Hello my lovelies! I am back. LONG time no see. (; Sorry about that. Anyway, here is chapter 10. I hope you guys enjoy.

ALSO, I UPDATED CHAPTER 7 for those of you who did not get to read the original before I accidentally replaced it with Chapter 8. So, after or before you read this one, I highly suggest you go back. It's a short but VERY interesting chapter.

Clary's POV

I woke up feeling very, very confused. All of the memories from last night flew across my eyes. Sebastian scaring me. Jace calming me down. Drawing him half naked. Asking him if he would be my first kiss. Jace being mean to me. Taking a bath. Talking to that adorable mouse. Max helping me find clues.

They slowed down as I remembered the latter half. Jace kissing me in a fort. Him telling me I was the most beautiful girl he had ever met. Jace biting my lip while his hand dug into my hip. Him taking my shirt off. Me liking the way he touched me so intimately. Falling asleep in his arms.

I looked around and realized I was in my room. There were no lights. No pillows. No Jace.

Had I imagined it all? I sat up, pulling my legs to my chest and burying my head between them. I was all alone.

I felt Theodore gently touch me and I looked over at him smiling. He was staring at my clothes and I looked down, a smile instantly falling on my face.

Rather than my normal ratty pajamas, I was clad in plaid pajama pants that were definitely a few sizes too big and a black v neck that came down to my knees almost.

Looking at the odd clothing, I removed all fears that last night had only been a dream. I did a happy dance, kicking the comforter off of me and I squeezed Theo in the tightest hug ever. I was afraid for a moment that I hurt his little body, but when I looked at him he just smiled back.

We were interrupted by my stomach, which sounded like Jayden had tried to flush my toys down the toilet again. I remembered that I hadn't ate a lot since Jace had made his little disappearing act. Suddenly I felt so hungry that I could eat my pillow.

I tucked Theo in, promising to bring him back a treat since I gave away his jelly biscuit yesterday. As I skipped out the door I had the urge to start singing. Why was I in such a good mood today?

I immediately grabbed food before joining my friends. The entire gang was already chowing down and I didn't take long to start inhaling my French toast either. Jace sat beside me as usual, but he was acting weird. He hadn't looked at me yet and there was a space between us.

I wanted to ask him why he moved me and left in the middle of the night, but I didn't think he wanted me share that with the group.

"You look tired." Max told me bluntly as he took in my unbrushed hair and pajamas. Mia sat beside him, shifting her eyes from me to Jace repeatedly.

I was about to ask her why when I realized that Jace was wearing the exact same shirt. "Yeah, you look like you had a long night."

I blushed and stared down at my plate that was already practically empty. "I-"

Before I could finish, Jace cut me off. "That's probably just the bags under her eyes from staying up all night terrified of the monsters in her closet. Or maybe her stupid bear stopped talking back to her."

I looked at him completely horrified as the table grew silent. His eyes were hard, nothing like they were last night. I felt my lip start to quiver and tears began to fill my eyes. "Oh look, did I hurt the little girl's feelings? Bet she's going to cry about it some more."

"Theo is an elephant." I told him through the tears as I stood up, running back to my room. I didn't care if he laughed at me further, all I needed was to be alone.

I could hear Magnus yelling at him and Simon calling for me to come back, but I couldn't. By the time I reached my room, my tears had broke into a full sob and I threw open my door, not caring when the doorknob left a hole in the wall. I slammed it shut and crawled under the comforter, my eyes so watery I couldn't see what I was doing anymore. I clung to Theodore desperately and cried into his matted belly.

Why would Jace say that mean stuff? I thought he was my friend. He was so nice to me yesterday. He called me beautiful and said he wanted to make me feel good. Why would he act like this?

Clary's POV

When I finally stopped crying, it had been hours. Simon had tried first to talk to me, then Max, followed by Magnus and Mia, and even Alec tried to talk to me, but I refused to let any of them in.

I wasn't sure what time is was, but I knew it was almost dinner time. I had spent all day wallowing and exploring my thoughts.

I missed Mommy even more than usual. I wondered what she was doing. What she would say if she heard what Jace had said. She told me I was going to live here for a while for my safety. So I wouldn't get bullied or scared anymore.

If only she knew the truth.

I was busy thinking about how I wished I could do something really mean to Jace, like trip him or hide all of his left socks, when the door swung open.

