falling asleep as soon as her head it the pillow after placing Celia on her snuggly.

Olivia smiled, covering the four of them up as she fell asleep.

What do you think will happen next?

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