Chapter 10
"Where is he?!" Bunny hopped up through a rabbit hole, ears twitching as he caught Jack and Jamie in his sights, running up to them. "Is he okay?!"
"I don't know. H-He won't wake up." Jamie held him close to his chest.
"We gotta get 'im someplace outta the open. Come on!" Bunny led Jamie out of the winding trees back towards town when they happened upon a harried Sandy.
"Sandy says this way." The pooka jutted a thumb over his shoulder, Jamie following the two Guardians with Sandy serving as a beacon. They hurried along in the dark hours of the early morning in Burgess to rendezvous with the other Guardians in waiting.
Tooth and North stayed by the sleigh, Tooth fluttering back and forth pacing. It was taking all of North's patience not to pace with her. After all someone had to have the virtue.
"Calm down-"
"I can't calm down!" She cried out. "The memory retrieval was too much!"
"You don't know that." North tried reasoning with the still pacing fairy but to no avail she kept muttering and shaking, her miniature baby teeth following her equally as worried trying to calm her.
"His tooth case busted!" Toothiana held her head in her hands, her feathers ruffling up out of place.
"You can fix that!"
"But I can't fix him!" She spun around to face him, tears pouring down her face. "I should have known this could have happened, I-I should have done something and I didn't-"
"Enough!" St. Nick boomed, grabbing a hold on her arms suddenly pulling her down to face him at eye level. After seconds of fuming he calmed down considerably, his blue eyes going soft. "Toothy. Is not your fault. Things happen in world that are out of our control."
"North." She chirped sadly, her voice breaking. Her wide violet eyes filled with fresh hot tears.
"Have faith… Look!" He tipped his head up spotting the rest of the group carrying along their youngest member. "How is he? Is he okay?" North stumbled up to them looking at the winter spirit tucked away in Jamie's arms as Toothiana fluttered all around trying to get a look.
"He's fine." Aster held his palms up but sighed looking back as Jamie held onto him sadly. "Jamie said he won't wake up."
"No…" Tooth covered her mouth.
"Tooth…is he okay?" Jamie looked up, voice cracking.
"We have to get him someplace." North ushered Jamie into the sleigh, the others following anxiously. "The Pole." He uttered pulling a snowglobe from his coat pocket giving it quite a rattle before he threw it with all his might into the air. "Hold on tight!" North shouted giving the deer a slap of the reins. Jamie lurched forward holding tighter onto Jack closing his eyes.
Fluttering his eyes open he felt the blast of frigid air hit his face along with stinging snowflakes. In awe he took in the sight that was the North Pole and he was about to glide right into Santa's Workshop. The sleigh shook as it hit the landing post, the yetis ushering the reindeer back into the stable and taking the sleigh away for maintenance.
"Hurry." St. Nicholas waved the others back into the workshop closing the doors behind them. "Dingle, fix up a bed!" The elves looked amongst each other and decided it would be best if they all pitched in together. From spare pillows, blankets and other items they prepared a makeshift resting place on a sofa in front of the light of fireplace. Jamie rested Jack's limp body down against the pillows watching him as the others paced the room.
"What's wrong with him?" Jamie turned his eyes up from Jack going back from each Guardian until one of them spoke up.
"He's…in a coma." Tooth whispered, wringing her hands together.
"He's what? Get him out of it!"
"I-I can't, it's up to him." She whimpered holding herself.
"What's going on? Why is this happening?! Someone say something!" Jamie spun around looking at Tooth then to North, then Bunny and Sandy.
"I suppose I cannot keep it secret anymore." North grumbled, moving to sit down in a chair motioning for Jamie to do the same. "It was being Manny's idea." He began once the teen found a seat, the others listening.
"Manny? You mean the Man in the Moon?"
"Da." He nodded sighing heavily, his brow drawn with worry and anxiety. "You see Jamie, it is not being just us that defend the children of the world. Man in Moon keeps watch at all times. Since beginning of time he has been there watching over all. He has seen all. He has seen us and made us what we are today. Including Jack Frost."
"Jack?..."
"He very much liked Jack. It was of course before I or any of the Guardians knew of him personal." North hunched over worrying his large hands together. "But he told me story of Jack Overland. And told me to keep secret, not to tell Jack. He always wanted Jack to be finding answers on his own but you are needing to know now. There are being times…unfortunately I admit with great regret that…we cannot save every child. We protect their dreams, imaginations, precious memories and ideas that make them grow into adults with pure ideals to make world a better place! And they can meet up! Fall in love. And bring more children into the world. Is a cycle, you understand?"
