EPOV:

"Michael, can you get Mr. Clark down to imaging for his X-ray?" I ask one of the male personal care assistants.

"Of course Dr. Kavanagh." I start to make my way to my office when I feel my phone vibrate. I quickly pull it out thinking it might be Ana or something could be wrong with Will.

"Hello?" I answer quickly without checking the caller ID.

"Son, you okay?"

"Yeah dad, sorry. I didn't check the caller ID before I answered it. What's up?" My dad knows I'm at work so it must be something important.

"Look son, I need to talk to you. Can you come by or I stop by the hospital?"

"Sure. I have a break in a little bit. Just swing by. I'll be in my office."

Not even ten minutes later he is knocking on my office door.

"Dad, you must have been close by. Is everything okay?"

"I was at the office which you know is only a block or two. Listen, a few of our photographers were out at Pike Place yesterday when the stumbled onto something unusual. They spotted Christian Grey there.. with a woman. Not that that's completely out of the ordinary. We have never been able to catch Grey with a woman in public, but doesn't mean it is unusual though. This wasn't just any woman he was with." My head must be slightly fuzzy from almost working a full 18 hours straight. I'm barely piecing together his sentences.

"Son, it was Ana he was with. Not only Ana, but they had Will with them." This catches my full attention. Ana and Christian were out together. Will was with them. "We love Ana, Ethan, like she is one of our own. Your marriage ended, on good reason too. This has nothing to do with Ana moving on. I support her on that and on you moving on as well, even though your mother is holding out hope that y'all will rekindle. This is about what the paparazzi and tabloids will do to her and Will. I'm bringing this to you out of concern. I worry about her and Will's safety if it gets out they are involved with Grey. We are lucky it was only my photographers there. Kavanagh Media will never write anything on Ana unless it was approved by her."

"What's in the folder?" I ask in a daze. Ana was out with another man and had my son there. I just..I can't comprehend it.

"The pictures."

"Give them to me." I command. He slides them across my desk. There they are. Christian holding Will with his arm around Ana, Christian kissing Ana on the cheek while she holds Will, Christian and Will playing in the arcade there, and finally them at Christian's car. One of him strapping Will in and one of him helping Ana in. I feel like I can't breathe. My people. My family are in this picture with another man. They are smiling and happy. Will is obviously comfortable with Christian. I wonder how long he's been around my son for them to be this comfortable. I run my finger over Ana's face. I used to be the one to make her smile like that. I made her this happy.

"Son?" My dad is looking at me worriedly.

"Thanks for telling me and bringing these by. I need to finish up some reports before I head back out there." I tell him still looking at the photos.

"Ethan, she deserves to be happy. So do you. She divorced you over a year ago. You had to of known she would date sooner than later." My dad states.

"She moved here after the divorce. After I moved here. I thought it was because she still loved me and wanted to be with me. So she moved for me." I can feel the tears in the back of my eyes but will them away.

"Ana gave you the greatest gift in the world Ethan. She gave you Will. She gave you the second greatest gift when she moved here because everyone she ever cared for was here. That gift was you being able to see your son anytime you want. You are close by in case of emergency, not a almost a whole country apart. If I was Ana and my husband cheated on me, I would not move across the country just so he could see my son whenever. Y'all have been amazing co-parents so far. Will is the most important thing. Just remember that, okay?" I nod my head. He gets up to leave and places his hand on my shoulder.

"I love you son."

"Love you too dad." I reply as he walks out.

I continue to stare at the pictures of my Ana and Will out with this man. He is known to be Seattle's biggest playboy, besides his brother Elliot. The longer I stare the angrier I get. How dare this man try to play father with my child and replace me! Who does he think he is? I slam my hand down on the table and decide to pay Ana a little visit to get some answers. I am running out of the hospital telling my other coworkers I have an emergency at home I need to take care of. I finally make it to my truck and head off to Ana's. Why was I so stupid to cheat on her? It didn't even mean anything to me.

-Flashback-

I am on my way to the hospital for the 6th time in 48 hours. I feel as if I have barely been home this whole month let alone the past 48 hours. I am stressed beyond belief. Will was sick last week, Ana is sick this week, I have been stressed with work here, I was offered an amazing job in Seattle – which I haven't told Ana about because she loves living here, and I haven't been able to bury myself in my wife for the longest time. This would stress any man out. I am used to being inside my wife at least once or twice a day. Also, Ana hasn't said anything about how much I am working lately. Ana is the most understanding person in the world, but some days I just wish she would tell me she wants me home more. Of course she tells me she misses me, but some days I just need more reassurance that this separation is killing her as much as it is killing me.

"Kavanagh, you are needed in room 8. Trauma to the head and neck. Car accident." Dr. Lee tells me as I am walking through the doors. "Get cleaned up and get in there fast." I haven't been able to sit my stuff down and it already starts.

3 hours later I have seen three patients and one doesn't look like they will make it through the night. This just stresses me out even more. I did all I could for him and Dr. Roberts took over since he was moved to the ICU. I do not like losing patients.

