I know I havent updated in friggen FOREVER! But I've been mainly working on my AU story (Yall should read it, it's got some HxM!). I'll also have a new HxM story that'll probably be out by the end of next week at the latest. Any who I know I've kept you waiting long enough without my banter, so ENJOY and DON'T FORGET TO REVIEW!
The Ghost Of You
My Chemical Romance
We never spoke of leaving or staying with each other, but just because the subject never came up, didn't mean that we hadn't realized we wouldn't stay like this forever. We weren't like those young souls in love who foolishly believed they would stay together until the end of time. But eventually we all must part, whether it being your decision or fates, it will happen. But if I died, we'd be together again.
The death of one you love, of the one I loved, would have no change in the grand scheme of things. We all end with the same fate anyways. The world didn't change, but I did. The world didn't end, but mine did. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't get the images out of my head. No matter how loud I screamed it was always that name that was left lingering on my lips and ringing through my ears. It was always their face when I closed my eyes, the first and last thing I would probably ever see. I tried to forget. But no matter how much I screamed and cried or how hard I hit something, they were never coming home.
Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm not alone. I've been told that that's normal after something like this. And every moment alone I remember when I held her in my arms, screaming at the top of my lungs, she dies.
Could I ever forget such a lovely face? Or more importantly, should I? Should I forget every scar, every touch? Every thing that she ever told me? Or all of the smiles that will forever haunt me? All the wounds that have scarred me, from the ghost that will never catch me when I fall. Never coming home. She will never coming home.
A/N: Well there you have it! I didn't put the actual song lyrics in her cuz I didn't want it to be JUST a songfic, but a story that could stand on its own also. And if you were wondering (Even though I put the title of the song/band, it's The Ghost of You by MCR. Please please PLEASE REVIEW! I'll take any suggestions, comments, critisim! I need more inspiration... Haha maybe I'll just watch the whole Yu Yu Hakusho series all over again! XD