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Edward Point of View
What Bella did to me tonight was excruciating, the sounds emanating from her bedroom were nothing short of magical but she made it very clear I was to remain at a distance, and then there were her breathy last words. Fuck, I know she wants me to do something, she expects my reaction to equal what she did but two can play this game and if Bella wants to play dirty so can I. I'm not going to do anything, I'm not even going to acknowledge tonight until the time is right because I know my Bella and not reacting is going to be even more torturous for her.
I run back to my house stopping to hunt some smaller game along the way to satiate a little of my hunger. Once I make it back home I immediately go to my bedroom and proceed to pick out a book to read, but before I even have time to make a decision its dawn and I'll need to pick up Bella up soon. Things like that happen when time no longer has any meaning to you, sometimes I find myself staring at something for hours before I even realize the passage of time.
I make it to Bella's house in record time, eager to let the games really begin. I make no move to exit the car today to open the door for her, this is actually exceptionally difficult for me to do, I really am stuck in the past. Bella makes it out to the car in one piece and hops in, eyeing me inquisitively. I smile back at her and lean over and kiss her on the cheek but quickly pull away and I can tell she is disappointed.
"How was your sleep my love?" yes, she's definitely disappointed.
"It was fine"
"Are you sure? You look exhausted." She's not going to like that one.
She snorts "Is that you're way of telling me I look like crap?" Oh Bella.
"Bella, you could never look anything less than breathtaking even if you tried" It's the truth.
"Whatever." She blushes despite herself and it's very difficult for me to behave with her blood that close to the surface, I so badly want to stop the car and ravish her.
"Bella I'm sorry really, you just seem a little out of sorts, and I assumed you were tired"
"Edward, I'm fine. How was your night?" I can see the corner of her mouth turn up a little.
"Mundane, as is every night without you, I went for a run, stopped to enjoy the sights...and sounds" that will get to her I know it "and then I tried to read a book but I was unable to decided, I think I have too many" I laugh at my last statement knowing how impossible that is, Bella will surely agree with me.
"You can never have too many books" I smile at her relishing in the fact we both share a deep appreciation for literature.
We're at school now and I park in my usual spot and Bella glances up at me chewing on her luscious bottom lip and I can feel myself start to get hard. She leans on the center console and I half expect her to launch herself on to me but instead she just stares at me
"So umm did you hear any sounds you liked?" if she only knew.
I lean over and whisper "maybe" I reach over and undo her seatbelt the sound jolting her out of her dazzled trance. We make it over to the main building before the rain starts which I'm extremely thankful for because as good as Bella smells she smells even better in the rain.
The rest of the week passed uneventfully, and I wonder if Bella realizes how soon graduation is, she only has a week and a half left of high school before it's all over. All over, I mean that in more ways than one, her days as a human are numbered now and the thought sickens and excites me more than ever. I want her to have as many human experiences as possible, which is why I plan to take her to Seattle this weekend with the rest of my siblings. Originally I had just planned for Bella and I to go but Alice had something different in mind and there is no stopping her once she has her mind made up, who knew someone so little could be so infuriating. Though Alice did have a point, it's far easier for her to get Bella away for a weekend then it is for me, you think Charlie would be a little more accepting now that we're engaged but it really has just made him even more restrictive. Friday morning Alice picked up Bella from school and explained to Charlie her weekend plans, of course he was more than thrilled to hear that Bella would be spending the weekend with Alice in Seattle even if it was for "wedding" planning. I suppose in some ways Charlie has been coming along, Bella has been slowly taking more and more of her things over to my home in preparation for after the wedding and he has yet to comment on that. Regardless I'm thrilled to have tonight alone with Bella in my room, any more flirting and chaste kissing and I think we're both going to lose our fucking minds.
Bella insisted that I cook dinner with her because according to her I "could also use a couple of human experiences". Bella decided that we would make a simple pasta and salad, the salad looked fine and didn't smell too awful, but the pasta looked and smelled atrocious I can't believe I ever ate that poison...though my current diet is arguably just as repulsive. Bella finished her dinner quickly, eager I'm sure to have some alone time with me in our bedroom. I run at vampire speed allowing Bella to make the journey up the stairs and to my room at human speed, no need to rush things Edward. Once Bella is in my room I quickly shut the door and she crawls up on to the bed and I sit down next to her.
"Edward...last week well you really haven't said anything I don't even know if you know..." my turn to play is coming up.
"Bella I know, and after what you put me through it's taken every once of strength in my being not to act on my feelings" I stare straight into her eyes and I can see her naked lust.
"Edward...I...have you even looked in your drawer yet because you haven't said anything about the stuff I got, and we never used the handcuffs the first night" Batter up.
"Bella, of course I've looked in the drawer but I don't really trust myself to use most of those things until you've been changed, but those cuffs" before she knows it I have her bound to my bed and have torn off her flimsy t-shirt and jeans, her arousal is hitting me like a ton of bricks. I gaze up into her eyes and I can see a flicker of a fear and for a moment I wonder if all of this is really a good plan.
"Bella are you okay with this?" Carlisle said communication was key.
"Edward please I need this, being helpless like this its terrifying and exciting, don't stop not now" her bottom lip trembles a bit and I climb up her body and suck it into my mouth and she rewards me with a moan.
"Fuck Bella do I ever miss that sound" she smiles at me and I begin to move down her body until I'm level with her fantastic tits. Without a second thought I snap the front of her bra and peel it away from her body, I grab at her breasts roughly and I can tell Bella is holding back.
"Bella I want to hear you scream don't hold back" I pinch her nipple between my fingers and still no response.
"Bella" it's a command now and I apply even more pressure to her sensitive peak and she gasps.
