'' Where is Santiago's dad'' The guy asks again

I walk to him and say '' He doesn't exist''

'' That is weird there is someone in Lima that claims to be his father'' The guy says confused

I take my phone out of my pocket and send Quinn a quick text

To Quinn: Take my car and drive to the restaurant, just throw it on my credit card and take Santi home with you or let him stay with Lio and Marie.

To Sue: I need your help someone in Lima says that he the father of Santi is

From Quinn: Why what is going on?

To Quinn: Nothing just go please

I look back at the paparazzi and say '' If you write about this in your fucking magazine, I will sue you.''

Number 1 spot, Now she find her a replacement
I swear now I can't take it
Knowing somebody's got my baby

'' Hey Sue'' I say as I pick up my phone

I walk away from the paparazzi and sit down on a small wall, I pull my knees to my chest and rest my forehead against my knee.

'' What's wrong B?'' Sue asks concerned

'' I think that Santiago's dad recognized me and now he wants contact with his son'' I say softly

'' Shit what now'' Sue asks loudly

'' I don't know Sue, I really don't want him to see Santi.'' I say softly

'' He won't I know that you didn't want to do this B, but you have to give an interview about it.

You have to explain what happened and you have to get a restraining order, I don't want him near any of you guys.'' Sue says

'' I can't tell the word that he raped me Sue'' I say softly and wipe away my tears

I feel a pair of arms wrap around me and jump a little bit, I look behind me and see Santana standing there.

I hide my face in my arms and say '' Can you call Ellen? If I have to do an interview I want to do it with her.''

'' I will call her B and I will be there with you, I don't think it's a good idea to bring Santi this time.''

'' No I know I will ask Puck if he wants to go to a football game with him'' I say

'' How did you know that he is back?'' Sue asks

'' One guy from the paparazzi said something about it, I already told him that if he publish it that I will sue him.'' I say

'' Assholes'' Sue says with a growl

'' I really hope that he just stays in Lima Sue'' I say with tears in my eyes

Santana wraps an arm around my shoulder and pull me against her, I wipe away my tears and lay my head on Santana's shoulder.

'' I hope it too Britt, but B I will call Ellen now and please just stay with one of your friends tonight and take the day off tomorrow.'' Sue says

'' I will Sue thank you'' I say softly

'' Anytime'' Sue says and hangs up the phone

I put my phone back in my pocket and jump off the small wall, I wipe away my tears and walk to a small private part of the beach.

I sit down on a small rock and bury my head in my hands, I take out my phone and send Lio a quick text.

To Lio: Hey Lio can you please take Santi with you? I will explain everything tomorrow or something but for now I really need some time alone.

From Lio: Of course but tomorrow you are talking to us, I know that Santana is with you and don't push her away B.

To Lio: I wont thank you, see you tomorrow.

I put my phone back in my pocket and lay my head on my knees, I feel someone sitting behind me and I just know that it is Santana.

'' I think you heard everything'' I say softly

'' Yeah I did'' Santana says softly and wraps her arms around me from behind

'' Why would he start now?'' I ask softly my voice cracking at the end

Santana turns me around and pulls me in a hug, I bury my head in her neck and wrap my arms around her waist.

'' I don't know B'' Santana says softly

'' Santi will stay at your parents today, I really need some time alone.'' I say softly

'' I wont let you alone now B, you are coming with me and you can sleep in the guestroom.'' Santana says softly and stands up

I stand up with a sigh and walk after Santana to my car, Santana grabs my keys out of my purse and pushes me in the passengers seat.

I lay my head against the window and Santana starts the car, Santana turns the radio loudly and opens her window.

I look at her with an eyebrow raised and burst out laughing as I hear the very familiar song, Santana looks at me with a smirk and sings the first part.

So this is what you meant
When you said that you were spent
And now it's time to build from the bottom of the pit
Right to the top
Don't hold back
Packing my bags and giving the academy a rain check

Santana looks at me with a smirk and nods her head, I shake my head with a chuckle and sing the next part.

I don't ever want to let you down
I don't ever want to leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night

I lay a hand on Santana's shoulder and together we sing the next part

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

So this is where you fell
And I am left to sell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
Right to the top
Don't look back
Turning to rags and giving the commodities a rain check

Santana nods her head on the beat and sings the next part loudly

I don't ever want to let you down
I don't ever want to leave this town
'Cause after all
This city never sleeps at night

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

I sing the next part and roll my window down, Santana turns the radio louder and laughs as we see a few people looking at my car.

This road never looked so lonely
This house doesn't burn down slowly
To ashes, to ashes

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

It's time to begin, isn't it?
I get a little bit bigger, but then I'll admit
I'm just the same as I was
Now don't you understand
That I'm never changing who I am

As the song ends Santana parks her car in the driveway and turns the radio off, Santana and I both jump out of the car and Santana locks my car.

I catch my keys as Santana throws them at me and walk to the front door, Santana and I both walk inside the house and I am immediately pulled in a bear hug.

'' What happened?'' Puck asks softly

I pull out of the hug and nod my head to the living room, Puck nods his head and we both walk to the living room.

