Author's Note: I'm back! I've had a great summer writing these stories, but for fair warning, I start my senior year in 3 weeks. Myupdating will become much more sporadic at that point, Just a warning. Oh, and what did you guys think of iGot a hot room? I absolutely loved it! I screamed at the seddie moments and made my parents mad :D

Disclaimer: I don't own iCarly or the song used in this chapter.

Sam's POV

"CAARRRLLYY!" I wailed to my best friend

"Shh... It's ok." Carly tried soothing

"But I lo-love him!"

"Obviously he's not worth it. Don't worry you'll get the last laugh when he sees Melanie is real. I'll make sure you are both in a room at one time."

"Yeah, but it'll be so hard letting go. I wish I was a robot and didn't feel all these feelings." I said

"I know Sam. Feel free to cry all you want."

"Mama doesn't cry that much." I stated

"I know, but you just broke up with the first guy you kissed, the first guy you loved. You are entitled to cry you know." Carly said sympathetically

"Damn it Carly." I said as I felt the salt water fill my eyes again and my voice trembled "He was also the guy I lost my virginity to."

"Oh my God! Sam! Why didn't you tell me? Oh my gosh you really need to cry. Let it out." she said as she hugged me

I sniffled trying to hold back the tears, but they still spilled over.

"I hate this." I blubbered

"I know. I know." she soothed ineffectively "You were doomed from the start. You know, no person is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry."

"But he was worth it." I said sadly

"I don't think so." she said "Hey when is Melanie coming?"

"What is today?" I asked

"The second."

"Oh my gosh! She's gonna be here at 4 o clock today! I completely forgot." I said in realization

"Well let's go." Carly said standing up an pulling me with her

"Yeah, I gotta go beat her up for breaking up me and my man."

"Sam... It's not her fault Freddie is an idiot."

"If she didn't exist..." I mumbled to myself

Freddie's POV

I sat on the fire escape with my pearpod, laptop, pearphone, and a lawn chair much like I did when Sam had told the iCarly viewers that I had never kissed anyone. It's kind of funny how Sam is the on to make me sit here. I kept wishing she would come out here so we could talk, but I knew better than to get my hopes up. I wonder if she was really telling the truth when she was talking about Melanie. If she was I'm gonna be so pissed at myself. Not that I wasn't already, I mean, I ruined the best thing that ever happened to me. I recognized the next song that came on my pearpod and I groaned to myself. "Why didn't I take that stupid song off the damn thing." I grumbled. I picked up the thing and changed the song. The next song that came on was one didn't immediately recognize, it was a song Carly had put on there saying "It's one of my favorite songs, even though it's so sad." I never listened to it because it's country and I hate country music, but now I
decided to listen to it.

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,that don't bother me.

I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out.

Hm... This is a pretty interesting song so far. Wonder what happened that made this guy cry.

I'm not afraid to cry every once in awhile, even though goin on with gone still upsets me.

There are days every now and again, I pretend I'm ok, but that's not what gets me.

Did someone die? This is a sad song.

What hurts the most, was being so close

And having so much to say, and watchin you walk away

And never knowing what could have been

And not seeing that loving you is what I was trying to do.

Oh my... It's a breakup song! Of course Carly would love this song, ugh I should've known. I can feel the tears welling in my eyes as I think about the song and me and Sam.

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go, but I'm doing it.

It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone.

Still harder gettin up, gettin dressed, livin with this regret, but I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart, that I left unspoken.

It described the way I lived now to a t. That's why I sit in this fire escape, it's the only place I can be and remember happier times without completely breaking down. Sam has that power over me. I sit here wishing I had just believed her. We wouldn't be in this mess then.

What hurts the most, was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing, what could've been

And not seeing that loving you, is what I was tryin to do.

Hey, yeah

What hurts the most

Was being so close!

And havin so much to say, and watchin you walk away

And never knowing what could've been

And not seeing that lovin you is what I was trying to do

And not seeing that lovin you is what I was trying to do.

It probably wasn't smart to bring my pearpod out here, but This song made me realize that I can't just sit out here moping to myself. I need to get myself out there. Try to forget about Sam.

For anyone that doesn't know, the song is what hurts the most by rascal flatts. Please review!