This World #10
Matt's POV:
As the world seems to collapse around me I twitch, struggle and fight to draw in breath that just won't come.
Mello puts a hand on my forehead and under my chin, tilting my head back to try and let oxygen in but it's no good, I still can't get my chest rise. I'm a goner, I know it.
I let myself relax and say my goodbyes. I can't fight it, I won't fight it.
It's over.
I'm sorry mello, I really do love you. I wish I could have seen you take out Near and become the next L. That's all you ever wanted isn't it? Never a single thought to anything like a relationship, or family, or settling down. It's all about beating Near and catching kira. I promised I'd help you, I promised I'd be your eyes and ears while you manipulated your way to the top. I suppose your all alone now, but youl be okay mells.
Suddenly there's warm lips on my cold blue ones and my whole world lights up in a flash of heat that rips through my chest, forceing my lungs to expand and the darkness to recead.
Mellos POV:
"Come on Matt." I whisper and stick the patches for the AED on my friends bare chest. His hearts still beating, but I want to get ready for anything.
It only takes seconds to get ready and turn on, then I go back to Matt, not thinking as I push my lips to his a second time and flood his body with anouther deep breath.
I watch as the boys lungs expand and my tears run down and splash onto his cool, pale cheeks.
I'm so sorry Matt. I never meant to drive you to this... Maybe if I had listened to you when you tried to talk to me all those times you wouldent be laying in my bed, dying after trying to off himself. In the end of my best friend dies here, it will only be my fault.
I give anouther deep breath. His lips are so cool to the touch... Maybe If I rub his chest and start to warm him up he will do better?
Slowly I start rubbing his chest with the hand not pinching his nostrils shut while I keep the oxygen up to him. I won't stop until he dose, I won't let him go without a fight!
As the time starts ticking by and I start to become more and more upset. I'm almost pulling my own hair out when the body beneath me shudders and gurgles, coughing heavily as his lungs start to work on there own.
"Matt?" I yelp, shaking his shoulders lightly, "you awake Matty?"
There is a moments pause but then my friend takes another deep breath and opens slightly more alive looking eyes.
Softly I stroke my friends cheek as he starts to rouse. His eyes really are beautiful now his purples aren't dilated down to nothing. If I told him that more often, let him know how much he meant to me and how special he is, would he have thought twice about ending his life so early?
"m-mello?" a quiet voice escapes after a long, strained silence. He is struggling just to breathe even now.
"I'm here, Iv got you." I whisper back and pull him into my arms once more. "I won't let you go."
(((not sure how much I like this chapter... Please review if you like it XD )))