Jamie nodded swallowing, wondering just where North was getting at.
"There are times two such children meet early. Is called destiny. To meet destined love is being unspeakable want to spend the rest of your life with. Is an extraordinary thing Jamie. Jack had found such a love when he was human…" Jamie's brown eyes trailed down in thought before rising up to look at the comatose Jack. "It would be unheard of in that time. Because…" North gazed up to look at everyone. He had dropped hints of the Moon's plan but he had never fully told them. He saw they were eagerly waiting to hear the rest of the secret North had been harboring. "It was being with another boy."
A small blush blossomed in Jamie's cheeks, feeling heat bloom hotly in his face. "I-I-"
"You are not needing to explain yourself Jamie. You see, Man in Moon wanted you to fall in love with Jack Frost. He wanted to push you two together."
"M-Me…why me?"
"Because the dreams, hopes and innocent ideals you carry within, are the same kind of the boy's that Jack loved so dearly." He murmured, reaching to pat Jamie on the shoulder.
"I…" He looked up, so lost, so hurt around at the Guardians who looked away, they were somewhat as lost but they understood what North was saying. "I'm so confused…what do you mean?"
"Centuries ago there was an accident Manny could not prevent." North muttered, looking up into Jamie's eyes. "And that boy died. His name was James. And Jack, he loved him with all his heart. And you are here now, grown up. You are baring certain resemblances to James. Not just on the outside but inside." He tapped Jamie's chest. "Do you understand?"
Jamie nodded slowly, thinking about how Jack could have felt back then feeling so numb. "I…think so…"
"…You are loving him, Jamie?"
"…I do…" He whispered, but suddenly looked up with an expression of determination. "But because of me! I decided to love him! These feelings are mine!" He cried out, wrenching a hold of the fabric of his shirt over where his heart lied.
"Yes, they are. You are you. Happen to having what the boy did does not make you him. Do not mistake it Jamie, you are not being a reborn version of that boy. You being in his likeness yes. Probably because of your pure heart and raw desire to want to believe in everything you see." North smiled but sighed thinking of how to continue explaining. "Manny is being compassionate and loving. When Jack recovered his memories eight years ago Man in Moon withheld memories of James purposely. Afterall, what is being life of eternity remembering somethings like that? He is gone indefinitely and can not ever come back. Manny would release the memories but only until after you were grown. So you could understand, comprehend and return the love."
Again he had to ask the question, his shoulders slumped feeling like he was drowning. This new information it was suffocating him. "Why me?"
North smiled wryly. "Why is it being you that Manny is wanting to love Jack?" The brunet nodded. "Because you are being special to him. You are very first child to believe in him. That is special! It is meaning much to Jack, he is calling you his favorite. Jack already loved you and Manny knew with the same will James had, that you could grow up one day to be destined love for Jack. After all, Moon cannot hold onto memories forever, they must be given back. Are you not thinking that would be cruel? Making Jack remember that and making him wait further?"
He had a point…so he was…in no way this boy James but…but he was like him? And…that meant that the love for Jack, it was his own. He wanted to love that Guardian so much and knowing that it was all him and nothing else provided some relief and peace of mind. "So Jack is recovering the memories?"
"He is." North nodded. "Man in Moon was proud of them you know. They stood on opposite ends, he wanted them to be staying together. The tragedy left Manny heartbroken as well because he couldn't save the boy. But after witnessing Jack's unselfish sacrifice in saving little sister it gave him idea. It would take long time, but he knew another pure soul like James would be born. For noble sacrifice, Manny turned Jack into a Guardian. Though he refused to say a word, he steered Jack back to where he knew he would be happy. Manny knew the feelings and compatibility were there as he watched you two then. He loved Jack too much to let him live without knowing of destined love he had. It only happens once in lifetime…but live long as us and opportunity seldom knocks." He added when Jamie grew silent, gaining his attention again.
He sighed, stood up in his chair, and turned to where Jack was lying still, walking to him kneeling before him holding onto his hand.
"I-I don't know how long it will last." Tooth spoke up, clearing her throat free from gravel. "It could be a few hours or days or…or even longer. As long as it takes to recover every repressed memory."
"Can't the Moon wake him?" Jamie whispered squeezing his hand tighter.
