Hi guys I saw your Reviews.
I'm happy to get some feetback, I just want you to know that I won't follow the storyline of season 8.
So Jon cheating on Rayne will become a big Part at my next Story for season 8.
Jon pov
Danny didn't hide our new bond, she was always touching and kissing me. She even let me fly one of her Dragons, I had to say, up there in the sky I was almost able to forget my pain of loosing Rayne.
As we arrived at Dragonstone Ser Darvos eyed me critically, he asked to talk to me in private.
"I know its not my place to say anything, but what are you doing, my grace." He asked rather harshly.
"She is dead!" I said "I just let her die there, alone. We promised each other to go down together and i just left her." I said as I collapsed.
He got over and let me cry. I didn't care if it was manly or not, I was mourning the love of my life.
"I now that it hurt but this is not the way nor the time to mourn her like that."
I knew he was right and that I had to talk to Danny, better soon. I don't want her to feel used, even if it is exactly what I had done to her. I had used her to forget my pain.
Later that evening we were at the meeting room and organized the departure of Danny's army. I wasn't paying attention, just lost in my thoughts. Lost in my grief for Rayne.
I didn't noticed the ending of the meeting, when suddenly arms wrapped themself around my middel. I turned my head to see Danny smiling at me, I just hope she will understand it.
"What is it that got you thinking so hard. You weren't even paying attention to that meeting." She wanted to know. I knew it wasn't wise to anger the Queen who was supposed to help you. But I couldn't bear her lovingly looks and behaviour towards me anymore. It was just wrong, the guilt was eating me inside out.
"Danny, I have something to tell you. And you will probably want to burn me alive for that but I still got to tell you this." She took a step around and infront of me, to look at me.
"When you came to rescue us beyond the wall, did you notice the woman which was with us?"
"Yeah, she is one of the fallen right? She didn't make it"
"Not just this. But she was my...my...She was the love of my life." There I said it out loud
I looked at her big eyes and saw that it slowly dawned on her. She understood what I was about to say to her. She took my face in her hands and gave me a bittersweet kiss, like a goodbye.
I heard the door opening,
"It seems like you didn't mourn me very long, did you?" Came an weak, familare voice from behind her.
There, with the help of a man I didn't knew, standing was a very weak and sick looking Rayne.
She is alive! I smiled and was about to get to her, when I saw her hard eyes on me I knew what she probably had seen. Before I could say anything she turned and collapsed, I quickly ran to her but the mysterious man had her already in his Arms.
"Is there a room where I can lay her down, she is burning up." He asked Danerys.
"Uhm... Yes sure. Missandei will show you to the room."
"Give her to me, I will get her there." I said and was about to take her from him but he turned
"I already got her and don't get me wrong but I don't think she would appreciat you being near her. At the moment of course." He told me and got to follow Missandei.
I could just stand there and watch them go.
"So I assume that, that was her? Right?" Danerys asked from behind me.
"Yes, and she will never forgive me for what I have done." I said devasted.
"If she loves you, she will!" She answered
"Can you?" I asked her as I remembered that I had possibly hurt her too.
"Can I what?" She asked irritated
"Can you forgive me for what I did?"
"Jon, there is nothing to forgive on my Part. I know how it feels to loose the one you love, and if I would have had the possibilities that you had now. I would have done the same, I would have tried to ran away from my grief, too."
Rayne pov
I was more dead then alive.
The cold was unbearable for me anymore. I was only standing and going because ghost was still at my side. The mare had long left us, as we were caught by a another Group of white wanderer. I could kill them but had ripped my stitches open again, I was bleeding like hell. I pressed everything I had onto the wound to stop the damn bleeding. But nothing worked.
Ghost wouldn't leave my side, as we walked out of another forest. I heard voices, I must be hallucinating by now. I lifted my head a little, and finally could smile a bit. We had made it, we reached the wall.
The voices grew louder, and I saw some figures running towards me. I couldn't make out if they were whights or humans, I got my dagger out again but was too weak stand anymore. I broke down when I finally recognized the voice, Dagonet.
"Rayne, oh my gods! Get her into the castle and get a healer here right now!" He ordered the others.
"No,...Jon... have to...tell..." I pressed out with my last strenght.
"Shhh, save your energy. I will get you to him, don't worry." He said after that I blacked out.
I remeber waking up from a pain in my heart, I noticed that I was on a ship, Dagonet sat with me.
He immediatly began to Talk, but I could only understand half of it. Something about Dragonstone and a fever. I had tried to get up, but the dizziness in my head stopped me and i blacked out again.
The next time I awakend I heard Dago talk to someone.
"We will arrive at Dragonstone around noon, so try to get your lady friend up. We have no time to loose there." I heard a old, gruff voice say. I turned and could see Dagonet talking to an old man.
"Aye, thank you again for bringing us here." Dago thanked him and closed the door.
When he turned he immediatly noticed me being awake.
"Hey sleepyhead, you got me quiet scared for a moment. Your fever was pretty high, your wound is sore. You were mumbling some indistincts things, about a Dragon and a resurrection." He said as come to sit beside me on the bed and felt my head.
