"Hey mama." Henry said when Emma entered the kitchen.

"Hey kid." She couldn't help the smile that crossed her face. She wasn't used to him calling her anything but Emma.

"How did you sleep?" Henry asked both his mothers as Regina walked in.

"Fine Dear, and you?" Regina infered.

"Great, I had a dream about the babies and I think they are both going to be boys and we are going to go on missions and we can build a treehouse. The Posssibilities are endless!" Henry was so excited and he wasn't afraid to show anyone.

"They might be girls Henry, and girls can do those things too. Let's not be sexist, dear." Regina said smartly.

"Mom, I know girls can do the same things as boys. You already proved that. I was just saying that it would be funner this way. We could make a boys only club and we can outrule the girls. We would have a great time." Henry wanted the babies to be boys badly.

"Oh yes great fun. Just imagine the mud that will be spread all over. There will be shoes and backpacks left all over the place. Boys are messy." Regina sassed.

"Regina, I think you're forgetting that the kids are half me so either way, boy or girl, they will be messy." Emma commented.

"you're probably right Em." Regina replied.

They all went about their morning routines. Emma helped Henry get ready for school while Regina cleaned up the kitchen. Regina had the week off to help Emma. Emma had walked Henry to the bus stop and walked home. Her "Home", she had never had a place that she could call home other than Mary Margret's house. What happened there? Emma wondered.

"Regina may I talk to you?" Emma asked as she entered Regina's home office.

"Always." Regina replied.

"What Happened with Mary Margret I-I-I mean Snow. Whatever her name is, just tell me." Emma was so confused with all the Fairytale- reality thing.

"Its a long story." Regina said.

"I dont have anything better to do." Emma sat on the couch in the corner of Regina's office.

"Fine I will tell you get comfortable." Regina spoke while Emma laid back on the couch and put her swelling feet up.

"We are mad at Snow and aren't speaking to her because of a group of things. We, You, Came out to her and she freaked out. When you told her you were dating me she thought I cast a spell on you to make you love me. I didn't and you told her this and she kicked you out. You moved in with Henry and me. She didn't like this either. Four months after you moved in I proposed. You obviously said yes and she hated wedding was set to be five months after that. She didn't show up to the wedding and that was that last straw. We didn't see her for months and then when we found out you were pregnant we went to tell her. We almost told her about the triplets when she accused you of infidelity. We got upset and left and then I was hit by a car. That is why we dont speak or see her." Regina explained.

Emma placed her hand on her expanding stomach. "Okay two questions, 1. what about David, are we cool with him? and 2. You said we were only having twins not triplets so whats that about?" Regina was berating herself for exposing the triplets thing she never wanted to hurt Emma.

"Yes your father has been very accepting and has been a great help with Henry." Regina spoke.

"And the babies?" Emma inquired.

Regina breathed deeply and started the story."We were having triplets but when I was hit by the car, I was in the hospital and you got stressed and scared and it was bad. Henry found you passed out in a pool of your own blood. We lost one of our babies and it was very sad but we made it through it. We focused on our children left. We had a funeral and it was so sad. We buried our child in the cemetary and we planted an apple tree near the headstone."

Emma was sobbing by the end of the story. She wiped her face and got up and went to the front door. She put her shoes on and grabbed her coat. "Emma, where are you gong?" Regina asked.

"I need a minute. I promise I'm not running.I will be back." Emma said. With that she walked out the door and started her car.

When Regina heard Emma's car back out the driveway she slid down the front door and let the tears fall freely. What had she done? She was so sorry for being the Evil Queen. She never wanted this. She wanted Her wife back and she wanted her dead baby back, She wanted to be a happy family. She wanted her Happy Ending. When was it coming?

Emma pulled up right outside the Storybrooke Cemetary. She walked around until she saw a small apple tree sticking out of the ground. She saw the headstone and she could barely breathe.

R.I.P

Baby Swan-Mills

Loving Sibling and Child.

Died 2016

Emma couldn't believe what she was reading. She sat on the grass in front of the headstone and started crying "I'm sorry baby. I'm so sorry I couldn't keep you safe. It was my job as a mom and I let you down. I am so sorry." Emma grabbed her belly and laid on the ground. That's when something happened. She remembered something!

*Flashback*

"I'm sorry. I am so sorry. Please baby come back, please." Emma was screaming at the gravestone. It was raining and she was covered in mud.

