"You do know you can't keep doing this to me." I hear my brother say. He's been complaining ever since we got in the car. It times like this, I wish murder wasn't a crime.

"One of these days, your gonna know what it feels like to.." I turn my head to look at him.

"Sota, shut the hell up! Nobody cares!" I yell at him. The car goes quiet. Finally, I got him to shut up. After everything that happened today, I don't have the patience to deal with him right now.

"We're here." I hear Inuyasha say. I reach over to the car door handle, ready to get out of the car when I feel a hand on my arm. I turn to look at Inuyasha. "I need to talk to you." he says. I just nod my head. My brother is already walking through the front door.

"So what do you need to talk about?" I ask. Of course I already knew what we needed to talk about. I just wanted to hear what he say.

"I need to tell you about what Bankotsu said earlier."

Flashback

"Well, well, well, Kikyo and Inuyasha." I hear Bankotsu chuckle. "Doesn't this bring back old memories?" He asks. I don't know about you, but I'm a little confused. What did Bankotsu mean by that. I turn and look up at Inuyasha. He looks down at me.

"I'll tell you later." He whispers. I nod my head okay. At least he's going to tell me. "If I were you Bankotsu, I'd stay away from Kagome. She'd never fall for you." Inuyasha tells him. Bankotsu just laughs.

"Oh but she fell for you, and you only learned from the best."

"Please. You are no where near the best Bankotsu. Now I've already whooped your ass once, and I don't feel like doing it again. So stay away from Kagome." Inuyasha says.

"Before you say anything, is it going to be bad news or good news?" I ask. Hoping to god it isn't too bad.

"I don't know that depends on you, really." I close my eyes and think about what he just said. Whatever he was about to tell me, I could take. At least that's what I keep telling myself.

"Fine, just tell me." Inuyasha gives me a worried glance. He's hesitating, and the longer he waits to tell me, the more nervous I get. "Inuyasha." I say. He sighs and breaks eye contact. He is looking straight ahead, out the window.

"Before me and you were together, even before I met Naraku. Me and Kikyo we..." he stops and sighs. God I wish he'd hurry up. I wait for him to continue, but he doesn't.

"Inuyasha." I take a second to breath. "Please just tell me." I whisper.

"Me and Kikyo we.." again he pauses. I am about ready to rip his hair out. If he doesn't come out with it already. As soon as I open my mouth to say something he starts talking again. "I wouldn't say we were together, because we weren't. It was more like friend with benefits. Nothing more nothing less. At least it was in the beginning." My heart starts racing, and my mind starts to replay what Inuyaha just told me. He and Kikyo they... they were, oh god help me. I squeeze my eyes close. Trying not to freak out, but I can't, its to late.

"You fucked KIKYO!" I yell. "You FUCKED my best friend, and you never told me." I started trying to catch my breath, but its getting harder to breathe. I'm frantic, and ready to go ballistic. I want out. I thought I could handle this, but I can't. I reach for the door handle again. Before I can pull on it Inuyasha grabs me. "Let me go Inuyasha. Just leave me alone." I yell while I begin to struggle in his grip. Like always, his hold is too strong and before I know it, he has pulled me into his lap. Holding me down with in his over powering hold, I begin to clam down. I try my hardest not to cry. I don't want him to see me that weak.

"This is why I didn't want to tell you." I hear him whisper in my hair. "I know it hurts and I'm so sorry, but please listen to me. You have to let me finish." I don't say anything. I don't think I could even if I wanted to. Inuyasha sighs. "Yes me and Kikyo fucked. A few times." I cringe as he says this. "Back then, Bankotsu was her boyfriend and my best friend. It was the middle of our freshman year, when all the drama started… Bankotsu couldn't keep his hand to himself when it came to other women. He was always cheating on Kikyo and she would always come crying to me. Every time she came to me, I would..." He pauses and looks at me. "I would take care of her. If you know what I mean." I gulped. Of course I knew what he meant. " I guess you can say I wanted Kikyo so bad, I used her in her weak state of mind. When I look back on it, I never really cared about her. Not like that any way. She was my friend yes, but never my lover."

"So what? Bankotsu found out about your little affair and went nuts?" I ask.

"Yes and no. Bankotsu did find out, but instead of taking it out on me, he let his frustrations out on her." I gasp.

"He hit her?" I ask.

"No he didn't hit her. Not physically, but sometime mental damage can be worst then physical." I feel my heart pound at what he just said. Yes it is true, mental damage can be worst then physical. "He treated her like shit. He even slept with another girl right in front of her face, in her bed. He hardly ever called her, and when he did there was a bunch of females in the background. One day Kikyo finally got fed up with all his bullshit, and she broke up with him. Bankotsu wasn't to happy about that. He tried to kill her, but I managed to get there before he did kill her. I kicked his ass and took Kikyo to the hospital."

"So that's it?" I ask.

"After Kikyo was released, she kinda had feelings for me. She wanted us to be together, and for one minute I thought we could be." He says

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"So what happened?" I ask hoping he was going to tell me.

He sighs. "I was only 15. I couldn't give Kikyo what she wanted."

"More like you didn't want to be what Kikyo wanted." I say quietly.

