Disclaimer: I think you're all aware by now that I don't own The Covenant.
A/N: Sorry it's been a while. I needed a little break from The Covenant so I started a Jeff Hardy fic. Anyway, the song for this chapter is 'The Chemicals Between Us' by Bush. Sexy song. Prepare for maximum fluff n' smut.
I Must Be Dreaming by Cara Mascara
Chapter 10: I Want You To Remember
A week had passed. I'd had a lot of visitors. People claiming to know me that I couldn't remember ever seeing. But Reid was trying to help. And I was getting those memories every once in a while. Reid has called his mother and explained the situation, telling her he'd go home when he could. In the time he'd been here, he tried to do what he could for Connor. It was sweet really. He also had a long discussion with me about powers, and how he had them along with the others excluding Mel and Sarah.
Austin had told me there were no others like me. Lying bastard.
I sat on my bed with Reid. It was late Saturday night and my parents had to go on a business trip earlier that day. I had out Connor to bed in his new nursery that my parents had set up. Reid now slept on the couch instead of the guest room like he had been.
"So I dated him?" I asked, pointing to the boy with shoulder length curly brown hair in the yearbook. Aaron Abbot was the name under the picture.
Reid sighed. "Sort of."
"Oh." I got the hint. That meant I slept with him but wasn't going out with him. Just like Reid.
"I think that's enough for now," Reid said, closing the yearbook that read Spenser Academy 2007 across the blue cover in white letters. He tossed it on the floor near the foot of the bed and lay beside me, rubbing my arm.
"I just wish I could remember everything. I'm just a burden to everyone," I said sadly. It must be so hard for a parent to have a child that doesn't remember them at all. And for Reid too. I'd been his girlfriend and I hardly remember dating him.
"No you're not Lux. We care about you, okay? You're not a burden." He sat up and rubbed my shoulders, noticing I was tense. When he touches me, I feel like I should be nervous, or push away from him. But I never do. It's like my subconscious knows we dated.
He worked his knuckles between my shoulder blades and I groaned. "That feels good," I mumbled, closing my eyes. He continued loosening my muscles. His hands were soft, except the fingertips, which were a bit calloused. I guess it must be from smoking.
His hands went back to my shoulders and my eyes opened as I felt the strap of my tank top fall off my shoulder and Reid's lips on that skin. It was like my skin was on fire as his lips started on my shoulder and made their way onto my neck. He pushed my hair aside and rubbed up and down my arms sensually with his slightly rough fingertips.
I whimpered as he softly bit down on the sensitive nape pf my neck. Reid's hands toyed with the hem of my shirt, brushing his fingers over the skin on my stomach and sides. He almost unnoticeably lifted my shirt inch by inch until he pulled away from neck to pull it over my head. My breasts bounced out of their containment, my nipples immediately beginning to harden.
"What are you doing?" I asked in an airy voice. I couldn't help it. He was seriously taking my breath away.
"I want you to remember," he whispered into my ear, his hot breath tickling my skin. "I want you to remember everything." He moved his hands up my stomach and cupped my breasts. I craned my neck back and his teeth scraped over my throat.
I moaned as he pinched both my nipples, then proceeded to rub circles over and around them. I sat between his legs, which hung off the side of the bed. Leaning back he began kissing my lips, his tongue slowly sliding in, then darting back into his won mouth only to repeat this action. I could feel his hardness pressing into my back.
Should I be doing this? Is this… okay? On one side, we have a child together so we've obviously done this before. But on the other, I really don't know him kind of. Quite frankly… I don't think my body cares…
He rubbed his thumbs over my nipples then let his hands slide down to unbutton my jeans. He bit gently at my lower lip and I moaned into his mouth. His tongue was soft and knew almost every sensitive spot in my mouth, touching it just the right way. He pushed my jeans down and I lifted myself up a bit so he could pull them all the way down. I ended up kicking them off, leaving me in nothing but my lace panties.
