Chap 10 –Reality Hurts

After explaining and convincing Vivian that I was fine, she let me back up to my room. I sat on my bed and looked out the window, starring at nothing, just allowing everything to sink in, things were moving way too quickly and I just couldn't keep up. Sigh, on thing that I have noticed is that I have been sighing way too much lately.

My inner wolf was slowly winning over me and I needed to go home, I felt like I was dying. I let my instincts take over and I grabbed my cell and dialled the phone number that I know Oh too well by heart, before I knew what I was doing, I had already called my home phone and someone had already answered it.

"Hello, Hello!, whoever this is you better have a good reason for calling at such an hour because I swear if this is a prank I will track you down and rip you apart piece by piece!" a rough, voice boomed from the phone. 'shit, I shouldn't have called, and look at the time, oh god what do I say, what?'

"Ummmmm…" I barely whispered into the phone. 'really, ummm,is that all I could say, am I that stupid!' I scolded myself.

"Hey seriously stop messin wit me!"

"Ummm no i-I dddidn't mean that" 'omg did I just…stutter, great I have lost my self'

"Who is this?" his voice lowered and honestly seemed to want to know. "What do you want at such a time lady"

"I can't say who I am but I just wanted to give my best of luck to the family of the one who died" I answered unsurely.

"Your best of luck? Are you serious! And to the one who died, well guess what many died so you have got to be a lot more specific misssss whoever!" his voice rose with each word, he was so rude. He must be a werewolf, yes that would explain it, he must be grieving because of the loss of fellow brothers, sigh, I feel so bad for him.

"I am so sorry, I should have known better, I shouldn't have called, I just wanted to …" I spoke softly and then at the end I broke down in silent tears, letting out little sobs here and there. I just couldn't deal with all of this at the moment and the reality of my brothers' deaths only moment s ago hit me. I was feeling his pain and loss, so I broke down.

"Oww…please lady chill, calm down, I'm sorry, just please stop crying" by the time he finished I was crying my eyes out and making loud noises while hugging my pillow for comfort.

"I shouldn't have called" I sobbed out

"Wait, lady!" I did as he asked. "There's a funeral the day after tomorrow at the family's house, you should pay your respects by coming"

"K will try" I said while sniffing.

"K, bye"

"Bye" I said but he had already hung up.

I threw my phone onto the bed along with myself and quickly fell into a deep sleep.