SELF HARM

2- Jerry

1-Jack

1-Kim

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~2 years before Jack and Kim were dating~

"AHHH!" I screamed, while jolting awake, only to find I was held down by straps on a hospital bed. extremely confused and scared, i desperatley try to undo the buckles to no avail.

"Shh… Kim, it's okay, you're fine." Said a strange voice while stroking my hair. I glanced up to find none other than brown haired Jack Brewer. I allow myself a small smile until the events of the day before come crashing back to me. I'm not so confused anymore.

I gasp dramtically. "You, i- I didn't mean.. But-But-"

"Kim? Its Jack, You're safe. I'm not going to hurt you." Jack says, taking my trembling hand. When he touches me I feel my heart rate increase, my palms get sweaty. Half of me knows Jack won't hurt me, but the other half is screaming danger.

"HELP!" I scream, fighting my way out of jacks grip.

"Kim!" Jack squeals, equally surprised and annoyed. "The doors are sound proof- no one can hear you. Do you really think I came in here to hurt you?" he says with hurt quickly flashing across his face. "C'mon, don't be like that. I swear Kim, it was an accident."

I try to bring my arms up to cover my face, when I remember that I'm still strapped down. "The docs had to retain you so you wouldn't escape, or move too much. You're ribs are damaged." Jack says calmly.

I feel a lump in my throat, and I have to close my eyes, that way I can't see his reaction to my tears. I just let the drops fall out of my eyes as little whimpering sounds escape me. I was in a lot of pain, but that didn't bother me as much as the only person in this room who i didn't want to see. Not now, Not ever.

My mother taught me to forgive people, but i just wasn't feeling up to forgiving the person who lashed out and sent me hurtling to a full concussion, broken ankle and fractured ribs. Did i mention stitches? All the pain I'm feeling is just another reminder that Jack Brewer is not who i thought he was; and no ounce of apology is going to change that. I don't want to give him the satisfaction of my tears, but i have no hands to wipe the salty drops away.

"Hey…" Jack says softly. I feel him slowly undoing the buckled straps that are holding me down. "Don't cry." He scoops me up in his arms gently and sits us both down on the couch adjacent to my bed. I cover my face with my hands and sob loudly. Jack strokes my hair soothingly, whispering soft words of comfort in my ear. i wish it didn't, but it makes me feel better.

"You hurt me." I sniffle.

"I know, and I-I can't tell you how sorry I am, Kim. I'm not supposed to be here, but i had to see you, to make this right. I'm going crazy without you. i need my best friend Kim. I need you, and I'm so sorry."
So I gather up all the strength I can muster and slap him square across the face. He looks stunned before breathing out harshly. "Do you feel better now?" he grits. I try not to smile at the satisfactory red mark streaking against his cheek.

"Go to #!*% , brewer."

SHORT and not the best- but really just a filler until the self harm chapter. Im really excited to write that one, so PLEASE vote for your person.

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