Germany
I slowly stood up. "I'm right here." I murmured, looking down at the ground.
"Bumsen Tom!" Bill exclaimed, pulling me into a tight hug. "I thought you jumped."
"Well I never." I hugged him back tightly despite my vehemence in my voice.
"I'm always here for you." He told me. "You never have to be alone. We're brothers."
We broke apart. "You OK Tom?" Sasha asked.
"Ja, I guess."
"Bre gets like that. Don't worry about it. She'll probably crawl into your bed tonight, asking for forgiveness." She gave me a reassuring smile and a small hug.
Now that all that was over I was in for a yelling at. "Tom, what the hell?" David shouted, causing me to flinch. I swear that guy can be scarier than my mom and step-dad. "Why would you go wondering off by yourself? Especially in New York? The city that has one of you're biggest American fan-groups! You scared the Schieße out of all of us!"
"Sorry." I mumbled. "I really am."
"Never do it again or else I'll kill you, bring you back to life so you can clean up the mess, then kill you again!" He threatened.
"Sorry guys." I now spoke to the whole group of people.
"Let's go." Sasha grabbed my hand in her right and Bill's in her left. She whispered to Bill, "Should we let him stay with us and if we do, do we tell Bre?"
"I think so." He whispered back, "To both."
XXX
"Bre, hon?" I called through the door. It probably wasn't smart that I was standing in the hallway all by myself. "It's me, Sasha. Would you please open the door?"
The door creaked open. "Did you find him?" A tear-stained face looked at me with questioning eyes.
"Yes. He was on the roof as Bill said. We couldn't find him for a while. Bill started freaking out, thinking Tom had jumped. You should have seen how sad Tom was." She shot me a look. "So why exactly are you pissed at him?" I asked her slowly.
"Because, he was looking at the one girl in the audience with a smirk. He smirks like that when he likes someone or something. I guess I kinda overreacted, but I was jealous! I love him so much Sasha and I've finally given myself to him," She trailed off.
"Oh Bre, he loves you too. That's just the way Tom is, but believe me, he'd never cheat on you." We embraced.
"You're a great friend Sasha, thanks."
"No problem. I came here to tell you that Tom is staying in mine and Bill's suite." I winked then walked out of Liz's room.
XXX
"Tom," I murmured. "Tomi?" I heard bedsprings creak on the other side of the room. I saw Tom's dreads briefly before I was met with his eyes.
"Who's there?" He reached out and I grabbed his hands.
"Tom." I murmured, placing his hand on my cheek. "I'm so sorry. I was jealous and I overreacted. I love you."
I felt his muscles tense then relax. "Bre, I love you too. You have absolutely no need to be jealous." He wrapped one of his long arms around me.
Slowly I pulled away. When he looked at me quizzically I pressed a finger against my lips and pulled him out of bed. "We're going to my room." He just smirked in reply. As we walked into my room I murmured, "Touch me Tom."
As I placed one of his hands on my breast he smirked. "You are beautiful." We made love and everything was perfect again.
XXX
"I can't believe we've been on the road for over three months!" I exclaimed. "It's been so much fun and now we're off to Germany!"
"It's always been Sasha's dream to make it to Europe." Bre filled in the guys.
"Oh, really?"
"Yeah, I've always wanted to go to Britain and Germany. Dreamt about it actually." I shyly smiled, which was really weird for me.
"Well we have some time off in both places and I'll show you around." Bill offered.
"Great! I'm so excited." I was literally jumping in my seat on the plane.
Later
"Wake-up Bill." He had fallen asleep on the plane ride. "We're gonna land soon!"
"I'm up, I'm up!" He smiled at me. "You nervous?"
"A bit. This is only the second time I've been on a plane." I confided in him.
"Well I'm here for you." He grabbed my hand as we hit turbulence. "That wasn't so bad was it?" He asked as we walked off the plane.
"No, thanks Bill." I hugged him.
"Were you nervous Sash?" Steph came up behind us and asked.
"Yeah. I'm not used to flying." I gave her a small smile when my eyes lit up. "Oh my god. We're in GERMANY!" I shouted, super excited.
"Yes we are, and everyone thinks you're crazy." Tom stated.
"Oh let her be Tomi." Bill laughed, looking at me with smiling eyes. "It's so much fun to watch."
"And," I added. "The ones who act like idiots have more fun than the people who are worried about who's watching all the time."
Breann grinned at this. "Three cheers for the idiots!" All us girls plus Bill and Gustav cheered while Georg and Tom became very interested in their shoes.
XXX
"Mom!" Bill exclaimed, dragging Sasha behind him by the hand. He let go and flung his arms around our mother. Those two were almost as close as him and I were.
I slowly walked up to her with my arm around Bre. "Hey mum." I wrapped an arm around her in a brief hug.