I sit down on the couch and say '' Santiago's dad found me, he wants to meet his son.

The worst thing is I have no fucking idea who that fucker is, I don't know his name his age hell I don't even know where he lives.''

'' How do you know that he searches you?'' Quinn asks

'' The paparazzi said something about it so I immediately called Sue and next week or something, I have an interview with Ellen'' I say

'' Okay do you want us to come with you?'' Puck asks

'' Um no can you take Santi to a football game that day?'' I ask

'' Yes of course'' Puck says with a smile

'' Thank you'' I say with a smile

'' Are you alright?'' Quinn asks softly

'' Yeah just a little bit pissed off'' I say shrugging

'' Santi will stay at my parents tonight and Britt has the day off tomorrow, so she will stay here tonight and sleep in the guestroom.'' Santana says and gives me a beer

'' Alright'' Puck and Quinn say in unison

'' Do you want to eat something B?'' Santana asks

'' No thank you'' I say with a smile

'' You have to eat something B'' Quinn says

'' I don't want to eat something Q'' I say with a smile

Puck jumps off the couch and walks to the kitchen, after a few seconds he walks back into the living room and pushes a plate with a sandwich in front of me.

'' Ass'' I say with a chuckle

'' Just eat B'' Puck says with a smile

I take a bite of my sandwich and ask '' Happy?''

'' Yeah'' Puck, Quinn and Santana say in unison

I shake my head with a chuckle and take a sip of my beer, after I ate my sandwich I bring my plate back to the kitchen and sit down on the couch.

Santana sits down next to me and Puck asks '' What do you want to watch B?''

I shrug my shoulders and say '' Something scary''

Puck looks at me with a smirk and says '' I got the perfect movie''

Puck jumps off the couch and walks to his DVD collection, he grabs something out of the stand and places it in the DVD.

Puck quickly grabs some stuff out of the kitchen and hands me a beer, I take the beer and lay my head against the back of the couch.

'' Oh god not that movie'' Santana and Quinn say in unison

'' Oh this movie is awesome''

'' The shining is awesome'' Puck and I say in unison

I grab some popcorn and take a sip of my beer, Puck presses play and wraps an arm around Quinn's shoulders.

I place my beer on the table and lay my head against the head of the couch, I literally jump off the couch as I feel my phone vibrate and glare at Puck as he laughs out loud.

I take my phone out of the pocket and accept the call of an unknown number

'' Hello?''

'' Hello Brittany'' A male voice says

'' Uh who are you?'' I ask confused and see Puck pausing the movie, I put the phone on speaker and sit back down on the couch.

'' You don't recognize my voice Blondie?'' The guy asks

''Hey Blondie why are you walking on your own tonight?'' A men with dark blonde hair asks

'' Fuck off asshole'' Brittany says with a growl and keeps walking

'' Not so fast bitch'' The men says with a smirk and grabs Brittany by her leather jacket

I snap out of my thoughts as someone lays a hand on my back and shake my head, I look at my phone and say. '' What do you want asshole''

'' My son'' The men says with a growl

'' In your fucking dreams'' I say with a growl

'' He is mine bitch'' The men yells

'' She fucking raised him asshole, she doesn't even know you.

Leave her the fuck alone or you will have some problems with me, I only say this once Stay away from them.'' Puck yells with a growl

I grab my phone off the table and hang up the phone, I throw my phone on a chair and bury my head in my hands.

'' Why now?'' I ask softly

Puck wraps his arms around me and says '' You and Santi will stay here for a little while, you have to call a lawyer Britt.''

'' I will do that tomorrow, now I only want to see my son.'' I say softly

'' I will call mom'' Santana says and grabs her phone

I lay my head in my hands and start to cry softly

'' Oh B'' Quinn says softly and pulls me in a hug

I bury my head in her neck and say '' I fucking hate this shit''

'' I know B'' Quinn says softly and strokes my back

'' I don't want to lose him Q'' I say softly and begin to sob

'' You wont lose him Britt, you fucking raised him on your own and that fucker raped you.

We will come with you to the lawyer and I think Lio knows someone, you definitely wont lose him okay?'' Puck says and sits down next to me

'' You are an amazing mom Britt, Santiago has everything a little guy can wish for.

Nobody will take him away from you, we will help you but you and Santi will stay here for a few weeks.'' Santana says

I nod my head softly and wipe away my tears, I look at the group and say. '' I fucking hate crying''

'' Sometimes it helps'' Puck and Quinn say in unison

'' My parents are on their way'' Santana says softly

I nod my head and lay my head back down on the couch, Puck pulls me on his lap and whispers. '' It will be okay B''

'' Mommy where are you?'' I hear Santi yell

Puck strokes my back and says '' We are in the living room buddy''

I hear Santiago running into the living room and feel his small body jumping on my lap, I sit up and lay my forehead on the back of his head.