He grabbed my hips and had me stand while he stood up off the bed, then pushed me back down. Reid rested his hands on the bed on either side of me and kissed me, slowly pushing me onto my back. Reid stood, leaning above me, his torso supported by his long, toned arms. His lips went from mine, over my chin and between my breasts, licking a path to the right before he took my nipple into his mouth.
He spent a short amount of time there before switching to the other, licking, biting and sucking. Reid scraped his teeth down my stomach, catching my panties with them and pulling them down as he got on his knees.
He grasped my hips, pulling me closer to the edge of the bed and kissed the insides of my thighs. I gasped as his tongue barely traced the slit between my legs, tickling and teasing. He blew air against the light wet trail he'd made, causing me to throb between my legs even more then I had been.
"Oh god Reid," I gasped as he plunged his tongue between my legs. He pulled me into his face more, throwing my legs over his shoulders and gripping my hips so tight I think he was leaving marks on my pale skin. I tangled my hands in his blonde hair, urging him on as he flicked his tongue over my clit at a fast pace, then sucked down on it, creating whimpers as I grabbed his hair tighter.
I could feel it coming as my toes curled. Reid must've noticed because he began going faster and pushed two of his fingers inside me, pumping those as he tried to send me over the edge. Let me tell you, it worked. Reid hooked his fingers and I cried out as my body convulsed. As my orgasm subsided, he slowed down what he was doing, before stopping completely and moving away from me.
I looked up at him as he stood pulling his shirt over his head to reveal a pale, lean chest with visible muscles and a silver chain around his neck. I pushed myself up on my elbows, then sat up, leaning forward to unbuckle his belt. I looked up into his blue eyes and kissed between his waistband and his bellybutton. He watched me while chewing his lower lip. I slowly unzipped his jeans and pushed them off his hips. They fell to the floor and he stepped out of them.
I slid my fingers between the waistband of his boxers before sliding them down his long, toned legs. Christ, he really is gorgeous. All of him.
Reid pushed my shoulders so I was on my back again. He crawled on top of me and attacked my neck, this time going to my collarbone, tracing it with his tongue, then nipping at it. I ran my hands up and down his smooth back when I felt his erection pressing at my entrance.
I parted my legs a bit and he slid inside me, causing me to cry out at the deep penetration. He stayed inside me while he kissed my lips, then pulled back out. "You're so beautiful," he mumbled into my hair, kissing the lobe of my ear. He slid himself back inside me and I felt my muscles clench. "You have no idea how much I missed you," he spoke softly as he thrust in and out at a reasonable pace.
I felt a warmth in my heart as he said that. I haven't felt this cared about ever, as far as I can remember. With Austin there was always a sort of hostility towards me because of Connor and Claudia always seemed to be more interested in my baby then in me. But Reid had the ability to make me feel like I was his number one priority. And he'd already taken so well to Connor.
I sighed when he pulled out, then filled me again. I believe in soul mates. I never felt completely content with Austin when we did this. But with Reid I felt amazing. I feel guilty that I can't remember everything we've been through.
"I'm sorry I can't remember anything," I said in a timid voice. Reid continued to push in and out of me.
"Shh, it's okay," he hushed me, kissing my jaw line as his hips moved back and forth between my thighs at a faster pace. "It's not your fault."
I clenched my thighs when Reid began quickening his pace and I wrapped my legs around his waist. I squeezed my eyes shut as my inner walls tightened. "Use," Reid breathed into my neck.
"What?" I asked in a shaky voice.
"Use when you come. Please," he begged, thrusting so fast the headboard of my bed was hitting the wall. I don't like to use. Out of fear. But…
"Oh god," Reid grunted a he filled me with his warm seed. My body racked with shivers as the blonde slid out of me and rolled to the side, trying to catch his breath. I let go of my power and turned on my side, breathing raggedly.
I lay on my stomach, propping my head up on my elbow and hesitantly ran a hand through the hair that was sticking to Reid's forehead. He gained more control of his breathing and smirked at me, his blue eyes catching mine. His hand pressed at the back of my neck, pulling me down to kiss him.