Missing

Summary: After Nicole and Michael break up, Nicole gets depressed and starts to get fat. Michael

forgets her and starts to make fun of her. What will she do? Will he take it too far? Will she go over the

edge? Read and find out.

( Room 101 )

Nicole and Michael broke up the night before because Nicole wasn't happy with where their relationship

was going. What she doesn't know is that Michael was really hurt by this, but he's taking it out on her.

" Nicole, are you okay?" Lola asked.

" Yeah, but I think I really hurt him," Nicole said pouting.

" I think you have a voicemail message," Lola said pointing to Nicole's pink chocolate phone.

Nicole looks at her phone to see she has left a message. She calls her voicemail.

" You have one new voice message," The operator said.

" Yeah yeah," Nicole said bored.

New message:

" Hey Nicole this is Michael. If you don't wanna be with me that's fine, but I can't hang out with you anymore.

I'm sorry, bye," Michael said in the message.

Nicole just sat there with her mouth hanging open.

-Please please forgive me

But I won't be home again

Maybe someday you'll look out

And barely conscious you'll say to no one

Isn't something missing-

" Nicole?" Lola asked snapping Nicole back into reality.

" He doesn't wanna hang out with me anymore," Nicole said slowly.

" Why not, you guys would die if you weren't around each other," Lola said.

" He's probably moved on," Nicole said.

" I doubt it," Lola said.

Nicole left to go get something to eat. On her way there she saw something she didn't wanna see.

She saw Michael at a table with hot girls all over him. She got furious so she grabbed her milk, opened

it and poured it on his head and walked off.

" Who was that?" This girl Bridgette asked sitting on Michael's lap.

" Ex girlfriend. She dumped me last night," He explained.

" You poor thing," Astrid said.

" Let me make it all better," Bridgette said in a sexy tone.

She kissed him, Michael deepened the kiss.

What they didn't know is that Nicole saw the whole thing. She started crying and walked off.

-You won't cry for my absence I know

You forgot me long ago

Am I that unimportant?

Am I so insignifigant?

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me-

Nicole went into a deep depression. She started cutting herself and drinking alcohol with Lola.

After a few weeks Nicole got fat, which gave Michael and his new bitches something to talk about.

They gave her nicknames like Miss Piggy, blimp, and Henrietta Hippo. One day Nicole got a voicemail.

" You have one new voice message. New message,"

" Hello, this is overeaters anonymous calling to tell you about our plan. It's called going on a diet you

fatass!" Michael shouted.

" Michael," Nicole muttered angrily.

-Even though I'm the sacrifice

You won't try for me, not now

Though I'd die to know you love me

I'm all alone

Isn't someone missing me-

" Oh, that was just my ex girlfriend. I think she's bipolar," He said while all the girls just giggled.

" Why did you go out with a fat girl?" Bridgette asked.

" She wasn't until now," Michael said," I bet she'll eat the whole PCA campus now."

Michael and his friends were all laughing hysterically and started to cry.

" Wow Michael, I didn't know you were so funny," Bridgette said still laughing.

" Yeah, Bridgette can be your new bitch," This girl Helena said.

" Maybe," Michael said unsure.

Even though it didn't seem like it, Michael still had feelings for Nicole, well in his heart. Not in his mind.

" Or you could go back with fatty," Bridgette said.

Michael laughed hysterically at that so did Bridgette, but Helena looked like she was about to kill

somebody. She felt her blood boiling feeling sad for Nicole.

" YOU KNOW WHAT! IF YOU GUYS ARE JUST GONNA BE IGNORANT ASSHOLES ABOUT THIS,

I'M FUCKING DITCHING YOUR SORRY ASSES! SHE DOESN'T DESERVE THIS TORTURE FROM

PEOPLE WHO EITHER DON'T KNOW HER OR STILL HAS STRONG FEELINGS FOR HER, BUT IS

TOO MUCH OF A FUCKING COWARD TO ADMIT IT! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST! I'VE NEVER MET

SUCH IGNORANT ASSHOLES LIKE THIS BEFORE IN MY FUCKING LIFE!" Helena shouted.

After that, Helena walked away to find Nicole and Lola. She finds them drinking liquor in their dorm.

" Hi," Helena said then waved.

" Hey Helena, why are you here?" Lola asked chugging down her tequila really fast.

" I got sick of the Michael and Bridgette variety hour. They are so immature," Helena said.

" So is he with her?" Nicole asked.

" I dunno, I see right through him and I don't think he's ready," Helena said.

After that they saw Michael and Bridgette in a liplock. Nicole couldn't take it so she ran away to her dorm

and passed out from the shock of what she just saw.

-Please, please forgive me

But I won't be home again

I know what you do to yourself

I breathe deep and cry out-

" Nicole? Nicole! Wake up," Lola said trying to wake her up.

" NICOLE! WAKE UP!" Helena shouts.

Nicole wakes up extremely confused.

" What happened?" Nicole asked yawning.

" When we found you, you were passed out," Helena said.

" Yeah, we got worried, are you okay?" Lola asked.

" For the moment, if I don't see that readheaded whore macking on my ex," Nicole said.

" Um... I have bad news," Helena said.

" What?" Nicole asked dumbfounded.

" They're together," Helena said sadly.

Nicole frowned at the thought of him forgetting her.

-Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?-

Nicole's phone started vibrating. She has a new voicemail message. Who could it be from? Take a wild guess.

" You have one new voice message... new message," The operator said.

" Haha haha... FATTY!" The message said.

