Hey, Thanks for all the reviews for the last chapter they were seriously awesome! Apart from one weirdo who told me that I shouldn't write this story because I'm saying Joe Jonas is a rapist. And she also claimed that Joe is her best friend, which frankly I think is a load of fucking jack shit and she's talking out of her arse! Sorry for the language but I am very pissed right now. So on with the story before I start off a full blown rant. This chapter is dedicated to SweetSerenityPeacexRose who says she is my first official fan lol.
I sat on the windowsill thinking. I was six months along now and so far being pregnant was absolutely crap. I just wanted to get it over with. I didn't fit into anything so I had to wear horrible maternity clothes that make me look even fatter. All the baby seemed to do was kick and I had these weird cravings for olives.
These last six months had been quite eventful. First I explained every single thing to Nick and thankfully he completely understood but still thinks I should tell Joe everything. And Joe and I have become closer than ever again. We even kissed again but managed to cover it up. I don't know why but the more I think about it the more I realise that this lie is just one big drama waiting to unfold.
Flashback-
I was rummaging through the fridge looking for more olives to eat. I'd already had a whole jar but hey I'm addicted. When I heard a shout from Joe and a few dozen swear words.
"Joe what happened?" I yelled taking my head out of the fridge
"Stupid book, can't keep his stupid book in his stupid room stupid…" Joe muttered walking into the kitchen
"Oh my gosh what happened to your face!?" I exclaimed running towards Joe, but more like fast waddling.
"I was playing tennis on the Wii when I tripped over Kevin's stupid book and scratched my cheek on the edge of the table." He said through gritted teeth
I gently traced the cut with my finger and felt him shiver.
"Here I think we should clean that." I said quickly as I took his hand and lead him into the kitchen.
"Sit on the stool and I'll get the first aid stuff out of the cupboard." I said whilst trying to reach the box
"Wow we'll have to put some antiseptic on that you know otherwise it could scar."
"Oh no I am not letting you put antiseptic on. That stuff stings like hell!" Joe said shaking his head furiously
"Of course it's going to sting but I'll do it gently. It shouldn't hurt that much." I said trying to reassure him.
"You don't want to have a big scar on your cheek for the rest of your life do you?"
"I guess, but do it quickly."
" Ok but I didn't know DJ Dangah would get scared of a bottle of antiseptic." I said laughing
"Just get it over with."
"Right turn to the side then."
He did as he was told and tilted his heads towards me. I put some of the antiseptic onto a piece of cotton wool and held the bottle with the other hand I was about to put it on the cut when Joe shouted again.
"No don't do it!"
"Joe come on trust me it won't hurt. Well it will but just a bit."
"Ok I just had a little moment their." He took a deep breath
"Antiseptic me."
"Right now don't move."
I moved closer to him and slowly cleaned the cut. I saw him wince in pain. And scrunch up his eyes.
"Nearly done." I said softly
I bent over him slightly to get to the top of the cut when I felt the baby kick really hard.
"Ow." I exclaimed nearly dropping the bottle.
"What happened?" Joe asked staring at me whilst holding his cheek.
"Oh nothing the baby just kicked really hard." I said clutching my stomach.
"Can I you know… touch it?" he said pointing to my stomach
"Err yeah sure."
I sat on the stool next to Joe's and watched as he lifted my baggy t-shirt up and placed his hand on my stomach. I felt butterflies as he moved his hand around trying to find the right place. He looked up at me in awe.
"That is so awesome I mean theirs like a baby inside their kicking. It's so cool."
"Not that cool." I said
"I gets quite annoying actually and sometimes it really…" I felt it kick hard against my stomach again.
"Hurts." I said wincing
"Yeah that one was hard. You know if I put my ear their will I be able to hear it."
"Somehow I don't think so." I said smiling
" Can I try, please?" He said pouting
"Well I can't say no to that. Go for it."
"He gently pressed his ear against my stomach."
" Hear anything?" I asked
"No not really but you can actually hear faint noises."
"Hmm." I said not really paying attention. Just admiring his looks.
"You know have you ever tried talking to it?"
"Lilly?"
"What oh sorry you were saying."
"I said have you ever tried talking to the baby." He said moving his head about trying to hear more.
"No you don't talk to your baby." I said laughing at how stupid that sounded
"Why, it might be good for a baby. Doctors say it gets used to the voices around it so you should talk to it then it'll get used to your voice."
"Well I don't really sit and talk to my baby."
"You should do here lets make conversation."
"Ok you make conversation and I'll watch and learn." I said smiling
"Right. Hey little fella, what's…"
"You don't know it's going to be a fella. You might offend it."
"Ok. Hey Zabby…"
"Zabby?"
"Yeah we'll call it Zabby until it's born. Now stop interrupting our conversation."
"Ok I'm sorry you and 'Zabby' talk."