"H-He can't, not even Sandy can. It's…all up to Jack now." Her feathers drooped, feeling Sandy pat her for comfort.
"All you can do is stay with him. Maybe we will be lucky. Maybe he will pull out." North stood up and waving for everyone to empty the room.
"'ey." Bunny called, turning around from the doorway." Jamie looked up, sadness locked in his dark chocolate eyes. "He'll pull through. He's Jack Frost." The pooka nodded before following his comrades out the door, North shutting the large doors for privacy.
Once alone the brunet looked down into the sleeping face, cupping it in his warm hand. He smiled despite the way he felt, a tear rolling down his face. "Come on Jack, wake up…I'm here now…"
Deep inside of Jack's mind, there he stood there in the lonely winter weather staring at the fresh grave covered in snow.
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
"What do I do now James?" He whispered, ignoring the cold wind chapping his tear-stained face. "Help me." He buried his face in his hands sinking to his knees, his voice breaking. "I don't know what to do anymore. Food has no taste. There is no joy in anything. Life has no meaning for me!"
Of course there was no answer. His teary brown eyes took in the sight of the stone freshly chiseled yet frosted over. The name he always loved to call out. One last time he uttered the name brokenly, sobbing into his hands his body growing still when he felt the touch to his head and the growing instinct that he was not alone.
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
Fantasy mixed in with the memory as Jack gazed up with wide brown eyes, a smiling James standing before him right over the marked grave.
"It can't be." Jack stared in disbelief but his heart pounded, returning to life.
One step closer
"Don't cry." He whispered, kneeling down before the other. "It was an accident."
"It isn't fair. I just found you." Jack trembled, reaching to touch him a sound of anguish dying in his throat when his hands passed through.
"You can find someone to share your love with Jack." James cooed to him. "You can fall in love all over again."
"No I need you!" Jack cried out, frustrated and so confused.
"Jack, have I ever given you cause to doubt me?" The other teen sniffed, shaking his head. "Then do not start doubting me now. Just because I cannot hold you does not mean I am not there. Just because I cannot kiss you does not mean I do not love you."
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And he smiled that smile he loved so much. That warm smile that gave him peace and told him the world was a better place than it seemed.
"You mean the world to me." Jack whispered feeling a fresh wave of tears build up in his eyes. "Without you with me, I am lost."
"Then I will be your guardian."
"But I won't see you…" Jack tipped his head down sniffling some more, wiping his raw cheeks.
"You won't need to. My image will live on in your memory and when you need that reassurance, I will come to you. Until such a time comes you do not need me anymore…"
"That time will never come!" Jack hissed hugging himself.
James tipped his head to the side and smiled wider. "Very well. I offer you this. I will wait for you. I believe one day we can see each other again. Only if you believe it too can it happen. Do you believe?"
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
"I do." Jack whispered.
"Not because you just hope for it Jack. You have to believe in me with all of your heart. Take all of that love for me, all of that faith and turn it into belief. Now again, do you believe in me?"
"I believe!" He shouted, fingers digging into the grass. "I have always believed in you and I always will!"
"Good." He turned his back to the kneeling boy a moment, looking up into the sky. "It's a beautiful day, Jack. Go play with your sister-" Then he gasped as he felt arms around his waist. Jack stood behind him, believing so hard finding it physically capable to hug this seemingly real figment of his imagination. He was heartbroken, lost, he would believe in anything at this point.
"I love you James." Jack uttered, his face turning to nestle against the back he was so familiar with. "I'll always love you."
"I know you will Jack." James whispered back. "You have never given me cause to doubt you."
One step closer
One step closer
The moment was surreal. In reality, this memory Jack remembered was true. Meeting James, befriending him, falling in love with him, losing him. He remembered crying before the grave and then suddenly feeling a spark, a sense of security making him feel calm, the way James always did when he recited bible verses to him.
Then he remembered the walk back home. The sun shining through the clouds. The wind being warm for a winter day and his heart feeling lighter. It was the first time in days, weeks that he had smiled. When he returned home he ran to his sister hugging her tight feeling a new appreciation for life. He pranked more, he laughed more, he lived like he wouldn't live to see tomorrow.
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
He remembered the next few days, his father leaving town again to go to the town over for more materials. And Jillian crying because he had promised to take her ice skating. Jack comforted her, hugging her and wiping her tears smiling at her promising to take her. Their mother waved them out worrying about the unexpected turn of weather. Leading her out on the ice, showing her how to do a few figure eight loops. It was how their father showed him when he was younger.