"Uhh oh god Edward" that's my Bella
While I could spend a life time admiring her tits, there is another part of Bella that I am interested in exploring tonight, I continue down her body and urge her to bend her knees up so I can lay between them. I inhale deeply and instinctively I growl, she smells amazing, I can't wait to taste her straight from the source. I place my mouth on top of her and suck through the fabric of her underwear and Bella practically screams and I laugh dryly at her response. With a flick of my finger her underwear are gone and for the first time I am face to face with Bella's delicious pussy. I lick all the way up her slit and she shivers in response to my actions. I continue the sweet torture and then I plunge my tongue into her, lapping at her wetness. Bella is watching me through hooded eyes and she's pulling against the cuffs so roughly I'm certain her wrists will be bruised. I find her clit and begin flicking it, Bella falls back against a pillow and starts thrashing her head from side to side, I suck her clit into my mouth and apply a decent amount of pressure.
"Edward...uhhh...fuck I'm so close" I need to taste her cum so while sucking on her clit I plunge one, and then two fingers inside of her and being to thrust them in and out of her finding the perfect rhythm.
"Come for me Bella, I want to taste you" Her walls are starting to grip my fingers and I flick my tongue roughly against her clit and I can feel her climax hit.
"FUUUUUUUCK...oh god, oh god, Edward!" I drink down every ounce of her...waste not want not. She's exquisite when she comes, I desperately need her to be durable enough for all the things I want to do for her.
I remove my fingers from her and climb up her body to release her wrists. She grabs me and kisses me fiercely not caring that she will taste herself on my lips.
"Bella, you're amazing"
"Edward, you're the one whose amazing I've never come so hard before" she says breathlessly
"I bet I could make you come harder baby" there's some challenge in my voice, but I know it has to wait.
"I don't doubt it for a second" she smiles at me and snakes her hand down to grab at the obvious bulge in my jeans.
"Bella, tonight was about you're pleasure not mine, its okay really love" I'm painfully hard but its true, tonight was about giving Bella something she needed.
"Edward my pleasure depends on your pleasure...please?" There she goes with the please again; she knows I can't say no to her. I close my eyes and lean back against the headboard.
Bella climbs between my legs and begins to remove my pants I lift my hips to help her and I can hear her sharp intake of breath when she realize that I'm not wearing any underwear. Once my jeans are on the floor with Bella's torn garments she grabs at the collar of my t-shirt and for a moment I'm really not entirely sure what Bella wants me to do, but then she begins to pull and I hear the sound of the fabric tearing. Bella is tearing my t-shirt off of me; I stare down and watch her slowly rip my shirt until she reaches the bottom. She glances up at me and smirks, and all I can do is stare at her with my mouth hanging open. It was a simple act but it was still impossibly hot. Bella kisses her way down my chest impatient to reach her true destination, and once she gets there she doesn't hesitate. She takes me into her mouth and begins to suck on my cock. She's applying an amazing amount of pressure and though I want to last long I don't know if I will. She lightly scrapes her teeth against me and I groan.
"Fuck Bella, use your teeth again" and she does, the light scraping sensation feels really good. Most men wouldn't appreciate teeth but my cock might as well be made of marble.
She continues sucking me off and uses one of her little hands to massage my balls, I reach down and I play with her sensitized nipples enjoying the feel of her tiny moans.
"Bella, I'm going to come soon" I'm still not entirely sure on the etiquette of "coming" but I feel like giving her fair warning is the proper thing to do. As soon as the words are out of my mouth Bella sits up, removing her perfect mouth from my cock. I stare at her confused until I realize what she's doing; I love how confident our new closeness has made her. Bella is now lying down between my legs squeezing her tits together and I know what she wants me to do.
"Bella, are you sure?" please say yes, please say yes.
She nods and I slide my cock between her tits and begin to fuck her like that. The lack of lubrication creates the most delicious friction and I begin to pump my hips furiously. I open my eyes and stare down at the sight before me and it's enough to push my over the edge and I come all over Bella's chest. She grabs her tattered shirt and cleans herself off and the lies down with her head on my chest, tilting her head up to kiss. I kiss her with every bit of passion I have and reluctantly let her go, but I know she needs to breath.
"Bella, I can honestly say that I have never come that hard" I laugh into her hair inhaling her scent.
"You're really fucking sexy when you come Edward" she ducks her head down to hide her face but I can still smell her blush.
"You're amazing Bella" I kiss her head and pull her down on the bed with me "you should really get some sleep though, we're still going to Seattle tomorrow"
"Wait I thought that was just a cover story so Charlie would let me go without a fight?"
"No, we're really going, all of us, you, Alice, Jasper, Rose, Em, and I" she groans
"Bella its not all going to be about the wedding, we're going to have some fun, party Cullen style" I'm thrilled to have Bella be a part of our antics, I want all of us to start making our own memories, our own stories to tell.
"Fine, as long as you're promising me a good time I'll come, for you" Innuendo, my favourite.
"Thank you love, now get some sleep you know Alice likes to get an early start" I had to beg her to wait until at least 7:30 before waking Bella up.
"Yeah I know" she grumbles and I laugh at her.
"Be nice"
"Sure sure" there's the Charlie in her, those two are more alike then either realizes. She snuggles into my chest and I cover her up with the large down comforter.
"Sweet dreams my Bella" she sighs and I begin to hum her lullaby and Bella quickly drifts off to sleep.
If Alice's thoughts are any indication, tomorrow is going to be quite enjoyable.
Hey im so sorry for posting this late, i was having such a hard time uploading it! it just wouldnt let me, but the good news is i have tonight all free so i might be able to post another chapter a little bit later tonight! the next chapter features more of the Cullens and i'm really excited to get to write them because i love them all so much. thanks for the reviews it means a lot to hear from you guys! also i apologize for any silly errors in this one, i was pretty eager to just get the darn thing posted.
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