When I go downstairs in the morning I'm surprised to find my mother home, I give her a questioning look before joining her for breakfast. She doesn't say anything but I feel her eyes on me. A few minutes go by in awkward silence before she finally speaks.

"Where were you last night?"

I don't even look up from my breakfast as I reply.

"I went to a party"

"With who?"

She shifts in her chair and moves closer to me. I still don't look up.

"Does it matter?

"Yes it fucking matters!"

For the first time since this conversation began I look up, I take a low breath before speaking.

"My friend Gabe had a party"

"Who the hell is that? is she a lesbian?

"No mom he isn't"

I smirk at her puzzled expression before continuing.

"Gabe is a guy… a very nice one"

I see her eyes light up with false hope so I cut in before she gets carried away.

"It's not like that mom, we are just friends"

"Oh"

"Yeah sorry to burst your bubble but I'm still gay"

I chuckle and she shoots me a dirty look before continuing.

"You broke curfew, so you're grounded"

I look at her and she just stares back with a blank look on her face. I take a second to compose myself because I know if I say the wrong thing this whole situation will escalate.

"How long for?

"I will let you know when I decide"

I nod my head in agreement and return to my breakfast, I don't respond when she says bye slamming the door closed behind her. After a few minutes of sitting I gather myself and begin the slow walk to Mayas house. When I arrive I am stunned to find Gabe outside in the garden cutting the grass. He has his headphones in so he doesn't hear me approach I poke him in the ribs and he spins around to face me.

"Jesus Emily you scared the shit out of me!"

He looks mad but I know otherwise. He flips me the finger and continues working. I push past him and enter the house. Catching Mayas eye I slip in next to her on the couch, she pulls me into a hug and kisses me deeply, somehow my body relaxes and I let myself get lost in her touch. I push her down on the couch and suck her lip into my mouth, she moans as she bites down on my tongue causing my arousal to rise to dangerous proportions.

"Babe can we go to your room?"

She pulls away from my embrace and eyes me carefully before taking my hand and guiding me into her bedroom. I attack her with kisses the moment she closes the door, I use my arms to lift her off the ground hugging her to me. She lets out a chuckle before leaning in to kiss me. I try and deepen it but she backs off and wriggles out of my grasp moving to sit on the bed. I kick off my shoes and sit behind her, she smiles when I pull her into me, wrapping my arms around her in a loving embrace.

"Maya what's wrong?"

She tenses and moves her head so she can look at me better. I give her an encouraging smile as I lean into kiss her on the forehead.

"I want to talk about last night"

"Oh"

FLASHBACK LASTNIGHT

I slam into her with force and she bites down on my shoulder hard. I try and steady myself but my legs are buckling from her weight, I feel her start to fuck herself against my fingers as I flick her clit. I tighten my grip on her ass pulling her closer still, our eyes meet for a second before she throws her head back screaming in pleasure, I add a second finger and quicken my fucking pace, her hips start to buck wildly against me pulling me deeper inside of her. I bite back a scream when my finger slides easily into her throbbing hole. I move us over to the bed and gently lay her down; she moans softly when I take her legs and put them on my shoulders. I move between her thighs and continue my finger assault stopping occasionally to pull them out before ramming them back in. She starts to whimper when I hit her g-spot sparking a fire deep within me.

"Fuck Em, you feel so good inside me"

Her words add fuel to the fire making my adrenaline pump faster, causing me to fuck her harder. I consider slowing down but change my mind when I feel her walls tighten around me, she screams into my shoulder as her orgasm takes her.

"Fuck!"

I smirk when she curses. Maya hardly ever uses bad language. I let her legs fall from my shoulders so I can move up the bed next to her. I close my eyes and smile when I feel her moving down my body coming to a stop above my panties, I bite my lip when I feel her warm tongue lick my slit. I buckle my hips trying to get more contact but she pins me down as she takes my clit into her mouth, sucking it lightly though the material of my panties. I freeze when I hear Gabe moving about in the corridor, I lock eyes with Maya and she gives me a mischievous grin.

"Bite the pillow"

I don't have time to register her words before I feel her tongue on me again, she moves my panties aside and immediately enters me with two fingers. I turn my head burying it in her pillows; I can still hear Gabe banging about in the next room completely unaware of what was happening in here. I feel a jolt of arousal spread through me. The more I think about Gabe catching us the hornier I become. My eyes snap shut when Maya begins to suck my clit and finger me at the same time.

