Emma tossed and turned in her sleep, never being able to just slip into slumber.
She needed to take a walk, she was probably just still rattled up or maybe too excited about the Trivia game next week.
She slipped into her tight grey hoody, zipping it up over her tank top and put on her jean shorts and off went her pajama pants.
She crawled out of her window and just walked, walked as far as she could, tried to relax as must as she could muster.
Damn him.
She watched her feet take her god knows where and let her mind wonder too much until she looked up and stopped, looking around the night lit sky and then her surroundings.
Her random walk, wasn't so random. Her feet took her to the ravine.
There he was, sitting alone but Amy walking up to him and he was probably as moody as Emma still because she saw him sneer something before Amy took off and found another guy to guide to some dark part of the woods.
Gross.
Emma's feet began to move and she cursed at them, wanting to cut them off. Why couldn't she stop?
Jay felt a presence over him as he had just opened a beer and growled in annoyance, looking up until he stopped. His glare stayed on, but it was slightly curious.
They locked eyes, and Emma's eyes looked...unreadable, yet, he could still read them. Before either one of them knew it, he dropped his full beer down to the grass and took her hand, walking off, pulling her toward a run down looking van.
They kissed madly. And I mean madly, knowing they were still mad at the other. His hands cupped her face, sliding slowly to the back of her head as his fingers slightly gripped her hair as he roughly kissed her.
Emma pushed him against the door of the van after he closed it and kissed him back just as passionately, her hands clenching his shirt.
God, she hated him.
He didn't care about her protesting today, his hands went to the zipper of her sweater and shoved it off and she pulled away breathless but eyes still closed as he pulled it off and brought her back into his arms. They both sat up on their knees since in the back of a candle lit van. She was pushed on her back and laid down with him over her and thought she breathed in shakingly, she was sure this time when his fingers ran up her thigh.
..but at least this time, he opened his eyes to gaze into hers and she stopped looking angry at him and softened, nodding. He seemed to lose all anger too, and sighed a bit, leaning down and captured her lips just gently this time, but his fingers did roughly pull her jean shorts apart.
His hand slid into her jeans, keeping over the panties but still rubbed her over them and she felt it quite well and moaned, laying her head back and closed her eyes. Oh my god ..
She wanted to focus on how good it really did feel, but her stomach did turn at the realization on why Jay was so good at doing it (he'd had a ton of girls, probably in here too)
Jay had leaned down and he noticed her turn her head when he went to kiss her. Was she still mad? She did arch her hips a bit more into his hand though, letting him continue and he was happy to just suck on her neck instead then but could still sense her small resentment towards him for something..just made him work harder at pleasing her.
Emma whimpered, feeling his circular motions increase and she felt herself getting wet and squirm a little under him. Oh my GOD It felt so good, she felt so wrong for thinking this. Did this make her a slut?
Jay finally pushed his hand right under her panties and felt her bare, wetness, his fingers slipping down her folds and she sorta cried out a bit, her eyes opening and he stared into her eyes with almost a pleading look. He HAD to feel her.
She tried to keep her eye on him back, but her eyes fluttered, feeling that finger now slowly entering her and she bit her lower lip a bit scared. It felt okay, and then he put two in and she felt so damn tight.
Damn.. did the girl not even PLAY with herself? Ever?
Jay was losing his mind, watching Emma in bliss like she'd never done this before and was moaning and whimpering, starting to wrap her arms around his neck and this time, she let him kiss her quite fully.
They pulled away breathless, but her more panting as his fingers were twisting inside her now and her walls were beginning to clench around his fingers. He knew what she was about to do, but she had no idea and cried out, feeling a rush of excitement, almost paralysation running through her, and a vibration against the most pleasing spots of her body began to shake and shiver, sending another cry out as he hungrily watched her go over the edge and she came back down, panting hard.
She opened her eyes to him and she was so tight that his fingers were almost pushed out when she was so tensed up. He leaned down, trailing light kisses around her neck as she cried to catch her breath and her eyes darted around the vans ceiling.
wow.
When she had stopped seeing stars and closed her eyes to his lips on her neck, she finally blushed and came back down to earth, sitting up a bit and went to get up but watched him help her slowly do up her jeans.
He glanced up at her as he did so, eyeing her a bit closely and somewhat...carefully. She bit her lower lip, not believing they just did that.
That SHE just did that?
He looked back down when he was finished, then moved back so she could get up.
Emma felt really bad now, reminding herself this was probably nothing new to him, or this unreal. and the fact of Alex, his girlfriend, came to mind.
She opened the van door and jumped out to gasp when his hand caught her wrist and she turned around to face him. She looked flushed.
His eyed darkened on her but asked lightly, "Are you okay?"
She nodded, swallowing hard and searched his eyes for anything. Nothing. Couldn't read him right now but she did have tons of emotions flying through herself that she couldn't even explain and she just wanted to run home.
He let go and looked away from her. She took this cue to run.. and that she did.
She ran all the way home and when she slipped back into the house, nobody noticing her gone, she went back to bed. Only now she was for sure not going to sleep.
She stayed up for hours, staring at her blank wall, trying to wrap around her head around tonight and even insisted it was just a dream but it wasn't.. .she could still feel the tingles in her from his fingers whenever she thought about it
Back at the ravine, Jay got out of the van, staring at it like it was his enemy and walked to his civic.
He got in, and stared blankly at his steering wheel.
Jay was losing his mind, watching Emma in bliss like she'd never done this before and was moaning and whimpering, starting to wrap her arms around his neck and this time, she let him kiss her quite fully.
Jay snapped out of it and started the car. He blasted his radio to try and listen to that instead of thinking.
He hated thinking..
He sped out of that fucking place as fast as he could, lighting a smoke his fidgety hands placed in between his lips as he drove and inhaled it rather shakingly too.
Too high With a taste of your lips
Can't come down
Losing my head
Spinning 'round and 'round
Do you feel me now
I'm on a ride
You're toxic I'm slipping under
With a taste of a poison paradise
I'm addicted to you
Don't you know that you're toxic
And I love what you do
Don't you know that you're toxic
(toxic- brit spears)