A/N: Happy New Years Eve! And my gift to you is this chapter! I liked it. A lot. It was fun to write.
Sexy Jake.
Enjoy.
I don't own Twilight.
I was now pregnant and engaged.
Who was I? The old Bella hated the idea of a marriage, made babies cry when she held them and definitely wouldn't be excited about either.
But I was, I was ecstatic. I kept picture a little baby boy with Jake's skin and our dark eyes and hair. Or a little girl in a dress with wild brown hair, holding hands with Jake.
My life was pulling together and I finally was able to say I actually deserved it.
Jake was way too excited. I loved it, but he was making sure I was taking vitamins, eating right, going to the doctor. I wasn't unhealthy before, but now I was pumped full of vitamins and greens.
My body was starting to change, it was only about 10 weeks into the pregnancy, but, as weird as it sounds, I felt pregnant.
I still went to school, and though no one knew yet, they would soon enough. My few friends knew I was with Jake and it was serious. They often asked to double date but we always declined. Not that Jake and I didn't go on dates, we just liked to be on our own.
Things were going fine, considering. Charlie was wondering if I was going to stay home or move in with Jake. Jake was wondering the same thing. But I was doing fine staying at home right now. I had a little money in the bank that could keep me comfortable even when the baby came. Jake was working when he had free time. He was making great money for the few hours he could squeeze in. I didn't like talking about money with Jake, but he kept telling me with a baby on the way we'd have to talk money eventually.
I just didn't want to deal with it now or anything Jake wanted to talk about right now.
"Bella, do you honestly think you'll want to live with Charlie when the baby comes?"
"No, Jake. But I don't like the idea of you paying for a house, and everything else." I was worried that this talk would happen.
"But I want to take care of you! I like that. I like the idea of buying a house and us living together." Jake was looking at me with pleading eyes.
"I like that idea too, but I want to be involved too. I want to help pay for things. I don't want to be completely dependant on you for material things." I finally said it, Jake was looking confused and hurt.
"Bells, you give me everything I need emotionally. I want to give you something in return."
"Jake, you're everything to me. Why would I want anything else from you?" I asked with complete honesty.
"I don't understand why you won't take anything from me. I'm supposed to do this. I'm supposed to take care of you financially. I'm the man. That's my job." Jake said.
"'You're the man', you make it sound like I should stay at home and cook and clean all day. This isn't the 40's." I laughed, but I regretted it as soon as I saw Jake's face.
Jake was obviously hurt, he didn't understand that it made me uncomfortable to depend on him.
"Then what's supposed to happen when our baby comes? Am I supposed to stay at home and come visit you while you're living with your dad? Weird thing, people who have babies together and get married usually live together." Jake said with an edge in his voice.
"I understand that but why can't you understand that I want to be able to help." I said, I didn't know how else to get it across.
"You are helping, you cook, you're carrying our baby, you're going to birth the monster! You do a lot. You just don't see it." He said, holding my face between his large, warm hands.
I sighed heavily and put my forehead against his.
"I guess." I said, he had a point. I still was uncomfortable with a lot, but he was making it easier to accept.
"I love you, Bella. I want to take care of you."
"I love you too, Jake. I just don't want you to do everything while I sit at home, watching TV and eating bon bons." I said.
He laughed.
"You won't. Besides, you don't like bon bons. But seriously Bella, why don't you want to live with me? I'm not that big of a mess." Jake smiled at me.
"Yes you are. But I just don't want you spending all you have on me."
"Bella, trust me. It's something I can do for you," Jake sighed heavily at me.
"Okay," I said.
"Okay?"
"Sure. Okay. I give in." Might as well humor him.
"You'll move in with me?" Jake was glowing. What a nerd.
"Yeah, Jake. Would you like me to spell it...." I didn't finish. Jake had scooped me up into a huge hug and kiss. I kissed him back as passionately as he did.
Jake pulled me back.
"No sex while pregnant." He said, pointing at my belly.
"Are you kidding? You can totally have sex while pregnant."I said, dragging my hand up his stomach.
"Wouldn't it be weird?"
"It's not like your anywhere near the baby. He won't know," I said as I unbuttoned his pants.
"He?" Jake asked with wide eyes.
"I don't know what it is. I'm just tired of calling it and it." I said.
"Makes sense," Jake said, as he showered kisses down my neck.
Jake never stopped surprising me. I've been with him for months now, yet his mind and body always took my breath away. Since he was usually half naked, I always got a good look at him.
He was huge, but he wasn't bulky. His arms held so much power, yet in moments like now they could hold me gently and keep me safe. His stomach was all muscle, and I never liked those overly worked out guys with abs you could eat off of, but Jake was just the right amount of muscle. His chest was wide, but didn't look fake. Every feature was about power and at the same time he was always gentle with me.
While Jake feathered kisses on my neck and shoulder, he moved his hands to pull my shirt off. While he continued to kiss me I removed myself of the rest of my clothes and moved to Jake. He pushed his already unbuttoned pants down and stepped out of them. His hands cupped my breasts and I leaned into him.
"Jake," I said.
He pulled back and looked at me. Only to close the space between us again and kiss me deeply. I arched my body into his and he pulled me down to the floor.
"I'm not really a floor sex kinda gal," I said to him with a wink.
"Now you are."
He rolled us over so he was hovering over me without putting too much weight on me.
I put my hands behind his neck and pulled him into a kiss. One of Jake's hands found my breast and the other stroked my core. My back arched involuntarily. I heard Jake moan.
I couldn't wait any longer and ground into his pelvis. He's moan turned louder and entered me. I cried out his name and he found a faster pace. I laid kisses on Jake's shoulder, but when he thrust into me I sunk my teeth into him lightly to keep from crying out again.
My walls came down on Jake inside me and I cried out, finding no use in trying to muffle it. Jake released into me and rolled next to me.
I pulled myself close to Jake, catching my breath.
"Floor sex isn't so bad," Jake said laughing and kissing me sweetly.
"Not bad at all." I agreed
A/N: Whatcha think the baby's going to be? Girl or Boy?
Enjoy your New Year's Parties.
Don't Drink And Drive!!!
Be smart.