James was there in the back of his mind, but the skating was a perfect distraction. It kept the ache at bay that was until he saw the cracks in the ice beside Jillian. That too went by so fast, just like last time.
Using games to keep from frightening her, he laughed as he hopped carefully out of harm's way reaching for the only object long enough to reach her. But…if he pulled her with him the very ice he was standing on now would collapse. She was lighter though. Being quick he would switch their places knowing she would be safe where he was standing. The danger was out of his mind, all he was thinking of was that he saved her. He was able to save someone he loved. He laughed in triumph, wanting to cry. The ice he stood on would give way and consume him taking him in his sister's place.
But right here, right now before Jack in this hazy mix of memory and fantasy was a ghost. A ghost he could hold telling one last time just how much he loved him. He opened his blue eyes and smiled nuzzling the back. "Do you love me James?"
"I do and I always will." He murmured. "But you have to wake up now."
"Huh?" His white hair blew in the wind as it stirred up old fallen leaves and scents of flowers over a now snowless ground. The boy in his arms turned around to face him.
"You're dreaming, Jack."
"If this is a dream, if this is the only way I can love you then I never want to wake up." Jack laughed out. James smiled sighing out.
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
"What's that?" Jack perked hearing something on the periphery of his mind, gasping as his arms materialized through the figure of the other boy. "James!"
"My time with you has come to an end. Go find your happiness. I love you Jack Overland." He smiled more brightly than the sun before vanishing altogether leaving behind not a hint of his presence save for the warmth in Jack's heart.
He reached out in vain turning around almost panicking. Wanting to call his name, he inhaled to do so before the something, a whispering voice became more pronounced in his ears. Jack looked up spinning around trying to pinpoint the voice. It wasn't scary. This voice, it was familiar. And it was starting to fade but then it lingered, like a guide asking for him to come along. It reached in to his heart and tugged him to follow. Jack found his feet stumbling down a pathway through the woods, the voice becoming louder and louder. As the soft voice was given more clarity, the sky became brighter and light filtered in through the trees. The light…
He stopped and stared into it. In the darkness he had been scared, the Moon chased that fear away. And now he can give James, no, himself this much. He can believe. Believe in himself.
Without hesitation he walked into the light.
Jamie wept softly as he held onto Jack's hand, brokenly singing the song he had just learned from his mother and ultimately the song he heard Jack humming that night they met back up and skated on the ice.
"Time to close your eyes overlook the darkness and try to dream tonight. Not so long ago your world was bright. So take a breath and count to ten and maybe you can dream again…still dream…" He smiled sniffling, squeezing his hand. "and all the wonder that you knew will all come flying back to you. If you remember all the hope you left behind, open up your heart and change your mind. Oh what you'll find if you still dream…"
Jack remained still as he ever did. With a sigh Jamie turned his back to him leaning against the sofa gently letting go of his hand as he did. Forget white Christmas, what was winter…a life without Jack Frost? The brunet curled his legs up hugging them to his chest softly crying.
"…Fly away…" A voice whispered. "beyond the moon…"
Jamie's moist brown eyes opened, widening in surprise.
"A place you've been before…come on Jamie…don't leave me hangin'…"
He turned his head mouth falling open seeing a groggy Jack give him that crooked smile. "Jack!" He cried out hugging his neck.
"Ah easy…easy…" He groaned softly but hugged back, gasping as Jamie tightened it for dear life. He only dreamed of being held like this and now he remembered it all. Smiling, Jack allowed the other teen to hold as tightly as he desired.
"You scared me." He whispered against the blue hoodie.
"I'm sorry." The Guardian whispered back, running his hands through the burnt sienna locks. Oh yeah, it was just as he remembered it. "Jamie…"
"I love you." Jamie whimpered, looking up with a gasp. Tears filled Jack's eyes as he stared. Never ever in all his years had he seen the winter spirit cry and now, it was a little unnerving and surprising. It caught him so off guard that he wasn't sure what to do.
"I found you." Jack whispered. "I finally found you." And reached up cupping his face.
"Yes you did." Jamie whispered back, holding the hand to his face as he reached down to wipe his lover's tears. A smile tugged on his lips effectively calming Jack down before he looked up in excitement. "Everyone! Hey! He woke up! Jack woke up!"
