20 Crack and Not So Crack Pairings with Kinomoto Sakura
Extra Note: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is owned by CLAMP.
Title: Fair?
Pairings: Kamui x Sakura; Past Kamui x Kotori; Slight Syaoran x Sakura and slight hints of other pairings
Category: Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles
Rating: T
Genre: One-sided romance, slight drama, slight romance and a bit of angst.
Warming: Slight OOC and definitely not Canon this time.
Note: Yes, I know. Why do I have this one up, when I already did one before? It's because that one is a Card Captor Sakura x X/1999 crossover fic, so this one would be a Tsubasa Chronicle one.
From what Kamui heard about the princess from Subaru, its seems all too familiar. Too familiar that he wants to shake out of the hold the memories that slowly crawls and creeps into his mind. Was it really fair that whenever he looks at Sakura and Syaoran, that he couldn't help but wonder if it'll be like them if Kotori has survived, if Kotori had lived? Was it fair that he starts comparing Kotori and Sakura from time to time?
Was it really fair that instead of thinking of Kotori like he had in the previous years, he kept on thinking about Sakura even after the travelers left? How was it fair that memories of him and Kotori just seem to fade while the images of Sakura shone brightly? Is it really fair that he sometimes closes his eyes and sees that instead of Syaoran standing next to Sakura, it was himself? What about the fact that he isn't sorry about hurting Syaoran earlier before Syaoran betrayed Sakura? Or the fact that sometimes lets out a wistful smile that his twin somehow misinterpret it as missing home or missing Kotori, which in fact it wasn't. There was this one time where he lightly touched her face when she is asleep, admiring her beauty, kindness and the courage she always ready to forgive. Her eyes, now that he knows and always continued to haunt his mind till this very day, are the same shade as Subaru. Sakura isn't just like Subaru, her personality, loyalty, and wisdom is very similar to Subaru. There was also the fact that she experienced the similar betrayal that Subaru, and dare he thought of it, that came in the form of Seishirou. With these thoughts, Kamui can't help but selfishly think what would it be like if he was with her? That should he envy Syaoran for being the object of her affections?
Kamui sighed, all he wants to do now is banged his head on something hard, like a wall or a table, and just push these memories and thoughts to the farthest corners of his mind. He didn't want to think about her, about what would it be like if he is in a relationship with her, it's just how it is and one of the universal laws for every dimension. Life isn't fair, Kamui concluded, but then he already know that...right?
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