Chapter 10: did you know?

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"Look Kaname, we didn't stop her or bring her back because we knew she wasn't happy there, and this is her home now, not Cross Academy. We wanted her to have a new life, one that she doesn't have to remember any of you." Aidou said

"That's right, tell us how long did it that you to realize she was missing, did you even notice or did someone else? When was the last time you three had ever asked her how she was? Why she looked so pale? Or why she was so jumpy?" Ichijo asked staring at them all, and none of the spoke because the knew the truth. Aidou and Ichijo just 'humpft-ed'

"You didn't even notice how quite she began to be before she came here... And you call yourselves her family, you never cared. Did you know she could sing? Did you know that she wants to be a writer? Or that her best classes are Earth and English? That she was and is planning to go to writing school and after that she's going to go into business so she can help her Professor X, her new father?" Ichijo asked them, again none of them said anything.

"As I thought, you had no clue, you never took interest. You don't even know how smart Kitty is, don't you?" Aidou asked emphasizing Kitty as that is her real and new name, not Yuuki.

"Well she always got bad grades..." The headmaster began to say.

"Yeah, because of you! You had her do patrol over a whole school every night! Do you know how tired she always was? She constantly fell asleep in class because she got no sleep at night, when you supposed to!" Ichijo said mad that he was patchily blaming Kitty.

"And So what? At the being Kitty did have bad grades too, but we helped her and now she has the best grades in the class. Now she's the best of the best." Scott added.

"I tired to help her too, but she never got it so I gave up-" The Headmaster started but was cut off.

"And told her to go marry some rich guy so she doesn't have to right? Yeah, we know everything. You know how hurt Kitty was? Kurt go to my room and get that notebook that she had with her." Jean said as Kurt nodded and transported to her room.

"Why is he going to get some note book?" Emma asked, the first time she spoke all night.

"It the notebook where she used to write her poems in, she wrote one her first night here. We found it and I deiced to keep it, there I poem I want you to hear." She said as Kurt came back notebook in hand..

"Here you go" he said hading to her" jean took it and she read it out loud

"The Pain You Cost me By Yuuki Cross, now Kitty Xaiver,

The pain

The pain you cost me I could never deserved,

The pain you cost me you could never understand,

Here's a little about how I feel,

It feels like you stabbed me 100 times in the back,

It feels like I repeatedly fell off a building,

It feels like I was run over by a car, over and over again,

It feels like havng all my bones broken,

It feels like my body is being burned from the inside out,

I feel is like I'm dieing a slow and painful death,

I feel all this and more.

You could never understand

The way I feel

And you never will,

You say you know me, and you know how I feel

But the truth is you DON'T

You don't know how my body aches,

You don't know the tears I cry at night,

You don't know the pain I have to bare everyday,

The pain that I will carry from now until the day I die.

But for now all I am is one of the living dead,

Wandering this world woth no purpose or goal,

Not knowing were I'm going, or where to go,

Caring the pain you cost me."

As Jean read she began to cry, Jean and the others cared for Kitty so much that they would all die for her to be happy. They would do what ever it takes to make her happy. She looked at the four, the Headmaster could not believe that Yuuki could write that poem and that's how she had felt. Zero just sat there he never thought Yuuki as the dark type, she was always smiling. He felt like he could kill himself, all this time she felt like this and he never knew. What kind of friend was he? Kaname also was shocked, Yuuki his Yuuki was alone for SO long. He didn't know what to say.

"So now what do you say. Kitty was so sad and alone when she got here that it was best to erase her memories. She only remembers ages 1-4 and the past 2 years here with me and everyone at the Xavier Instatue. All she knows is that she once had another family and that she doesn't want anything to do with them. She also knows that Niki is her younger sister and that Aidou and Ichijo are her cousins. I for one believe that's all she needs to know for the moment." Professor X said.

"How can that girl be her sister or Aidou and Ichijo be her cousin's if they are vampires and she's not?" Zero challenged.

"Oh but she is a vampire, it's just that her father did something to her blood that made her more human then vampire." Charles said as he looked at them.

"Come, I will explain everything later, for now we have to get ready to go and see Kitty sing." Charles said as everyone followed him out.

"Come on Zero, Kaname you can change in our room." Ichijo said his voice monotone, as he and Aidou walked ahead. Emma went with Jean, and the Headmaster went with the Charles.