Bill then exclaimed, "Mom, this is Sasha." He brought her closer to his body.
"Hello Sasha." She extended a hand towards the younger girl.
"Hello. It's very nice to meet you." Sasha spoke in broken German to my mom who smiled and appreciated the attempt.
"And this is Bre." I introduced my girlfriend.
"Hey." Bre smiled, "Nice to meet you."
"Same goes to you." Mom spoke in English to Bre. "And these girls must make up the rest of Devilish."
"Yeah. This is Steph and Liz." Gustav introduced them then hugged my mom. "It's nice to see you again. Are my parents around?"
"They're waiting back at the house." She told him. "We didn't want to draw a big crowd." She explained. "Ready to go?"
"Yeah!" All us guys exclaimed excitedly.
On the ride to our house Bill kept pointing out little things to Sasha. Such as where we went to school as kids and where I'd skateboard while he wrote music. Gustav, Steph, Georg, and Liz all talked together while Bre talked with my mom. "Tom." Bre turned to me. "You never told me you know how to play drums!"
"Mo-o-m." I sighed. "Now you've gone and done it! Bre plays the drums and loves them almost as much as she loves me, if not more!"
My mom giggled when Bre disagreed. "I love you way more than my drums!"
"Sure." I rolled my eyes but then smiled at her.
"You two!" My mom was still laughing. "Are you always like this?"
"Pretty much." We answered at the same time.
XXX
"This place is beautiful." I told Gustav. "Do you live around here?"
"Yeah, I live across the street." He told me with a hint of a blush.
"In the big mansion?" He nodded. "Wow. Looks like there would be no excuse to stay in the same room there."
I must have sounded disappointed because he lightly kissed me. "My parents know that we'll be staying together. We also have the extra rooms for Liz and Daylee."
"Great." I smiled at him. "Do I get to meet you're parent's now?"
"Yeah," He grabbed my hand. "They're down here." I led her to the living room. "Hey mom, dad! How are you?"
"We're great. How are you son?" My dad got up and embraced me. I felt Steph's hand leave mine.
"I'm good. Guys, this is Steph." I smiled and reached for her hand again.
"Hello Steph. It's so great to finally meet you." My mom embraced her in a quick hug.
"Ditto." She said then realized that my parents couldn't understand her. "Umm, Gustav, will you translate or something? I know a few phrases in German, that's it!"
"No problem." I smiled, this was going to be a long night.
XXX
"Wow Tom, you're room is huge!" I exclaimed. "I completely dig the color!"
I traced a lime-green circle on his wall. "I completely dig the girl who's in my room." He murmured with a smirk.
"Oh really? Well maybe we should do something about it." I murmured back.
We started kissing and he picked me up, placing me on the bed. "You ready for the craziest night of you're life?"
"Hell ya. Love you Tom." The end was drowned out by his kiss. We went crazy that night. Neither wanting to be the first to give in.
When we were done Tom didn't completely leave me this time. He pulled me close and we talked for hours about nothing really important. "I love you Bre." He brushed a stray strand of hair back. "You were so great tonight." He kissed me again. "So, how do you like being famous?"
"It's great. It's just, we never seem to have privacy though. Especially since you guys blabbed." I grinned. That wasn't so bad, I admitted to myself. It had worked for us!
"Sorry." He knew I was joking. "I don't mind though. I guess it's cause I've had a while to adjust to the paparazzi."
"Yeah. I wouldn't trade it anyway; Not for anything in the world." I murmured right before we fell asleep.
XXX
I woke up and rolled over to find Bill's spot empty. In his place was a white rose and a note.
I had to go for a short meeting today. Didn't want to wake you. Ich liebe dich, mien Schatz. Go to the kitchen for a surprise!
Bill
I smiled to myself and got dressed. As I walked upstairs I ran into Bre. "I was just coming to wake you." She smiled. "It's almost one o'clock here!"
"M-Kay." I yawned. "You headed to the kitchen?"
"Yeah." She linked arms with me. "Let's go!"
Tom met her at the door and they started talking so I walked into the kitchen by myself. "Hello Schön." Bill closed the distance between us and held out another white rose. "It's been one year and today is for us." He smiled and bent down to kiss me.
"You remembered." I hugged him. "You even remembered my favorite flowers! Oh Bill." I was overcome with emotion.
"I love you Sasha." He hugged me back. "So what do you want to do today?"
"I don't care, as long as I'm with you."
"Well I was waiting until you got up so we could make lunch together. How's that sound?"
"Great! You know how to cook?" I asked, surprised.
"Ja, Mum and I have always been close and she taught me." He smiled down at me.
"Can we make pancakes?" I asked hesitantly. "I'm craving them!"
