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chap 10.
My savior
RIN"S POV
'damn it I need to dance!' I thought I got some jeans and a black tank top on and left my room ready to go party like a manic. As I opened my door and was walking to the door when I heard my name I turned around and faced Sesshomaru who was in the kitchen sitting on the table.
" yeah" I said like nothing bothered me but the fact that he was fucing really did piss me off
" About what happened-" he started
" Don't sweat it. I really have to start knocking that's all, it was my fault.
" What did you want?" he asked
" Oh nothing" I said thinking about my acceptance letter I didn't want to tell him just yet
" Where you going?"
" Umm." I didn't want to tell him I was going to go dancing by myself
"...out..."
" Can I ask where?"
" I'm going to go dancing"
" With kagome and Sango?"
" Umm...yeah" I lied
" Ok well see ya"
" Bye" I said in a low voice I walked to the door and headed for the night club all by myself.
I walked in to the night club light flashing, people everywhere, loud techno music playing. I didn't understand my strange desire to dance but I felt that I needed to release energy. I walked to the dance floor while pulling my hair tie off my head letting my hair fall loosely around my back. I swung my hips from side to side while turning my head letting my hair hit the sides of my face I jumped up and down circling around in my spot that was surround by a pool of people. As I danced I began to see flashes of my life in my head first, my beautiful mother hugging me and telling me she loved me then, the car that looked completely destroyed with my mother's body in it. Then, my then my horrible fathers face yelling, the buries on my stomach, father's face smiling at me while raping me, his girlfriend laughing her head off, Sesshomaru's face, Sesshomaru fucking that girl. I put my hands to my head and tangled my fingers within my hair shaking my head from side to side follow the beat off the music. I felt the tears come out of my eyes as all the problems of my life ran though my head. I just wanted to stay in this exact place for the rest off my life, so I can drown the ghost's of my past.
I felt a hand tap my shoulder I turned around hastily to see who tapped me. It was a young girl about my age with short neck length hair and pink eyes.
" You ok?" she asked me on the dance floor
" Yeah" I lied it seemed as she didn't buy it obviously because she saw me crying
" Come on hang out with me" she said as she pulled my arm to a table with a couple of people on it some making out and doing 'other things' (use your imagination) others smoking and drinking. I sat down next to the girl with really abnormal eyes
" Contacts" she said while lighting a cigarette she noticed that I was staring at her weird
" I'm Yura" she said taking a puff form her cigarette
" I'm Rin" I said shaking her hand
" So what's up you were dancing a little...emotional" she said
" Oh yeah...I'm just stressed"
" Oh yeah?" she said as she grabbed her purse and started looking though it looking for something. she pulled out a plastic baggy and pulled out a small white pill " Here try this" she said handing me the pill
" What is it?" I asked looking at the pill in my hands
" Let's just say a...stress reliever" she said handing me a drink. I didn't know what to do I was really worked up and I needed something to help me relax and make me forget about all the hell I'm going and went though. I was tired of being who I was I wanted a new life and I wanted to feel whole so I popped the pill in my mouth and took a swig of the drink she gave me. I know what I did was wrong but maybe it would help me. I waited for the effect to kick in I talked to Yura who turned out to be a really nice person. Then that's when I felt it I felt a rush of blood run though my body at high speed. I saw everything spinning and my heart racing. I fell down to the cushion and put my hands in the air I felt like I was flying and it was the most sensational feeling I ever felt and I liked it. I got up form the bench and walked back to the dance floor with Yura we danced and dance and I never felt so free in my life.
SESSHOMARU'S POV
After I had dinner with rin things went back to how they used to be and I was a little disappointed because I really did want to spend time with her but work was swamping on me. My father has been go nuts giving me assignment after assignment and going to so many meetings. In one of the meetings I went to I met this girl I don't even remember her name but I was how do I say this 'In need' and I wouldn't touch rin because I just didn't have the heart to go to rin's bedroom at the stock of night and taking her. Not after what she went through so that girl was my last resort I called her over when rin was at work and I began to screw her in my room where Rin just barges in. she just stood their watching, pure shock in her eyes I yelled at her and that's what I feel terrible about well and that I was fucking too, but it really did hurt to see rin like that. I pushed the girl off from my bed and threw her clothes at her and told her to get out. I spend the rest of my time in the kitchen sitting down feeling guilt. After awhile rin came out of her room I wanted to explain myself to her but all she told me was not to worry about it but then I was really curious about why she barged in my room so I asked her and she said it was nothing. Then I noticed that she really didn't want to tell me where she was going but when she finally told me I was really suspicious because she was really hesitant with her answer but I brushed it off as along as she was going with Kagome and Sango she would be ok. I decided to go and work with a couple off files I had to re-evaluate when I looked at the clock it was 3:30 in the morning and still rin didn't show up to the house. About half an hour later I heard someone opening the door I turned on the hallway light and saw rin coming walking forward covering her eyes from the light.
" Oh the light" she moaned in displeasure
" You ok?" I asked she was walking shifty and really wobbly
" Yeah I'm just tired" she said walking to her room and closing it. I was real worried about her but at least she was safe here with me.
ok that was chapter 10 hoped you liked it and yes rin did drugs but who could blame her after what she's been through...lets just say it gets worst. sorry dont be mad but this moment had to go down well because...this is not some fairytale story this is a story with issues that really do happen and I like to write about real issues please dont be mad! please review! oh and can you please tell me how my writing is I was thinking to go to college to become a writer...omg day-sha-voo! sorry I already dreamt this ok where was I oh yeah I want to be a writer but not like a novelist but like a magazine reporter so please tell me how my writing is thanks!
-Slayprincess