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I walked into the forest not knowing what Edward was going to say or do. I just kept walking and within 10 minutes of being in there he started "why?"

"why what?" I asked knowing exactly what he was talking about.

"Yvette stop with this. Why is Bella's leg broken? I mean really? I go hunting for the rest of the day and the next thing I know Alice is having visions of Bella in the nurses office and crying. What happened?"

I continued staring at the floor automatically embarrassed from the things I told Bella in class. I didn't answer him and he let out a frustrated breath. A moment later I looked up and didn't see him there. I knew he left and so I let my emotions out. I tried with all my might to hold them back, but they came flooding out like a waterfall. Before I knew what was happening a cold gentle finger was probing my face up and I was staring into Edwards gold eyes. I felt like I was in a trance. He progressively got closer and closer when all of a sudden I realized something. OMG I MIGHT ACTUALLY BE USING MY POWER AGAIN. I shut my eyes and thought in my head stop stop stop stop stop. It didn't work and so I did the only logical thing I could think of.

"am I using my power on you because your getting awfully close?" I asked seriously.

I then opened my eyes to see his face lined with worry, but he answered, "no Yvette your not, and I m sorry." He gently let my face go and took three big steps back. I didn't even realize how close he was. Now my face was warmer than before and I realized that his breath was making my cheeks cold. There was a lot of tension and I remembers there were still tears in my eyes. I wiped them away and notice that you could slice the tension with a knife. I began to tell him the story of what happened in class.

"… and she lunged and landed right on the floor. There was a big crack hear in the class and her leg was situated at an awkward angle so I brought her to the nurse."

I finished out of breath and all he did was put me on his back and run me home. I didn't dare question him because he looked like he was in a foul mood. We reached my house within seconds and he set me down very gently before he again stepped close to me, stared into my eyes deeply and said,

"ill be back around ten, but if you fall asleep by then do you mind if I wake you up?" I shook my head and he vanished right before my very eyes.

I was speechless. I walked into my house like I was a zombie. I didn't want ten to come because I knew that he was going to either be happy because Bella was ok and I didn't like Bella very much, or he was going to be in a bad mood because he wasn't with Bella and instead had to deal with me.

(6 hours later)

It was after ten and there was no sign of Edward so I just started heading up to my room. I know I only waited 5 minutes but when you think of how fast a vampire really is, he is actually about 5 hours late. I quietly giggled to myself. Partly from the joke I just made, and partly because now I wouldn't have to deal with Edward's bi-polar ass. I mean I love spending time with him, but it seems that every time Bella become part of our conversation more stress is put on him.

"I think I just had an epiphany.." I said softly to myself as I opened the door to my room. I screamed bloody murder when I saw Edward laying on my bed gingerly reading my pride and prejudice book that lay on my dresser. I quickly added after my scream

"don't worry garette I'm ok just saw a… mosquito." I said staring right at Edward. He had a crooked grin on his face, that meant one thing. HE WAS IN A GOOD MOOD. I jumped on my bed next to him and smiled back. He sat up so I could get more comfortable. I pushed him back down and laid on his chest. I looked up to his face to see if this was alright with him, but before I could actually get my head all the way up I saw a refection of us on the bed and something hit me. I wanted to do this every night. We looked like we belonged together and I wanted to do this because I could without his permission. I decided not to look up at him but get off entirely.

"what's wrong?" he asked still laying down on my bed

"nothing at all" I coolly replied as I sat down on the window sill, "I thought you would be coming through the front door, that's why I screamed." I stated before he embarrassed me by saying something about it first

"mmm… if I ask you something will you tell me the truth?" he asked

"sure" I answered quickly, wondering why he changed the subject so abruptly

"do you really think having sex with me would be nasty?" I stopped holding my self on the sill and fell to the floor with a low thump. He looked amused and I was shocked. How would I answer this? I could totally see my self with him in bed. Right at that moment a two very big questions came at me at one.

"Edward, if I answer that will you truthfully answer two of my questions?" I asked trying to keep the smirk off my face.

"yes" he replied coolly probably thinking that I couldn't come up with anything worse. I decided to tell him the whole truth and nothing but the truth.

"no, I don't think that having sex with you would be nasty at all. Actually I can imagine it and its actually pretty good." I replied looking at the ground to keep the blush from appearing, but I had to look up at his reaction. Once I looked up he was right in front of me.

"do you ever dream about it?" he asked

" you know I do Edward, now stop embarrassing me and let me ask my questions" I said

He let the smirk slip back on his face and motioned with his hand for me to continue, " question number one would be do you have a hard on all the time? And question number two would be is your 'you know what' cold?" that wiped the smirk off his face. My face was red as a tomato, but I had a huge grin because I knew he had it coming. If he could blush he would have, because you could tell that he was embarrassed but yet surprised that I would think that much into details.

"it hard, but not 'up' all the time, and yes it is cold." I state and turned around to go sit back on my bed. I stopped him and said the first thing that came to my mind

"show me" he looked at me stunned and to tell you the truth I was stunned that I said it myself.

"only if you want to, and if you don't just save me the embarrassment and leave me to go to sleep." I backtracked.

There was a moment of silence, but he turned around and looked at me with his brow furrowed.

"are you sure?" he asked

" yes" I answered. I sounded like I was out of breath.