"You are still Hot, damn I had hoped the seawead would have gotten your fever a bit down."
"You got me to Dragonstone?" I asked with a broken voice and still awfully weak.
"Yeah, the only words you said when we found you were that you got something to tell Jon. And as Jon is still staying here, tada! Here you are!" I had to smile at his way of deliever the news.
"It suits you to be carefree." I said to him.
"How long was I out?"
"Four days, but you always slipped from being conscious and unconscious." He answered.
So we hadn't much time left till the Night King and his army would reach the wall. I sat up, this time without dizziness or that my view got blurred. Before I could talk further he said
"We will arrive at noon, they are going to give us a small dinghy to get to the shore. They won't wait for us, they are on their way to Essos. So you have to get up, I will help you walk."
We got on that dinghy and Dagonet brought us to the shore, we were welcomed by soldiers that immediatly took us in custody. We were brought to the castle I saw the three majestic Dragons. They were beautiful creatures, too Bad I didn't liked there 'mother'. As we entered the yard I heard a familare voice
"Rayne!? Oh thank gods you are alive!" Ser Darvos said as he made his way over towards me and engulfed me in his Arms.
"Ser Darvos! I didn't think I would get to see you again." I told him happily and hugged him back.
"Girl, I really don't want to say it nicely but you look awful!"
"Thanks, just what I wanted to hear." We laughed
"Ser Darvos I need to talk with Jon. Can you bring me to him? It's really important."
"I am needed somewhere else but Missandei here will gladly take you to him, right?" He turned to a woman who was silently staying in the background.
As we climbed the steps to the room Jon was at Dagonet supported me, I was still to weak to walk alone. As we came to the last steps Missandei opened the door and my breathing stopped. There standing was Jon, kissing his Queen.
They hadn't noticed us, to deep in their kiss.
"It seems you didn't mourn me very long, did you?" My heart breaking to see them like this. They jumped apart, he was about to say something but I wouldn't hear any of it. My view began to blurr as I turned to flee the situation but befor I could everything went Black again.
My Dreams were hunted of the picture with Jon and his Queen. I could see it all, their Engagement, their Wedding, their babes, him telling me that I was never good enough for him. I startled of my Dreams, my breathing irregulare. I couldn't breath, I looked around and saw a Window. I immediatly got out of the bed and fell to the floor, I still scrambeled over to the window. I opened the Lads and took deep calming breath. I could feel the fresh air calm me, I turned around to see where I was and froze. There, beside my bed, on a chair was Jon. He had jumped up at me wakening, he was starring at me with a fear strickend face. As he noticed that I was okay and calming down he opened his mouth to say something
"Don't! " I said cold to him.
I didn't know what he was about to say but I did not want to know it either. His look changed into hurt, who does he think he is? He had no right to look like that, I am the one that had been cheated by him.
"Don't look like this, you've got no right to." I said harshly to him
"Rayne, I..."
"I said DON'T! I don't want to here your excuses. I had forgiven you when we were beyond the wall because you said that nothing happened. And I was stupid enough to believe that."
"You are not stupid! And at that point nothing had happened between Danerys and me, I didn't lie to you!" He made his way around the bed and towards me.
"At that point? So now, that you tought I was out of the way, something did happen?" I said hurt to be proven right.
"I never thought you were out of my way, I grieved you!"
"Yeah funny way of grieving but they say everyone grieves differently, don't they." I said sarcastically.
I felt my head began to spin again, the room started to slowly dance infront of my eyes. I tried to get back to the bed but only stumbeled and was about to Fall. He catched me in his Arms, his touch burned with the knowledge of him being unfaithful to me. I slapped his hands off of me
"Don't touch me!" I hissed at him.
I didn't want his help, I didn't want him here and i didn't want him touching me either.
"You should leave. We got nothing to talk." I said as I crawled onto the bed.
"Rayne, please just let me explain myself." He begged.
"There is nothing to explain." I said without looking at him. I heard him getting up to leave, I fought hard to not let him see my tears that were about to slip from my eyes.
"We are not finished here, I am only going because you need to Rest. But when you are better, you will Listen to me." He said with desperation in his voice as he went out the door.
"Just so you know, I came here to tell you that the Night King has resurrected the dead Dragon of your Queen." I said as he was about to close the door. He stopped, but eventually still closed the door. There, I said what I had to say to him. Now there was nothing for me here anymore. I could make my way back.
After a little nap to get my bearings right again I began to back my things and got into my gear. I left a little note on my bed 'See you in winterfell'
As I opened my door Dagonet was standing in the Hall, waiting. My lips liftet into a little smile
"So you want to escape the Party? Alone? Back to winterfell?" He asked
"Yup, absolutly."
"I got us two horses ready in the yard." He said
"Dagonet you don't have to escort me. I'm capable of going alone." I said
"I know, but where is the fun of going alone?" He winked at me
"Thanks, Dago"
With that we made our way back.
