46. It was a quiet ride

The rest of the way to the hospital

47. When we arrived

We got to go see Kendall right away

He woke up on the ride over

Thank god

We all bursted into the room

Except Josh who trailed cautiously behind

"What were you boys thinking?

If the waves are huge and knocking you over every time

It'd be best to get out of the water

So you don't whined up killing yourself

Or breaking a yourself!"

Screamed Gustavo

Josh was backing up and tears were forming

In his eyes from Gustavo's yelling

Again Gustavo was making Josh feel horrible

"Shut up Gustavo! You're Josh feel really bad!

So shut the hell up and be nice for once!"

48. Once Again

Everyone was surprised by me

Yelling at Gustavo, I was loud

But I never yelled at anyone

Or was ever mean, but hey

I'm very protective of my brother

And he was already having a bad day

And this was making it worse

If anyone should feel bad about the beach day

It should be me since I came up with idea

"Carlos you okay?"

Asked James

"I just want everyone to be okay"

49. Kendal laughed

He had a sprain in his arm

"I'll be okay in no time

Thanks to your little brother"

"Yeah, but James is a mess right now,

Gustavo won't stop yelling,

Your mother and sister are upset,

And Josh feels guilty along with his grieving"

Everyone looked at me

Logan put his arm around me

"Let's go outside"

"Fine"

50. I went outside with Logan

And sat down in one of the chairs

I felt so upset with everyone

Including myself

I just wanted everyone to feel alright

To be okay