Roxas POV
"I'll be at the park. Love you." She told me before kissing me and running downstairs. I heard her run outside. I enjoyed her kiss much more than I should've though. I turned and went to my room. Do I love her more than I should? I wondered. I turned on my stereo and Green Day started playing. I lay down on my bed and let my thoughts run free. I ended up thinking about Alkali. Sure, she was beautiful, even if she wasn't covered in pink. She hardly wore any make up, save for the eyeliner. She favored black and purple and the others at school called her punk, and goth. She called it her best colors. I fell asleep after a while.
*2 hours later*(12 pm)
My phone woke me up. It was buzzing in my pocket. I pulled it out and checked the message. R u asleep? WAKE UP! Along with that one there were about four other messages from Axel. I laughed and texted back. Yes, I'm sleeping.
Well wake up.
Why?
He didn't text back. Instead my phone played the first notes from Def Leppard's Pyromania. I let it play for a minute before answering.
"Wake up!" Axel yelled.
"Fine. I'm awake." I said, holding the phone away from my ear.
"Good. What are you doing?"
"Laying on my bed, why?"
"Cause I called you three times."
"Well, I was asleep." I got up and turned off the stereo.
"Oh. Wanna hang out? Before we meet up with Demi and Kali?"
"Sure. At your house?"
"K. Hurry up." He said before hanging up.
I put my phone back in my pocket and left the house. His house was only about a 10 minute walk from mine, five minutes if I ran. I got to Axel's and knocked on the door.
"Come in." Someone yelled.
I stepped in and walked to his room.
"Roxas!" Axel yelled.
"Why are you yelling? Are you high?" I asked.
He smiled. "A little. But I didn't do it."
I shook my head and sat at his desk. "You realize that no one makes you do that, right?" I asked.
"It's for my condition." He pouted.
I ignored him and thought for a minute. "Axel, I think I love Alkali as more than a sister."
He looked at me and sat down on his bed. "Are you sure? It's not just hormones right?"
I shrugged. "That's why I said I think. How do I tell?"
He shrugged. "Do you constantly think of her?"
I nodded.
"Do you like being near her?"
"Very much. What else? Something that couldn't also be associated with friendship."
"Do you think of her naked?"
I thought for a minute. "Not really. I do like it when she touches me. Especially when she hugs or kisses me."
Axel flopped back on his bed. "Congrats. You're in love with your sister."
I sighed. "But, I don't want to hurt her. Or make her dirty, like we were."
Axel laughed. "Yes you do. Why do you think you brought her with you to meet us two years ago?"
"Wha…? I see…you're right."
"Duh. What do you plan to do?"
"Well, now that I'm sure of my feelings, I can't really hang out with her anymore. I don't want to do anything to her."
Axel was quiet. "Then just stop hanging out with her. She'll still have Demyx."
"Good point. Want to go to the mall today then? No point meeting up with them if I'm not gonna hang out with her anymore."
He got up. "Let's go then."