" That stupid ass mother fucker is messing with the wrong girl," Nicole said getting really pissed off.

" What did he say?" Lola asked.

" Haha haha... FATTY!" Nicole said.

" I'm gonna fucking kill that stupid son of a bitch!" Helena shouted.

" Don't Helena, I'll do it," Nicole said.

Nicole walked out of the dorm to find him. Once she spotted him, she walked over to him and smacked him so

hard that he felt his jaw snap. Blood started pouring out of his mouth.

" What the hell?" Michael asked holding his jaw.

" That was for that message you left me earlier." Nicole said.

" Do whatever you want to him. Either way he's mine," Bridgette said.

" YOU THINK IT'S SO FUNNY TO CALL ME FAT WHEN I COULD BE BADMOUTHING THAT STUPID AIRHEADED

WHITE TRASH THAT YOU HAVE IN YOUR LAP RIGHT NOW! BY THE WAY, YOU'RE JUST A CHAV TRYING TO

GET OVER ME BY HOOKING UP WITH SOME BIBLE THUMPING TRAILER TRASH LOOKING FOR FUCKING

COMFORT! YOU'RE PATHETIC!" Nicole shouted, then she spit in his face and left.

" Michael, baby... is that true?" Bridgette asked.

" Of course not, she's just crazy," Michael said laughing a little bit.

" She's stupid," Bridgette said.

" Yeah, she is," Michael said.

-Even though I'm the sacrifice

You won't try for me, not now

Though I'd die to know you love me

I'm all alone

Isn't someone missing me-

Nicole goes to her dorm, grabs her CD case and goes into the bathroom.

" I know he's just trying to leave his sadness behind, I'm not fucking stupid," Nicole muttered to herself.

She went into a stall, locked the door and opened her CD case. In the case there was razors, exacto knives,

safety pins, rubber bands, and other stuff. She pulled out the exacto knife and started carving something onto

her wrist. She carved the words Love me into her wrist and then she carved Michael into it right below the love me

one. It was obvious that they still had feelings for each other, but Nicole just needed her space. She fell out of love with

him, but now everytime she sees him with Bridgette, her heart sinks. She starts to cut more, but it's not words this time,

it's just lines, hearts, and other shapes. Then she cuts really deep that blood is pouring onto the cold tile floor, and then

she passes out. She's not dead, just out cold.

-And if I bleed, I'll bleed

Knowing you don't care

And if I sleep, just to dream of you

I'll wake without you there-

Nicole wakes up in a hospital. It's bland and white and she starts to panic.

" Where am I?" Nicole asked.

" You're in the hospital," Lola said crying.

" What happened?" Nicole asked.

Lola starts sobbing uncontrollably that she leaves the room.

" So, what happened?" Nicole asked.

" Lola found you in the bathroom, you were bleeding a lot," Helena explained calmly.

" So you're not sobbing?" Nicole asked.

" Nah," Helena said remembering what happened to her.

There was a silence for a couple of minutes, then Helena spoke.

" You really did a number on yourself... stitches and everything," Helena said sadly.

" I know, how can you be so calm about this?" Nicole asked.

" The same thing happened to me once... okay three times... I know how you feel," Helena said quietly.

" What happened?" Nicole asked.

Helena's chin started trembling and she started to cry a little.

" I'd rather not talk about it," She said choking the words out.

" Okay," Nicole said.

She looked around her room and started to cry.

" I wanna get out of here!" Nicole shouted.

" They want you to see a shrink," Helena said struggling to say anything because the lump in her throat was

making it hard for her to talk.

" I'm on suicide watch?" Nicole asked shouting it.

" Yes," Helena said quietly, " We almost lost you."

They both started crying. They were silent for a while until Nicole broke the silence.

" I'm really sorry," Nicole whispered barely audible.

" For what?" Helena asked quietly.

" For trying to kill myself," Nicole whispered and then started crying again.

" It's okay, I've tried three different times so trust me... I know how you feel," Helena said.

They hugged and Nicole started to sob.

- Isn't something missing?

Isn't something?-

Nicole was back at school and saw Bridgette with a different boy.

" What happened to your redheaded whore?" Nicole asked.

" What happened to you being fat?" Michael asked.

" I lost weight... thank god. I was disgusting," Nicole said.

" I dumped Bridgette and found a sweet punk girl," Michael said.

" Oh... cool," Nicole said," Bye,"

Nicole walked away feeling sad, but at least he didn't make fun of her.

" Hey," Lola said.

" Hey," Nicole said.

" I'm sorry about the whole hospital thing, it was just hard," Lola explained.

" It's okay, it was really hard for me too," Nicole said.

" What happened with Michael?" Lola asked.

" Nothing... he dumped Bridgette," Nicole said.

" That's cool, what about you and him?" Lola asked curiously.

" We're never gonna get back together, it's just too much for me," Nicole explained.

-Even though I'm the sacrifice

You won't try for me, not now

Though I'd die to know you love me

I'm all alone

Isn't something missing?

Isn't someone missing me?-

What did you think? This one made me cry, it's kinda sad towards the end. Too much tv and past experiences.

I almost lost my dad last year and went to visit him when he finally woke up... it was really scary. The only

characters I own in this story are Bridgette aka Latricia from Whisper, Astrid, and Helena Bergman. Please

tell me what you think. I hope I didn't suck. Oh yeah and those messages, one of my friends left that FATTY

message on my other friend's phone, and the other rude one I made up. Hope you enjoyed the story.

Skittles aka Athena Perry