"Relax Em, I want to take this slow"

*PRESENT TIME*

"Maya what's wrong?"

She tenses and moves her head so she can look at me better. I give her an encouraging smile as I lean into kiss her on the forehead.

"I want to talk about last night"

"Oh"

"Oh? that's all you have to say?"

She pulls away from my embrace and begins to pace. I reach out to pull her towards me but she backs away and sits in her chair.

"I didn't mean it like that Maya"

I move to sit on the floor next to her feet, she just closes her eyes and leans back further into the chair.

"Baby talk to me please"

She opens her eyes at this and moves to sit on my lap. She takes her hand and rests it over my heart.

"So I went to the café earlier to see if I could get my old job back, I ran into Sean"

Immediately my hearts starts to pound violently in my chest, I take hold of her hands and wait for her to continue.

"Imagine my surprise when he tells me that you are dating his friend Paige"

Tears start to fall freely from her eyes but when I try and touch her she pulls away.

"Is it true?"

I don't know why she asks, it's clear she already knows the answer. I drop my gaze to the floor unable to hold eye contact. She tenses and stands up moving as far away from me as possible.

"Do you love her?"

My head snaps up at this and I move towards her in a flash.

"No I don't love her, I love you"

I reach out to touch her and she welcomes my caresses and leans into hold me close. I kiss her gently as she cries on my shoulder. We stand there together for what feels like an eternity.

"We should take a break"

I pull back and look at her the shock evident on my face; Maya just shrugs her shoulders and flops down on the bed. I sit down beside her stoking her cheek softly.

"I don't want to break up babe, I swear I'm done with her, it was a mistake"

"Well you know what they say about mistakes Emily, eventually you will pay for them"

I straighten up my position on the bed and drop my head from the guilt.

"I'm not saying it's over Em, I love you I just need some time alone"

"Babe please don't do this"

"You're the one who fucking did this Emily don't you dare try and blame me!"

She's shouting now completely lost in her emotions.

"Did she feel good Em? Was she worth it?"

I stand and make a move towards the door I really cant handle this right now. I freeze when I hear her next words.

"Fuck me"

I turn around and glare at her in shock; she pulls me onto the bed and begins to kiss me furiously. I try and speak but her tongue enters my mouth, stopping any speech. I push her off and manage to scramble to my feet.

"What the hell Maya? You want to have sex now?"

"Yes actually I do, if you have a problem with that you can get the hell out Em, I'm sure Taylor wouldn't mind coming over to fill in for you!"

Something inside of me snaps and before I know what I'm doing I have my arms wrapped around Maya's waist lifting her off the floor, she moans and wraps her legs around my midsection, I bite down on her neck, marking her. I slam into her with force and she bites down on my shoulder hard. I try and steady myself but my legs start to buckle from her weight, I feel her start to fuck herself against my fingers as I flick her clit.

That was the most intense orgasm I had ever had. I guess it's true what they say about angry sex. I roll over to my side to face Maya, I freeze when I see her staring at me, she takes a deep breath and begins putting her clothes back on. I frown but begin dressing also.

"Why you getting up babe?"

She gives me this incredulous look and shakes her head.

"Why wouldn't I?

"We usually cuddle and sleep"

"I know, that's exactly why we aren't doing it, consider this a sex only relationship right now"

She says this as she yanks her bedroom door open, motioning for me to leave.

"Get out Emily, I will call you later"

I walk out her door and pause, what the hell is going on here?

"Maya I hope we can talk later, I really want to fix this"

"If I see you later Emily trust me when I say it won't be for conversation"

I raise my eyebrow questioningly as she nudges me into the corridor slamming the door shut in my face. So I'm a booty call now? I take the stairs two at a time and practically run the whole way home, I stop and curse the heavens when I see my mother's car in the driveway, I literally scream when I check my phone and see a text message from Paige.

"Hi Emily can't wait to see you tomorrow it's going to be perfect Paige"

How the fuck did I forget about my meeting with Paige on Sunday! I slam the front door behind me and sink into the couch deep in thought. Why do I keep getting myself in these situations?