Purple Violence(Rewrite in the Works)

by Golden Wind Requiem

When Mineta Minoru gets expelled from UA for a crime he didn't commit, he runs away to a town called Santa Destroy, where he gets saved by a man named Travis Touchdown from a gang. Life takes a deadly turn when Mineta enters the United Assassins Association, where he has to reach number one by killing other assassins, and boy will the journey suck.(Rewrite in Progress.)

10. Where's The Exit: Inside Mineta's Mind

(Takes Place before a little while in Chapter 1... Inside Mineta's Mind)

I've been known to act a little perverted.

I've been known to grope

To fantasize about women

To hurt

To be a gluten for punishment

At least, that's how Aizawa-san spoke to me.

I've failed him.

I'm no hero.

I'm...

I don't know who I am anymore.

I know that people always punish me.

Laughed at me.

I wouldn't be surprised if people threw a damn party at my expulsion.

And to be honest

I don't blame them.

I'm nothing compared to them.

I was supposed to be a decent human being.

A hero.

People told me that I should "Go Beyond"

Plus-

I'm tired of hearing that.

I'm tired of existing.

I've never told anyone this...

During my failed attempts to look at a women's so called beauty

And I was zapped

Slapped

Punched

Pushed off a wall

I always wondered,

"Why haven't they just finished me off? I mean, it wouldn't have been a huge lost. It's Mineta, after all. The class clown. The butt monkey"

I'll die alone.

I'm no good for anyone.

I've been looking for something.

The Exit.

The pearly white light at the end of the tunnel.

That place called "Paradise".

Where is it, God?

Where's the exit?

Please tell me...

Or you're just find a way to make me live.

You always do.

C'mon...

My father was right.

I was truly a let down.

I was just like my sister.

If she wasn't killed by a hit and run, just because she wanted to impress some dumb bastard of a man.

She found the exit...

Why can't I?