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Another sporadic manga writing :D About disappearing. You've gotta love angst :D Basically, Axel and Roxas talk about death ._.
"It'll happen to all of us, one day." Axel muttered, his voice as blank as the expression on his face. "Once we've used up all of our time, when we're old and useless, poof." He swirled his hand around in the air as he said "poof", though he wasn't exactly sure why. He'd always done stuff like that, in his past life. He had been a very animated person, and he was usually one nowadays. Old habits died hard, he guessed...
" "Poof" ?" Roxas cocked his head in a curious way, his eyes full of confusion. All of a sudden, they flashed with recognition, and were clouded over with something strange... What was it? Sadness? Fear? Despair? "Do you mean... We'll disappear?" He asked quietly, gazing emptily at the ground below them, though not focusing on anything in particular. Nodding, Axel returned his gaze to the horizon, taking a bite out of his ice cream and savoring the taste before speaking again.
"That's right. One day, we'll disappear." He replied, surprised by how quiet his voice sounded as it came out. "It's not like we have hearts that will live on after us. Once we're gone, we're gone. Forever. There won't be anything left." Nothing left. No soul to go on after death, no light rising into the sky, just "poof", and then gone. Forever. Why did the faces of those from castle Oblivion keep bobbing up in his memory? Disappear... Gone... That's right, they were gone too. Forever. Not that he cared, but, still... What's it like... To disappear? No feelings, no consciousness, nothing. Absolutely nothing. That fate of those who aren't meant to exist. His curious thought quickly became bitter, and he turned to Roxas, longing for a distraction.
"So... How'd you know, about us disappearing?" He asked, taking another bite out of his ice cream. It was starting to melt now, so he quickly took another bite, licking a dribble of it off of the stick before it reached his glove. He'd always hated the texture of melting ice cream, it was just so... Weird.
Roxas was gazing silently at the setting sun, his sea-blue eyes looking glassy as he took a small bite out of his own ice cream. Finally, he responded, his eyes still clouded over.
"When Saix told us you'd all been eliminated at Castle Oblivion, Xigbar told me that there wouldn't be anything left. That when a Nobody disappeared, they were just "gone", and that was the end of it." Roxas admitted, taking another bite from his ice cream, which was almost gone now. "It was weird... I felt really weird, thinking about you being "gone", and there being nothing left." Roxas' vision finally focused, and he turned to face Axel. There was a serious look in his eyes as he spoke, and Axel found himself chuckling. "What?" Roxas asked, the smallest of smiles tugging at the edge of his mouth, despite the serious and somber mood.
"Nothing. It's just... You keep on talking about feeling stuff like you actually have a heart to feel it with." Axel grinned, and Roxas began smiling too. "You have no memories of your past life, so you shouldn't even remember what it's like to feel, yet it comes so naturally to you. It's, I dunno, sort of weird, don't you think?" He chuckled, though inside, he was a bit envious of Roxas. All of the emotions he "felt" were so much more genuine than the ones he "felt." Grant, his own "emotions" always felt more real when he was around Roxas, but Roxas just seemed... More, real, than the rest of the organization members did. He had the aura of... Of a real human being.
Idk if Axel likes melting icecream or not. I hate it though, so I passed it on to him. :D
I only have like, four drabbles left ;; Well, four full ones. I'll have to squash teh little ones together. I can probably find some more crap to post here though :D Please review guys! I miss all of you!