Disclaimer: I own nobody but Kailyn, Kaidyn, Jake, Jenni, Jessica, and whoever else I made up...
Author's Note: Yes I know that nobody would like to hear that their fiance's baby might not be theirs and I know I should have John act out but I will...it's all getting there...You can feel the tension in this chapter also. read and review please!!! Thanks!!!
"Let's go inside, Kaidyn's been outside all afternoon," I said when I finally pulled away from my dad's hug.
I took Cheyenne's hand and we went inside. John had went inside before anyone else and wasn't anywhere to be seen. I took Cheyenne and Kaidyn to the play room so they could play.
"Where's John?" my dad asked, as he sat on the love seat and Rebecca sat next to him.
"I don't know, I'll go find him," I said and I turned and went upstairs to look for him.
I found him in our room, staring at a picture of me and him that we had taken for our engagement picture. I watched him from the doorway, not saying anything. I watched as a couple tears slipped down his face and I felt my heart break a little.
I walked in and I sat down next to him on the bed and he looked at me with tears in his blue eyes.
"Kaley, how could you do that to me?" he whispered.
"I'm sorry, please, John don't cry," I said, wiping a tear away.
"It hurts, Kailyn, to think of you doing that with my best friend," he said.
"I know," I said softly.
"How do you know? I didn't sleep with Brooke," he said, his voice getting louder.
"I know but I can think how it feels John, you're not the only person I've dated," I said, back.
"I know but you don't even like Randy, that's the bad thing," he said, softly.
"John, I love you with my entire heart, you have to believe me," I said.
John didn't say anything. We sat there for a couple minutes, in silence.
"You know what hurts worse?" he asked.
"What, baby," I said, taking his hand.
"That the baby you're carrying might not be mine," he said, taking his hand and putting it on my stomache.
"I was drunk that night, way past my limit John, and I want this baby to be yours…I really do," I said, placing my hand over his.
John leaned in and kissed me softly but reluctantly. I could feel his uncertainty through his kiss. I felt ashamed and I even resented the baby a little but I knew it wasn't the baby's fault; it was mine. I should have just never even gone near Randy in the first place.
"Let's go back downstairs," John said, standing up and walking out of the room.
I sighed and followed him. I wanted everything to go back to normal but I knew that wouldn't be possible.
"Should we invite some friends over and have a grill out?" my dad asked.
"That sounds fun," John said, picking up his cell phone.
John called a couple friends from wrestling as did my dad and I.
"Who'd you call daddy?" I asked, sitting on the couch, next to John.
"Paul and Steph, they're going to bring Aurora," my dad said.
My eyes brightened. I loved that little girl.
"I called Kennedy and Jess, they're going to bring Jenni with them, I also called Batista and he's going to bring his nephew, Nick, who's like 9," I said, casually.
"You like Kennedy," Rebecca said with her nose turned up.
"Yes, I do, he's a nice friend," I snapped at her.
"Kailyn," my dad said, warningly.
"I also called Ashley, she's bringing Matt and Jeff with her even though I told her to leave Matt at home but you know how that goes and Jeff's bringing his son Jake," I said, rolling my eyes. "Who'd you call baby?"
"I called Lashley, Randy, Tradmarc, and my brother Steven," he said.
I wondered why he called Randy. I would have thought that he wouldn't have called him since what happened but I shrug it off. Maybe he would just let it go.
"Do we need anything special for the grill out?" I asked.
"Steak, hamburgers, hot dogs, hot dog buns, hamburger buns, and drinks," my dad said.
"Okay, I'll go to the store to get them, Kennedy, Jess, and Jenni will be here any minute," I said as I grabbed my purse and keys.
"Okay," my dad said.
I walked over to John and leaned down and placed a light kiss on his lips.
"Watch Kaidyn, make sure he doesn't hurt himself," I said.
"Okay," John said.
I left and went to the grocery store.
At the grocery store I bought steak, hamburger, chicken, hot dogs, buns for both, beer, Smirnoff ice in the flavors of watermelon, grape, and green apple, and I bought some chips. I also bought grapes, oranges, apples, and a watermelon.
I went up to the check out and bought the stuff then took it to my car then drove back to my house.
I pulled in and I saw Kennedy and Batista outside talking. I got out of my car and looked at them.
"Hey you guys want to help me carry the food in?" I asked as I grabbed three sacks.
"Sure," Batista said and walked over.
"Thanks," I said, gratefully.
"I'll help too," Kennedy said, grabbing a sack and a case of beer.
We carried the stuff into the kitchen and then went back out to get more. We managed to make it the last trip and took it all into the kitchen.
"Thanks guys, you really helped me out," I said, and I hugged them both.
"You're welcome," Batista said and leaned against the counter as I put the chips on the table and put the fruit in the fridge.
I turned around and looked at Batista and noticed him watching me.
"Do you need something?" I asked as I grabbed two things of Smirnoff Ice and put it in the fridge.
"Nothing, just thought I'd stay in here and talk to you," he said, watching me intently.
"Oh," I said as I finished putting the stuff away.
I walked into the other room and sat down next to John. I looked at him and could feel the tension. I knew he was thinking about what happened between me and Randy but there was no way that I could change the past, no matter how much I wish I could.