Ok here is chapter 10. sorry for taking so long I have hit writers block.. I need ideas so suggestions PLEASE Help..

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The search had now gone into day four and there was still no sign of Edward Janeway anywhere. The search parties where now using ships to scan from space and they had all ships locked down, but a few had left before the lock down was activated. Starfleet was sure that no ships had left the surface on the day Edward was taken and no transports were used to leave the planet.

"Chakotay I feel useless he's our son and I can't help. Every time I try Starfleet sends me away. Damn he is our son. I need to look for him too."

"Kathryn I know. And we will, I have talked to a few friends and they have given me their word that Starfleet will be asking us to help out in the next few days."

They sat on the sofa cuddling and hoping that news about their son would come soon. Kathryn had tears running down her cheeks. The dog had its head resting on Kathryn's lap; Kathryn was rubbing Mollie's head softly.

The following week Starfleet had finally allowed Kathryn and Chakotay to help search. They were using voyager to search the planet when they received a transmission.

"Admiral Janeway, Captain Chakotay, we believe we found your son." Said Admiral Martin

"What do you mean you believe you found our son?" Asked Kathryn

"Come down to this location." Admiral had sent transporter coordinates

Both Kathryn and Chakotay looked a little nervous about the beam down. When they arrived there was a shelter had been put up so people could warm up inside. They walked over to the shelter and paused; Chakotay took Kathryn's hand and gave it a little squeeze. Kathryn pushed the door open and they walked inside.

"Kathryn we tried to do DNA scans but the scans didn't work. That is why we were unsure. Is this your son?"

Kathryn and Chakotay walked over to where the little child was laying Kathryn looked at the monitor and saw that the child was still alive; she looked down at the child and started to cry.

"It's him... It's Edward." Kathryn managed to say while crying tears of joy.

"Thank you Admiral for not giving up. Where did you find him?" Asked Chakotay

"The alpha search team found him in an old log cabin. Who ever took him must have heard the team coming and took off. We ran as many scans as we could to make sure he was okay."

"When can we take him home?" Asked Chakotay

"Well Captain I see no harm in taking him now. But please keep a close eye on him." Admiral Martin replied

"Have you figured out who took our son? Or are you just as stumped as when I was killed?" Kathryn said with a hint of anger

"Admiral Janeway please we are trying to find the person. It will take time; you were not there this time to give an id to the person. Come down, go home with your family and relax, perhaps Starfleet should take you off of active duty."

"No Admiral Martin I am fine just tired from staying up trying to find my son, your right going home to relax would be a good thing for me and the baby." Kathryn quickly answered

"Good but you are done for this week coming, I am ordering you to take the time off to get this back on track. I am also ordering you to talk to a counsellor."

"Anthony come on now a counsellor? I don't think I need that."

"Kathryn, she is a good friend of mine and is the best you will like her Kathryn she's a lot like you." Said the Admiral as he handed a PADD to Kathryn and pointed for her and pointed to the door for Kathryn and Chakotay with their son to leave and go home.

The beginning of the week Kathryn woke early to get a few things done before having to go to the counsellor, which she really did not want to go to. After feeding the dog and grabbing a bite to eat she left before anyone else was up. As she walked to the turbolift to go up to the office she couldn't help apprehensive about talking to someone she didn't know.

"Admiral Janeway please come in and have a seat. It's an honour to finally meet you. My name is Dr. Susan Lewis." Said the Dr. as they shook hands and sat down to face each other

"Coffee Admiral? Black right?"

"Yes that would be nice thank you."

The Dr. handed a cup of coffee to Kathryn and for a few moments Susan studied Kathryn just watching her movements her smile and how she could hide the uneasiness.

"Admiral I would like if you could tell me a little about how you feel right now." Asked Susan

"I feel unsure as to why I am here. I know I was ordered here which is kind of weird because I am the same rank as the one who ordered me here, but I came, so I guess I could do with talking to someone. I just don't like sitting doing nothing and dwelling on the past. I prefer to be doing something."

"I understand you are someone who likes action rather then sitting and doing nothing. You know Admiral I think maybe if you just start with whatever you feel like talking about might be good idea."

Kathryn looked at her trying to decide what if anything she would say. After sipping some coffee she had decided that she had to say something.

"Ok since I am hear I should talk about something. I never thought that I would be married and never thought I would have kids. And now that I have a child and expecting another, it scares me to think that I almost lost Edward."

"I see. If you don't mind me being so bold, it says in your file that you were pregnant before this, but lost the baby after being attacked in the park by your house. How do you feel about that?"

"How do I feel." Kathryn said with a warning in her voice

"I feel like I had life stolen from me, hell I was dead. When I found out that I lost the baby I was crushed, I felt like nothing was going to go right for me." Kathryn said as tears ran down her face

"Admiral I know it's hard but you have just taken the first steps on healing." Explain Susan

"I can't do this I have to go I am sorry." Kathryn told Susan as she got up and almost ran out of the office and out of the building. Once she was a block away she slowed down and slowed her breathing. She thought to herself what was I thinking a counsellor. And running away from it. My god what has happened to me.

"Admiral Janeway?" came a voice from the coffee shop she stopped by.