'' Hey baby'' I say softly

'' What's wrong mommy?'' Santi asks

'' Just a bad day baby'' I say softly

'' Hey Santi do you want to look at the new games, I bought for school?'' Quinn asks softly

'' Can I mommy?'' Santi asks

'' Of course baby'' I say and mouth a small thank you to Quinn

Quinn nods her head and walks upstairs with Santi, Lio and Marie sit down next to me and Lio asks. '' What's wrong B?''

'' Santiago's dad found me and he wants to meet Santi, ten minutes ago he fucking called me and I don't know what to do Lio.'' I say softly with tears running down my tears

Marie pulls me in a hug and asks '' We will help you but what do you want to do B?''

'' I don't want Santi anywhere near him'' I say softly

'' I know a very good lawyer I will call him tomorrow'' Lio says and lays his hand on my back

I nod my head and say '' Santi and I will stay here with for a few weeks, but I hope that he doesn't visit Santi's school.''

'' Quinn will keep an eye on that B'' Puck says

Quinn and Santi both walk back in the room and Quinn asks '' Do you want another beer B?''

'' No I am going to bed, I don't feel so good.'' I say softly and stand up

Quinn nods her head in understanding and says '' Alright goodnight B, good night Santi.''

'' Good night'' Santi and I say in unison and I pick Santi up

I walk upstairs to the guest room and grab the bag Marie brought with her, I help Santi in his pajamas and take off my shirt and jeans.

I tuck Santi in and lay down next to him, Santi quickly turns on his side and lays his head on my shoulder.

I give Santi a kiss on his forehead and say '' Good night baby''

'' Good night mommy'' Santiago says softly

Brittany walks home from a party and takes a shortcut through an alley, she zips up her jacket and walk through an empty street.

'' Hey Blondie why are you walking on your own?'' A guy with dark blonde hair asks

'' Fuck off'' Brittany says with a growl and walks faster

'' Not so fast bitch'' The guy says and pulls Brittany back

'' Let me go asshole'' Brittany says with a growl and tries to push him away

The guy just shakes his head with a chuckle and pulls Brittany into an alley, Brittany tries to kick and push him away but the guy is too strong.

The guy pushes Brittany on the ground and pins her hands above her head, Brittany struggles against him and starts yelling.

'' Help!'' Brittany yells

'' Shut the fuck up'' The guy says with a growl and places something in Brittany's mouth

The guy yanks Brittany's pants down and Britt tries to yell again, the guy looks down at Brittany with a smirk and says. '' Nobody is here, stop yelling bitch.''

Brittany shakes her head with tears in her eyes and looks to the side, the guy takes off his pants and roughly enters Brittany.

The only thing you can hear in the alley are the guys his moans and Brittany's muffled cries and yells against the pain, the guy looks down at Brittany and says. '' You are so beautiful Blondie''

Brittany closes her eyes as he roughly cups her breasts and tries to get her arms free, the guy tightens his grip on Brittany's arms and after one last thrust Brittany feels his sperm inside her.

The men removes his hand from Brittany's mouth and jumps up, Brittany grabs her pants and crawls to the small corner next to the dumpster.

Brittany quickly puts on her pants and throws up behind the dumpster, the guy roughly grabs Brittany by her hair and says. '' If you call the police, I will fucking kill you.''

I startle awake with a scream and crawl to the headboard as I see someone standing in front of me, I look next to me and start to panic as I see that Santi doesn't lay next to me anymore.

'' B calm down, Santi is here.'' Santana says softly and places Santi back on the bed

Santiago crawls to me and wraps his arms around my neck, I lay my forehead on his head and start to sob softly.

Santana sits down next to me and asks '' Do you want to talk about it?''

I shake my head and say '' Not now''

'' Santi uncle Puck asks if you want to lay down with him, it is really late and you have to go to school tomorrow.'' Quinn says softly

Santiago nods his head and gives me a kiss on the cheek '' Good night mommy, I love you.''

'' I love you too baby'' I say softly and give him a kiss on the forehead

Santiago jumps off the bed and runs out of the room, Quinn closes the door and crawls on the bed.

I move to the middle and let Santana sit down next to me, I look down at my hands and say. '' I had a nightmare about that night in Lima''

Quinn wraps an arm around my shoulder and says '' Do you remember something about him?''

I shake my head with tears in my eyes and say '' No it was dark and I only saw his mouth, he had a cap on.''

Santana pulls me in a hug and says '' You will stay here for more than a week Britt''

I shake my head and say '' I have my own house guys''

'' Yeah we know but you will stay here, you can grab some clothes tomorrow but one of us is going with you.'' Quinn says sternly

'' Did I wake you?'' I ask softly successfully avoiding the you have to listen to Lion Quinn talk

'' No I was still awake, I already thought that something like this would happen.'' Santana says softly

'' Santi woke me up because you didn't wake up when he called your name, he will sleep by Puck tonight and we will stay here.'' Quinn says and lays down

I nod my head softly and lay back down on my back, Santana throws the blanket over the three of us and lays down.

In the middle of the night I turn on my side and wrap an arm around Santana's waist, Santana sighs contently and Quinn wraps an arm around my waist.

I really hope that you liked this chapter, it wasn't easy to write this because I have some bad memories about this shit.