I froze mid thought when I realized who it was. I would recognize that golden hair and sharp eyes anywhere. I immediately stuck my tongue out at him, and flipped over, "Go away."

I heard the door shut and for a moment I thought he had actually left, but then the bed sunk under his weight and I felt something trying to pull the blanket off of my head. "I need to tell you something."

"What, that I'm ugly and you hate me and I should go die in a hole?" I accused him, wondering what else he really thought about me.

"I've already told you that you are beautiful. Why would I hate you? And of course I don't want you to die." Jace reassured me as he rubbed my back through the blanket, knowing very well that it relaxed me.

"You were mean to me. In front of everyone." I mumbled into my pillow, holding tight to the edges of the blanket.

"I was just- I was having a bad morning." He insisted, still trying to tug it out of my grasp. After one particularly rough pull, it slipped out of my hands

As soon as my eyes met his, I instantly felt guilty. I was so caught up in my own feelings that I didn't even consider his. "Is it because of me?"

"No," Jace hesitated, "It's me."

I allowed him to slip under the covers beside me and I snuggled into his side, resting my head on his arm. "Do you want to talk about it?"

"No." He instantly replied, wrapping his arm around my torso. "Let's just sit here awhile."

I wanted to tell him that I had been sitting quietly all day and I just felt like talking to him for a while, but he looked like he had been having an even rougher day than me. So I tried to cure my boredom by staring at his hand as I played with it.

All of his fingers were long and slender. The backs of his hands were really smooth and tan. As I flipped them over, I realized his palms were a little dirty and there was mud caked under his nails. I wanted to ask him why he kept getting mud all over him, but he took it away from me too soon and used it to draw little circles on my belly.

At first it tickled, but after a while it felt really relaxing. I wondered why it was making my stomach turn slowly, kind of like last night. I also realized that I was still wearing his clothes. Obviously, I wasn't that mad at him earlier.

After enjoying his soothing touch for a long time, I felt hungry. Not hungry for chicken – though I hadn't ate all day- but a different type of hungry. I didn't know how to explain it. I closed my eyes and leaned farther into him, nuzzling my back against his chest. His fingers rose a little bit, beginning to brush the skin right beneath my bra and my breath caught.

"Jace?" I asked quietly and he hummed a reply. "Can we kiss again?"

His fingers immediately stopped and I was terrified he was going to get mad again and storm off. Instead, he ran his and down my side slowly and nodded at me. "Okay. Why don't you start it this time?"

I tried to hide my lush as I wondered how you started a kiss. I had watched him do it tons of times, but I guess I never really paid attention. Did I have to do something special? Which way did he say to tilt our heads so I wouldn't hurt his nose?

I looked up at Jace anxiously and realized that first I needed to change our positions. At this angle, I would probably break my neck and Jace definitely wasn't going to kiss me anymore if I did that.

I sat up and turned over, resting my hands on my knees for a second before crawling on top of him slowly so I sat on his legs. I looked at him hesitantly. "Is this okay?"

Jace grinned up at me, a real smile for once, and I noticed his doggy tooth was chipped. Jayden had a chipped doggy tooth too, from when we all were playing at the park and I accidentally pushed him off the monkey bars, making him land on the metal pole. Jayden was very mad at me, but Mommy reassured me that he hadn't lost his tooth yet, so his new one would be okay. I wondered if Jace had lost his tooth yet. Probably.

"Yes." He drew me back to the task at hand and I smiled back at him. I leaned forward, awkwardly putting my hands on both sides of his head before I started leaning down. I was so excited, that I swooped in really fast, kissing him harder than I meant to.

Jace didn't waste any time as he kissed be back, pulling my body against his. This kiss wasn't sweet or gentle at all. Instead, I moved my mouth hungrily as he grabbed me by my butt, repositioning me so I sat on his crotch. I would have blushed, but he was already running his hands across my body, down my shoulders and back down.

He began to use his nails, leaving scratches on my skin. I thought they would hurt, but I was surprised to realize that I liked the way they felt. I wove my hands into is hair, tugging on it as his tongue slid across mine. I felt like my lungs were going to burst, but I was enjoying our kiss way too much to end it, so I tried to hold my breath a little longer.

Jace suddenly dug his hands into my hips, pushing me against his erection. I immediately pulled back, surprised by the fact that it felt good, and began gasping for breath.

Why did it feel good when he rubbed his pee pee against mine. It didn't make any sense to me, so I rocked back and forth once to test it out. Just like before, it made me feel this weird sensation inside.