"I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of, that includes hurting you. Once I told Kikyo we couldn't be together, she said I was lying and that I was afraid to be with her. She started crying and I couldn't help but console her. I felt sorry for her. Bankotsu was my best friend, and I was just like him. He was the one who taught me about the game and how to get girls. Back then I was just as bad, if not worse then he was. I told Kikyo that, but she didn't believe me. We kept on dating, for awhile, before she found out I was messing around with other girls. Then she finally realized it wasn't going to work and broke up with me." Every thing goes quiet once he's done.

I don't know what to say. What is there to say? 'Hey I know you fuck my best friend, but at least you saved her from Bankotsu.' and what about Bankotsu? What I am I suppose to do if I see him again? I could run, but that would be kinda stupid seeing as it was Kikyo he was after, not me. I know I sure as hell don't want him touching me after what I just heard. There's also Kikyo herself to worry about. How am I going to act now that I know what she went through? Do I ask her about it? Why didn't she tell me in the first place? She's supposed to be my best friend and she can't even tell me, she use to be fuck bodies with my ex? Man all this thinking is giving me a headache.

"So what made you even go to the movies?" I ask.

"Kikyo came to the house this morning, looking for you. I told her were you where, and she ask me to come with her."

"And you just agreed to go?"

"Well she started talking about how you might try to kill you brother, and I knew that I'd have to save her so yeah, I agreed to go with her." He says.

I raise an eyebrow. You have got to be kidding me. I start laughing. Yes, I know what your thinking. I just found out a bunch of crap about my best friend and my ex-boyfriend, I shouldn't be laughing. I should be pissed off. Trust me, I am very upset about the whole situation, but why cry over spilled milk. There so much I want to ask, but what for? It won't change anything.

I here something ringing, and notice that It's my cell phone. I flip it open to so I can see who it is. The name say Kikyo. Oh god. I don't know if I can even talk to her. I take a deep breath and answer. "Hello." My voice comes out weak.

"Hey girl, it's me." I hear Kikyo say.

"Oh hey girl. What're you doing?" So far so good. Just keep this up and you'll be okay. I tell myself.

"Nothing. Me and Naraku were thinking about heading out to that club again tonight. Why don't you and Inuyasha join us."

"Um sure. What time do you want to meet?" I ask

"Around 8 would be cool. I figure we can go get something to eat before we get there."

"Alright I'll call you when we're ready." I hang up my phone. "Kikyo wants to go to that club tonight. We're going to meet her at 8 at some restaurant." I tell Inuyasha.

"Are you sure you can handle this?" He ask me

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"I got to face her sometime. Better sooner then later, I guess." And with that I get out of the car and start walking towards the house. I need to get myself ready for this long night ahead of me.

AURTHOR NOTE

Hello, hello, hello,

OMG it fells like its been forever since I last updated. Well the last time I told you that I almost lost my passion for writing. I also said that I'm back and read to start writing again, which is true. I'm still trying to get back on track with updating at least once a week. Oh I have a new story that I wanna post pretty soon. I'll let you guys know when it's up so you can check it out.

So for all my old reader and new ones that are curious about what's going on in my love life well here it goes. Me and Lloyd are not together (those of you who read my other author notes know who Lloyd is.) anyways to show you how much my damn life is like a movie, me and Lloyd are currently best friends. Isn't that great? Not really lol. We both still have feeling for each other, but are both to pig head to admit that to each other. So because of that he has a new girlfriend who can't stand me, and trust the feeling is mutual. Ugh I don't understand what he see in that little twat.

But as if that isn't enough, Lloyd guy best friend transferred to the same school as me and Lloyd and now they live together. So what so bad about that huh? Well you see, every time I go over Lloyds house HE'S there. That wouldn't be a problem except I think I'm starting to like him, and he's already confessed that he has feeling for me. That isn't too bad, right? Right? Wrong, I'm Lloyd's ex-girlfriend, he's Lloyd best friend, that's wrong on so many levels.

In my sad attempt to get my mind off of Lloyd and his best friend, I started to talk to another guy. The poor guy, he was so sweet, but there could never be anything between us but friendship. We talk for like 3 months before I told him the truth. I felt so horrible because I knew I never wanted to be with him. I just used him as a distraction, and he thought there was more between us.

So I finally gave James a chance (oh James is Lloyds best friend). All though Lloyd has no freaking clue. To my surprise, everything has been going great. Well it was going good until Mr. Lloyd had to bring his big head back into the picture. Two days ago Lloyd pops up at my house asking if we can talk. So we talk and basically he wants me back. Great, right? Once again so wrong. He comes to my house after a fucking year of not being together, pours his little heart out, telling me he's sorry, and wants me back, and will do whatever it takes to get me back. After a whole fucking year. Did he really think I was just gonna jump for joy and say yes I'm yours again.

The sad part is I did want to say yes. God I really really wanted to say yes. But pride is a horrible thing. I was mad, hell I'm still mad, and I want him to feel what I went through for a whole year. Besides he still with that bitch he calls a girlfriend and why should I give up James for him? Omg this message is long. Sorry I just felt like I need to tell somebody what I am going through right now. And what's better then telling a bunch of people you've never met. Lol. Gosh I love you guys!

SHOUT OUTS

AngelofMist Lol I still think Bankotsu is cute. Even if he is a meany. Thanks for the review

inuyashagrl27 Thank you, Thank you. I am glad you loved it, I do try. Lol

Nelly Well here you go. A new chapter seeing as I have to keep on going. Lol

brokenchaos

Thank you. Its nice to know I still have old fans as well as new fans that love the story.

Diamond369 Haha. Keep Reading. You'll find out soon.