"So what's it like in their then Zabby. Do you like it? Is it warm and cosy? I bet it is because you're inside your mummy. Although that actually sounds…"
I watched him make random conversations with 'Zabby' He would be such a good dad. I could just tell. To bad he didn't know the baby he was talking to was actually his. Maybe I should tell him. Does he not have a right to now? It's like being deprived of your own child. I can't do that. Joe disrupted my thoughts.
"Oh my gosh Lils did you feel that. Every time I talked he kicked. He can hear me. See I was right."
"Well done." I said ruffling his hair.
"Why Thank you." He finally tore his ear away from my stomach and sat facing me.
"You know what Lilly no matter what anyone says you are so lucky to have this experience. Isn't it so great being able to see that your going to give birth to a baby and that, that babies inside of you rearing to come out."
" I guess it's just sometimes it does have it's down sides." I sighed
" Of course it's going to have its down sides every great thing has a down side, but it'll all be worth while in the end. Trust me."
I couldn't help but trust him. The way he looked at me whilst saying that was enough to make me melt. He pulled me into a hug. As I laid my head on his shoulder I couldn't help but take in his sweet smell. I smiled and pulled away my arms still snaked around his waist. It was just like the time at the mall I new what was coming next and I didn't try to stop it no matter how much I should. He slowly and gently pressed his lips against mine. Flames erupted in my stomach as we shared a small sweet kiss.
I slowly pulled away. And looked Joe straight in the eyes.
"Joe I don't really think we should be doing this I mean technically you're cheating on Miley."
"And you're cheating on Oliver but Lilly I think…"
"What."
"Lilly I lo…"
Suddenly the front burst open.
"Joe dinner NOW!" Nicks voice echoed through the kitchen
"You too Lilly." He shouted
"Well I should help Nick." I said quickly and walked off as fast as my legs would take me.
End of Flashback-
Was he going to say he loved me because that's really what it sounded like but… My thoughts were interrupted again.
"Hey Lils." Miley said cheerfully she cam and sat at the other side of the windowsill.
"So how have you been? I thought I'd drop in and see you and maybe we could go baby shopping next week or something."
"Yeah that's sounds like fun." I said
"So what have you been up to? We haven't talked in a while."
"I know. Well me and Joe…" I fake smiled at her
Wow this was going to be a long conversation.
"Lilly are you even Listening to me." Miley said waving her arm in front of my face.
"What? Yeah sure. What we're you saying?"
"I was saying that I don't think me and Joe are working out."
"What really." I said suddenly interested
" Yeah we don't seem to have much in common and all we really do is make out."
"True." I said
"Lilly!"
"Well it is really but you guys should try to work it out with each other. You know your relationship could really work." I said even though it hurt but I had to be a good friend.
"Nah I think we're better off as friends."
"Are you sure?"
She thought for a moment.
" Yeah. I'm sure."
"Well you do what you feels right, but Miley I… I have something to tell you."
" Well I. Just promise me you won't get mad ok. I don't want to lose you no matter what."
"Okay I promise." She said clearly confused
"Well the father of this baby it's not Oliver."
"What well who is it."
I took a deep breath
"Joe."
Her mouth was hanging open in shock. I told her the full story before she had the chance to say anything.
"So I really didn't know what I was doing I swear Oliver told me someone spiked the drinks." I finished
I waited for her reaction.
"Miley?" I said hesitantly
"Oh my gosh Lilly come here."
She pulled me into a hug. What she was supposed to be mad.
"Your not mad?" I said pulling away
"Of course not it was a complete accident how could I be mad."
"I can't believe you kept this a secret for so long."
"I just didn't want you to stop talking to me or something."
"Lilly I'd never do that. So who else knows?"
"Just you Oliver and Nick."
"Are you planning on telling Joe?"
"Well I wasn't but the more I think about it the more I think I need to tell him."
"That's because you do need to tell him Lilly. He has every right to know."
"Your right but I just don't know how."
"Well I've decided I'm going to break up with him. So maybe you could tell him after that. I mean Lilly to be honest with you; you have nothing to be scared of. I might not be the best at choosing guys for myself but I've seen the way he looks at you and I think you two would make a perfect couple. Or should I say you three would make a perfect couple." She said pointing at my stomach
"Thanks Miley but I'm supposed to be marrying Oliver and I've already put it on hold for six months. What should I do? I'm so stuck." I said leaning my head against the window. No your not. Trust me Lilly leave Oliver, his family and the wedding to me I'll sort it all out kay. You just make things write with Joe and his family. They all have a right to know."
"I guess and thanks a lot Miles. I really appreciate it."
"Well what are friends for?" We both hugged again before hearing shouts from outside.
"What the hecks that?"
Miley looked out of the window.
"Oh no." She said
"What?" I followed her gaze and saw Joe throw a punch at Oliver's nose.
"Oh my god!"
Their we go I'm back to my cliff hangers lol.
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