"What are you doing in here Kavanagh? Hiding from the day from hell?" Lisa, a new doctor at the hospital, asks as she sits down next to me in the stairwell on the basement level. It is my secret place to decompress for five minutes alone. How did she find me?

"Day from hell is pretty accurate. Actually, it is more like month from hell. I have been here more than I have at home."

"I know what you mean. I have been really stressed lately. Have you? You seem extremely tense Kavanagh." When did she get so close to me?

"Yeah, I am passed stressed I think. I need a week's vacation to decompress from this month." She starts running her fingers up my leg. I grab her hand.

"What are you doing?"

"Giving you a way to get all that stress out. No one will know. It can be our little secret."

"I'm married. I don't need this."

"Where is your ring if you are married? Look I need to let this stress out and so do you. No one has to know about it." She says and within seconds she is naked on the floor in front of me on her hands and knees. Everything just seems to blur after this. She tells me since she isn't on birth control and we don't have a condom I can fuck her ass. I watch her lick two fingers and stick them in her ass. I don't think. The next thing I know is I am ramming into her from behind and I know it has to be painful, but I don't care. She keeps turning her head to look at me. I place my hand on it and push it into the ground. I don't want to see her face. This isn't about connection or lust. This is a release I haven't been able to have in so long. I am not even embarrassed when I pull out, turn her around and cum in her mouth in under two minutes. I close my eyes and don't even look at her as I tilt my head back slightly whispering Ana's name.

The next thing I am aware of is Lisa telling me how amazing that was and how she has been waiting for us to be together. She tells me she knew I wanted her all along. What is this bitch going on about? I haven't given her a thought before this. I have never thought of any other woman besides Ana. I quickly dress and make my way to the main floor.

"Fuuuuuuckkk!" I say out loud as I bang my head on the wall. What the fuck did I just do? I just ruined my marriage. I'll tell Ana as soon as I get home. There are no secrets between us. She is so forgiving. Could she possibly forgive me for this? It meant nothing to me. Ana will forgive me. She loves me. We are soul mates. We can move passed this. I run to tell Dr. Lee I need to leave due to an emergency at home. On my way I call Kate and ask her to come get Will. I tell her something happened and I need to talk with Ana alone. Ana will forgive you Kavanagh. You have never done anything wrong before. Also, she takes her wedding vows to the heart. She wouldn't leave me over this.

-End Flashback-

I let out a huge breath of air. I told her that day and two weeks later I was being served divorce papers. I cried and got wasted in the hotel room for those two weeks. I almost drank myself to death. I just couldn't cope with what I had done to her - to my family. My parents had to fly in and help me get back on my feet. I thought if the alcohol didn't kill me, Ray surely would or Kate. Lisa called our house during those two weeks and tormented Ana. She showed up at Ana's work. That was the final straw and her friends at the police station had a restraining order put in place quickly for all of us. I got that vacation I so desperately wanted because I resigned at the hospital. I took the job in Seattle on the condition I didn't have to start for a while. I thought maybe Ana would try to stop me from leaving. She didn't. I expected her to scream and be angry about it all. She just cried until Kate brought Will back home and then it was like she was in mom mode. She asked me to pack a bag and leave. She was accommodating when it came to Will. She didn't keep him from me. We worked up our custody agreement during the divorce. She let me pick what I wanted to do based on my work schedule. Then she did the thing that broke me completely. She forgave me as I knew she would. I just thought we would still be together and not divorcing. She made the whole process rather quick and before long she was a Steele again. She was never mean or malicious during any of it. She was still amazing Ana and I was a broken man by my own doing.

When I think of the word broken it reminds me why I am on the way to talk to Ana. I would really like to break Grey's face in. Why did he pick my family to go after? Ana doesn't like grand gestures or money, which he is all about. Grey is flashy and fancy – my Ana is simple and classy. It is never going to work out between the two. When I pull in on two wheels, oops, didn't know I was going that fast, my anger goes through the roof. Kate's car is here as well as the SUV from the first time Grey was here, which means that fucking asshole is here. Good. I make my way through the house when I finally see them through the back window. Grey has Will in his arms and Ana positioned behind him.

I make myself known a lot louder than I should. I am surprised I didn't scare Will. I dig at Grey a bit about the cupcakes and by the look on his face it is working. Ana agrees to go inside with me and I smirk at Grey when she turns to follow me. He looks like he could kill me any minute now. Well, the feeling is mutual fucker.

I walk inside and hear Ana shut the door behind me. When I make it to the living room, I turn around to see her giving me the look. The mom look. I'm in deep trouble now.

Well, this was Ethan's pov and the reason they are divorced. The next chapter, which I am already working on, should be up either tonight or tomorrow after noon. It will return to Ana's pov for when she talks to Ethan. The reviews were once again amazing and made my heart melt. Love each and every one of your sweet faces. You guys are the absolute best!

As always, I do not own FSOG.

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