"Sure. I told you, anything you want." By the time we were done, we were a mess. "You have a bit of flour on your face." Bill laughed.
"Where?" I swiped my hand across my face.
"Right there." He brushed his flour covered hands across my cheek.
"Well you have some right here." I flicked flour into his face. Soon he was chasing me around the kitchen. He grabbed me just as his mom walked in.
"What's going on here? It smells really good."
"We're cooking." I laughed as Bill tried to shake the flour out of his hair, just making it worse.
"Ok, do you have plans today?"
"Yes actually. We're going to be together for our one year anniversary." Bill grinned at his mother who nodded.
"Ok. Tom's doing similar stuff I think. Have fun!"
"See you later!" I called as Bill grabbed plates.
"This is delicious." He mumbled through mouthfuls. "Now let's go out." He started to take me downstairs to get ready.
"Shouldn't we clean up?" I asked.
"No, the maid will do that." He reassured me with a smile.
"Ok, Now we seriously need to clean up ourselves!" We headed downstairs. Bill hopped into the shower as I picked out some clothes. Then it was my turn for the shower and Bill got ready. When I got out he passed me a towel and I realized he had very little makeup on and left his hair down. "You look really good like that." I murmured.
"And you look good like that." He grinned, causing me to turn red even though he's seen me completely naked.
As we walked out the door Steph, Liz, and Gustav walked up. "Where you off to today?" Steph asked.
"Dunno. We're just gonna wander for a while." I answered.
"Did Tom take Bre in his car?" Gustav asked with a knowing smile.
"Ja. I swear he loves it as much as she loves her drums." Bill rolled his eyes. "Anyway, we're off."
He took me to a nice black Mustang. "Nice car! Don't tell me this is Tom's too?"
"It's not, it's mine." Bill told me proudly. "My favorite one."
XXX
"Tom, slow down!" Bre exclaimed with a frightened scream.
I reluctantly lifted my foot off the gas a little. "What's wrong?"
"I'm not used to going that fast! Do you always drive like this?" She was clutching the door.
"No. Just when I want a rush. It's better than drugs, I've found." I told her truthfully. She needed to know my background.
"Okay. Could you at least warn me before you take off like that again at least?"
"Sure. You having fun though?"
"Yes." She answered. "Can we go fast again?"
I grinned and pressed the gas again. "Whoohooo!" I yelled as we drifted around a corner.
"Tom, you're crazy! I love you!" Bre yelled. "This is so much fun!"
I pulled into a secluded spot that I love. I'd never shown it to anyone before and I told Breann so. "It's been one year." I told her breathlessly. "And I wanted to show you my favorite spot. I've never showed anyone this place before, not even Bill." I whispered now. "Bre. I love you."
"I love you too Tom. Thank you for trusting me." She fiddled with one of my dreads. Slowly she lifted her eyes to meet mine. "I love you so much and it's hard to believe we've only known each other for a year."
"I know." We crawled to the backseat of my car and just sat there with her head on my chest. Rising and falling with each breathe I took. Slowly she started to hum a song that I knew and I started to sing. She is one of the only people I had ever let me hear sing solo. We fell asleep and woke up two hours later to drive home.
XXX
"So Liz, I guess it's only us left now eh?" I asked her with a small smile. Gustav and Steph had left a little while ago to celebrate their year together.
"Yeah. Man do I miss Conner." She confided in me.
"I miss Cassy too." I told her with a small smile. The others were so lucky that they were together. Now Liz and I were halfway across the world from our lovers.
"How long have you and Cassy been together?" Lizzeth asked me.
"Almost a year. But we won't be together to celebrate." I told her sadly. "How about you and Conner?"
"It'll be three years in December." She grinned. "It's really hard being apart after being together almost everyday for two years."
"I'll bet. Do you regret becoming famous?" I asked her.
"Sometimes." She replied hesitantly. "Just cause it's hard being away from routine. I guess this is routine now."
"Yeah. It was like that for us when we first started and we were only in Europe. You girls are already all over the world."
"It can be tough, but you guys are so great to us!" She smiled.
"Aww Liz. We gotta stop being so sentimental!" I hugged her briefly, earing a small smile.
"Thanks for talking Georg, now let's watch a movie!" She got up and popped in a newer movie. "You're a great friend." We sat together in comfortable silence for a long time.
Author's Notes:
Hope you're enjoying the story! I'm going to skip ahead one year so that the girls are 18. I enjoy comments! Hint: There is drama coming up soon!! Stay tuned for it!
Oh, North 23 is actually a band. And Cassidy is the lead singer and she is really my cuz. I don't know her that well because of distance, but we're still related.
Reasons I love Tokio Hotel (and the band members!)
7) Georg and Tom have the sexiest guitars!!
Please read and review!
Thnx!
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