It didn't take long for those doors to fly open, Tooth bursting into the room behind her where the hurried rapid footsteps of her comrades wanting to see if it was true. Sure enough Jack rose up from the sofa with a yawn rubbing his white hair only to make it stick up further. "Man what a nap. Hey guys." He turned to them smiling.
"…bloody hell ya worry us half to death 'n all ya can say is nice nap?! Oh yeh sure everythin's just apples ain't it?!" Bunny huffed throwing his arms in the air.
"Geez settle down old man. You'll pop something."
"I'll show ya what I oughta pop." He advanced on the other only to be pulled back by Tooth and Sandy.
"Jack." North started, sitting next to him on the sofa. "You remember?"
"Yeah." His eyes sparkled with happiness as he turned to search for Jamie's hand grabbing it back up in his own. "I've never felt so happy to be alive." The big guy smiled patting his shoulder.
"Is good to see you well Jack Frost. I am very happy you pulled through!" Beaming, he grabbed the boy in a crushing hug making him squeak.
"North, North I can't feel my back. North!" He slapped his hand over the large back, gasping for breath when he was finally let go. "Guh…"
"My prazdnuyem!" He called out. "Wait! What time is it?! Ack!" He gaped in horror at the clocks. "We have no time! There is supposed to be snow!"
"No worries big guy." Jack pushed himself up off of the bed searching for his staff, Jamie handing it out to him.
"But are you well enough? You are not being too tired-"
"Hey now, what did I tell you about believing in me?" The young Guardian gave the elder a look before smirking. "I got it. Prepare for the best Christmas you've ever seen. You comin' Jamie?" He turned around smiling at the boy, holding onto his hand tugging him up.
"Looks like I don't have a choice." Jamie teased but smiled. Grabbing a spare snowglobe from his pocket, North murmured against the glass before tossing it into a corner of the room the magic portal opening up back to Burgess.
"Coming Bunny?" North smirked at the last Guardian tailing behind. Aster watched Jack and Jamie go first hand in hand followed by an ecstatic Tooth and Sandy.
"I'll stick to my tun-EH!" He yelped feeling St. Nick tug on his straps tossing him into the portal following after him. Thinking it might be fun, a handful of elves followed chattering loudly. The two yetis that were standing guard to the globe room rolled their eyes…well…they needed to keep the pointy-headed idiots out of trouble. One looked to the other, the other looked back, both smirked and made their way into the portal before it closed up.
Jack looked up to the sky smirking. Leaning in he kissed Jamie's cheek before crouching down and taking a strong leap into the air, the north wind catching him easily.
"This is best part!" North squealed happily, Tooth patting his shoulder turning her eyes up on the sky to watch.
This was an art, okay? Jack went so far up into the clouds. He made it so far he turned to see the orange light of the sun crack a beam starting to rise. He looked to the west where he saw a sinking crescent Moon. Immediately that voice he had only heard once in his life as Jack Frost echoed in his mind.
Good job Jack Frost
Jack smiled at the Moon, the crescent seeming to smile back. "Let's make it snow." He whispered, suspended by the wind. In his hand he gathered moisture bouncing it in his palm before he blew sending a chilly zephyr into the thick white clouds. "That ought to do it…" Bobbing back some he smiled looking back down at the ground immediately going down in a dive bomb.
"What is he doing?" North narrowed his eyes in confusion.
"He's bein' a bloody showpony, tha's what." Bunny rolled his eyes, crossing his arms. The rest of the crew watching with wide eyes waiting to see what Jack would do.
Jack kept falling, diving down deliberately faster and faster until he turned around at the last second, a shockwave of ice catching him shaking the ground. He gave a loud cry thrusting his staff out towards the sky sending a powerful collective beam of his power into the clouds. In the blink of an eye, the clouds burst open sending a slew of snow down. Proud of his work, Jack shouldered his cane smiling up into the sky watching the flurries fall by the thousands so serenely in contrast to his dare devil act.
"Ya had ta show off, didn't ya?"
"You know me Bunny." Jack smirked, looking back at him. "When do I ever not show off?" Turning back he saw Jamie smile up into the sky mesmerized by the dazzling display. "What do you think?" He freed a hand, wrapping it around his waist pulling him in.
"It's awesome." The younger teen murmured, looking back at him blushing softly as he allowed himself to lean in against the other.