Emma and Regina were sporting black dresses while Henry was sporting a black tux. They were surrounded by the people of Storybrooke. They were giving the Swan-Mills looks of pity. It was terrible. Snow was there but she stayed in the back giving looks of sorrow. She wanted to comfort her daughter but she didn't. She let Regina handle it.

The pastor was saying something but Emma wasn't listening and she didn't care either. She just burried her baby. Children were suppose to out live their parents. Parents weren't meant to burry their children. Emma was starting to hyperventilate. She was going to lose it and it was going to be bad.

Charming walked over and grabbed Emma and Emma collapsed to the ground. She couldn't breathe and she couldn't stop crying she jut wanted to die. She wanted her Baby. She was suppose to protect her child and she failed. She was suppose to be the Savior. That was bullshit. She was done, she was ready to go home.

"Breathe Emma, You need to breathe. Calm down and breathe for your babies." Charming placed his hand on Emma's stomach trying to convey his point.

Regina looked like she was breaking. She was letting the tears fall but she didn't look like she was breathing.

Henry walked up in front of the hole in the ground. He threw a rose in and a little note that said... I love you, Boy or Girl. You are always going to be my first little sibling. I love you so much.

Regina couldn't do this anymore. Watching her family break and not being able to do something was killing her. She was watching her perfect, good wife while her heart was breaking. How much could a soul take before you are so shattered you can't participate in anything. She would never change walking down the isle with her wife but this was something she can't do. It was killing her watching them burry her child.

After the funeral, Charming carried both Regina and Emma to the car and placed them in the back seat. Usually Regina would complain but she was barely holding on as it was. Emma and Regina were leaning against each other. They were trying to find strength in each other. Henry sat up front with his grandfather and watched as the citizens of Storybrooke watched them drive away, Snow included. "I'm sorry Baby" Emma whispered and she succumbed to sleep.

*End Flashback*

Emma couldn't believe she remembered this. She had to get home to her family. The sun was starting to set and that meant that Henry was probably already home. She got in her yellow buggie and drove to home. She drove in the driveway and walked to the porch. She was debating knocking but she just walked in instead. Henry met her at the door.

"Hi muma."

"Hey kid, Where's your mom?"

"She is upstairs in your bedroom. She says she has a headache and that she doesn't want to be bothered. I think she's crying though. I heard her voice crack when we were talking through the door earlier." Henry explained.

"Thanks kid. I will go check on her. There is money in my wallet, why don't you order a pizza. Make it two, I am eating for three now. Thanks kid." She yelled while walking up the stairs to her bedroom.

When she arrived at the bedroom door she knocked but when she didn't hear anything but a sniffle she walked in slowly. She closed the door behind her and slowly got in bed next to Regina. She put her arm around her wife and Regina stilled. When Emma held her tighter Regina relaxed a little knowing Emma only held tighter when Regina truely needed it.

"i'm sorry Emma." Regina whispered wiping her face with the sleave of her shirt.

"What on earth are you sorry for?" Emma inquired.

"I am sorry I brought up the baby and made you upset. I never meant to upset you." Regina explained.

"Regina, I am not going to lie, yes it made me sad but I am glad you told me. I went to the Cemetary and I remembered something." Regina looked shocked."I remembered the funeral and what happened when we both fell apart. I am sorry we lost our baby."

"Em, It is not your fault okay. It is nobody's fault. I know you want to blame someone and I do too but we cant. There was nothing we could have done. I know you dont fully remember and I will always be totally honest with you no matter what. I will always be there for you good times and bad. I will aways catch you when you fall."

"I know, I trust you Regina." Emma said. Blue smoke fluttered around the hugging women. Emma started get dizzy and she hugged Regina closer to her.

"Are you alright Emma?" Regina asked.

"Yes Gina. I remember Again!" Emma jumped up and started kissing Regina all over. Emma had Regina at Gina.

"Oh My God. Baby, you're back! Don't ever ever do that to me again. I thought I lost you. I love you. I love you so so much." Regina was crying harder then she was before.

"I love you too babe, dont ever forget it." Emma whispered through her tears. "Now lets get ourselves together and go get our son. He ordered pizza!" Emma was so excited for pizza she had been craving it all day.

Regina nodded and smiled at her wife. "You and your food, what am I going to do with you?"

"Love me, Duh" Emma joked.

"Always my dear, Always." Regina couldn't stop the smile that made itself known.

"Moms the pizza's are here!" Henry yelled from what sounded like the kitchen.

Regina and Emma chuckled. "Let's go get our son!" Emma said with new found determaination.