Was this just like when Jace touched me yesterday? Was it the same spot?

I decided that I liked the feeling, maybe even more than kissing, so while Jace was catching his breath too, I began to move against his hard on repeatedly, making circles with my hips.

Jace finally stopped breathing heavily and stiffened beneath me as a guttural noise left his throat. "What are you doing?"

"I don't know." I admitted, too focused on how good it felt to wonder whether I should be embarrassed or not. His hands slipped around my waist and latched on. After a second I realized he was helping to guide me and for some reason that made that little fire inside me grow bigger.

"Have you been talking to Mia again?" His voice was oddly strangled and when I looked up, his face was pained.

"No." I assured him with a coy smile as I rocked my hips with a bit more force. "I thought of this one all on my own."

Jace pulled me closer, so my hands were holding me up again and he leaned forward to latch onto my neck. He began kissing and sucking on my skin and I felt a tingle go down my back. "Not bad."

"Am I doing it right?" I repositioned myself so that my hands were planted on his chest and I was at a better angle.

He bit down roughly and I let a soft moan out. "Asking is kind of a turn off."

"Oh." I felt stupid suddenly, but his sudden thrust made me keep moving. "But am I?"

He tried to push me off, but I was enjoying myself too much to just stop. "Get off me, Little Red. You don't know what you're doing"

Instead I pushed him back down and gently clawed his chest. "Then show me."

"No." He was still trying to stop me weakly, but he felt harder than ever and I knew he liked it. "I said get off."

"Make me." I growled and picked up my speed, liking how it felt.

Jace stopped watching me and threw his head back, closing his eyes. "Fuck."

"Cursing is bad." I told him honestly as he tightened his grip.

Jace laughed and opened his eyes again. "You think dry humping me isn't?"

"What's dry humping?" I asked, not really caring if he answered as long as he didn't stop.

"I'm going to Hell." Jace muttered to himself.

I glared down at him and slapped his chest. "Stop talking."

It distracted me from the task at hand. I heard him groan again and he stopped guiding me. Instead, he held me in place and began to hammer into me, making me moan loudly. "Fuck me."

"I don't know what that means, either." I managed to reply as he jerked around so fast that I was beginning to think he had super powers.

"You've got to talk to Mia more. Like bronto." He ordered me between shallow breaths.

He hated Mia. Why would he want me to talk to her more? "Why?"

Jace pulled me down for a hard kiss before whispering in my ear. "I want to worship your body."

"Okay." I wasn't really sure what he meant, but I didn't have much time to wonder before he flipped us over. Suddenly he was on top of me and his pulsing erection felt even bigger.

My legs instinctively wrapped around his waist and the pleasure was so powerful that I opened my mouth, but nothing came out. Jace suddenly moved even faster for a moment before slowing down again.

"Jace." I pulled on his hair roughly and whined a little. "Do it again."

"This?" He asked me smartly and picked up his speed again.

"Yes." I moaned my reply and he continued until finally I reached that moment again where I can't hear or see anything and I am hit with that feeling of bliss. "Jace!"

He continued on for a moment before going completely still. He finally opened his eyes and looked down at me. "Did you just bite me?"

I was about to say no when I saw the deep marks on his neck. "I'm sorry."

"I liked it." He reassured me with a short kiss. "You're feisty, Red."

I kissed him back, pulling him against me since my legs were still wrapped around his torso and cupped his face.

We were getting so worked up again that I didn't even notice the door open wide or the boy that stood in the entrance. "Clary, do you want to-"

I immediately broke the kiss and stared at my dorky best friend in horror. His eyes were practically bulging out of his thick rimmed glasses and his mouth was opened farther than even mine a minute ago. "Si!"

"Whoops. My bad." He rushed and practically ran out the door before I could say anything else.

"He couldn't have planned that better if he tried." Jace commented with a smirk as he rolled off of me and onto his back.

I looked at him quickly, then back at the door and debated if I should stay with Jace or go chase after Simon.

Tada! How did you guys like it? If you have any questions, please ask me. For those who are wondering, the reason Jace has been acting so mean lately is because he is in a psych ward, remember? He also has problems dealing with his emotions and he didn't know how to properly react to his night with Clary. Again, please tell me in a review or PM if you liked the chapter, how it could be improved, or anything else. I love reading what you guys have to say and I try to remember each comment going into my next update. I love you guys!

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