"The wind will carry the snow out all over the world. So expect a pandemic to clean up North." Jack smirked at the otherwise happy North. "Get all of your delivering done?"
"Ack Jack, who are you thinking I am? I am Nicholas St. North! All toys are delivered for children everywhere!" He put his hands on his hips looking up at the snow feeling the flakes catching to his beard but he didn't seem to mind. Rolling his eyes Jack took up Jamie's hand leading him away smiling. The other Guardians could be without them for a bit. Especially when the elves started a snowball fight, it looked fun. First things first though. They walked along in solace, the ground cloaked with a layer of snow by the time they made it to the frozen lake, a new place of memory for them.
Jamie smiled at him having to hold in the snickers when the white haired teen bowed dramatically. "May I have this dance?"
"Certainly." He bowed back, the both of them laughing. Jack took Jamie's hands in his in own leading him out over the frozen surface skating over the ice with ease. "You're incredible."
"I get that a lot." Jack grinned, waggling his eyebrows making Jamie laugh louder giving him a playful shove accidentally making him fall onto his back only to end up yanking the brunet with him.
"Omf! Jack! You okay?" Jamie gasped, looking over him with worry then letting out a breath of relief when he saw the smile just broaden on the spirit's face. "No more surprises today. I can't take any more."
Jack stared up at the smile. The smile that made the world a brighter place. The smile that made life worth while. His blue eyes softened as he reached in to tenderly cup his face. "Promise." He whispered, tugging Jamie's jaw down into a kiss his lips, brown eyes fluttering then closing deepening it holding him close.
Pulling back Jack helped Jamie up to his feet as they just walked over the ice. The snow getting caught in the brunet's hair made him a beautiful sight. It was a wonder Jack was able to peel his eyes away from the other boy for even a second. Just for a moment he told himself looking away to the morning sky raining down the flurries. Then he heard something. He blinked as another memory came back to him. Smiling, he reached for Jamie's hand squeezing it tightly in his own as he felt the prickling of tears in his eyes. It was then that it occurred to him that James had kept his promise. He was able to see him again; through Jamie. The last tear of sad but bittersweet happiness left his cheek as James' voice carried closure in his ear.
"Now abideth faith, hope, and love, these three; but the greatest of these…is love."
The End
Author's Notes: Ahhh I'm crying like a baby! I'm such a sucker for dramatic and bittersweet endings. So all's well that ends well. Jack recovered every last memory from his human life, Jamie got his boyfriend, James got to conclude unfinished business and North got his white Christmas all over the globe!
OKAY explanations! Making a character a reincarnation seems to be a recurring theme I use with some fics or rps or whatever and I wanted to be different for once. This is slightly different (I hope.) Jamie happens to bear a likeness to James. Coincidence? Maybe. I'll leave it up to you guys to draw your own conclusions. But I hated the idea of Jamie falling for Jack just because James did, predestined love, its like an arranged marriage! So…I made Jamie end up being Jack's destined love all on his own. Layman terms, Jamie is not James (which is why Jamie never had memory of James), they simply both have pure hearts and have wild imaginations. The reason why Jamie gave Jack flashbacks was that Jack felt the same with Jamie as what he felt with James. The Man in the Moon had a hold onto all the memories of James and released them for Jack to recover when Jack met back up with Jamie. Both boys, that is being James and Jamie, are the same kind of person. They both have loving personalities. Jamie was a kind of person Jack could fall in love with because he had already fallen in love before with a boy like him, they were compatible.
I hope you guys enjoyed reading this as much as I enjoyed writing it. It feels good to finish something but at the same time a little depressing as I won't be sitting up all hours of the night huddled up on the end of the couch snacking on popcorn and watching Jerry Springer as I type on this fic. I should do another fic in the future but I'll have to become inspired first. Geez I had a list of music on my wmp dedicated to motivate me to write. Still Dream of course was on it, some tracks from the film Jamie Believes coughcough, Christina Perri's A Thousand Years as used in the ending chapters and a little late into the fic, the 80's ballads Sailing by Christopher Cross and True by Spandau Ballet, don't judge me. Well this it then, keep on the look out for other fics. I've been thinking about adding on bits of this story in the form of some short stories if it appeals well. If I hit 100 reviews and/or favs I might do a mature fic or amv, whichever comes first. Love you guys! Too all who reviewed and faved, many much love to you~ And sorry if I just confused the hell out of you lol but someone had to do it!