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Jades POV

I slowly opened my eyes and for a second I had no idea where I was or what had happened to me. Suddenly I remembered yesterday. I guess my plan to prove to Beck that I don't need him failed completely. I looked around the room and noticed Beck was asleep on the sofa. I walked over to the mini kitchen and started to make us coffee. It's not like it's difficult, I knew exactly where everything was here, perhaps better than my own kitchen. I opened the cupboard and saw that he still kept my dark red mug which had Jade inscribed on it. I smiled slightly as I took it out of the cupboard and grabbed another one of his mugs and poured the coffee into them.

I walked over to him. He looked so cute when he was sleeping. I stopped and looked at him for a few seconds, I really missed waking up beside this. I sighed and began to shake his arm to wake him up.

'What? Huh? What time it is?' Beck grumbled confused as I shook his arm

'It's 9am. Coffee?' I offered him

'Yeah thanks' he replied, taking the coffee cup from me.

I sat next to him on the sofa and curled my knees up to my chest. We're both staring at each other whilst sipping our coffee. Theres a weird kind of nostalgic feeling in the room. We haven't been alone together in such a long time. I wish I didn't love him but being here with him, all these feelings that I thought had gone away come flooding back.

'How are you feeling today? Oh wait... am I allowed to ask?' Beck smirked at me, poking me on the knee.

I shot him a pretend glare but then smirked back at him 'Better.'

We went back to sitting in silence, sipping, looking at each other. It's not really awkward. We're comfortable around each other. We don't need to speak.

'Look, I know I shouldn't have gone back to school so soon and i'll probably take next week off but I just didn't want you to think i'm weak because i'm not' I tried to explain myself to him, knowing my reason for going back to school was pretty dumb.

'I never thought you were weak, you don't need to prove yourself to me' He replied bluntly.

'I think, i'm done with being mad at you'

'Me too, do you wanna try not hating each other for a while?'

'I think I could try that' I replied casually sipping my coffee

'Good' Beck grinned at me and I found myself smiling back at him.

'I should go home now, thanks again for ermm-' I began to say,

'Don't mention it' Beck interrupted.

'Well, I'll see you at Tori's later then I guess' I said whilst picking up my bag.

'See ya'

'Yeah' I reply... Okay now it's awkward. I'm not used to leaving Beck's RV without telling him I love him. We both stopped for a second and just looked each other in the eyes. The sexual tension was so obvious and I wanted to kiss him so much but I reminded myself that he broke up with me, he just wants to be friends. I turned around and let myself out of the door, preparing for the half hour walk back to my house since I left my car at school. At least I knew he still cared about me on some level. Uhhh i'm more confused than ever!

Does he still love me?

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket so I pulled it out and checked my messages; I have 2 texts.

Text Message from Tori Vega: Hey where did you and Beck get to yesterday? :) xx

I was so not in the mood to text Tori right now. Why does she care where I went with Beck anyway? I'm sure she has a crush on him... I ignored that text and read the next one.

Text Message from Cat Valentine: Heyyy, where did you go yesterday, hope you're okay:( are you still going to Tori's tonight? xxxxxxxxxxx

Text Message from Jade West: Yeah i'm okay now, I stayed over at Becks...

Text Message from Cat Valentine: Omg are you two back together?! xxxxxxxxxx

Text Message from Jade West: No definitely not! Come to mine later before Tori's, I left my car at school so I need a lift.

Text Message from Cat Valentine: kk :D but you have to tell me everything then! xxxxxxxxxxx

I sighed as I read the last text from Cat. I don't want to tell her how I feel about Beck but I also feel like I need to talk to someone and she's the only one I trust with stuff like this anyway. I still felt really nauseous but I'd felt like this since I got back from hospital so I guess I'll just have to get used to it until it goes away. Ugh I hope it goes away soon! I'm fed up of feeling like this.

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