I know I've been gone all weekend, but it's been super hectic.
First, our air conditioning stops working. That seems bad enough, right?
Then, the gas for our stove stops working.
After that, my dog has at least 7 seizures in the span of 24 hours.
Oh, and on top of that, I had a volleyball tournament Friday. (Our team, which is like the 5th in the division, beat one of the top 3 teams. I think we really rallied and put our all into the games. And we got 4th place)
Plus, it's homecoming week, so I had to come up with costumes for everyday.
Monday, today, was meme day, so I wore clout goggles. I know I'm lazy, but I honestly don't care.
Tomorrow, the second day, is decades day, so I'm going to wear leggings and an eggmen shirt.
Wednesday is dynamic duos day, and I w ate dot do Shawn and Gus from Psych or Fred and George or something, but my best friend didn't want to, so we're just going to wear Eyeore(is that how you spell it?) and Winny the Pooh onesies.
I forgot what Thrusday is soooooo...he...he..
And Friday is juts jeans and a tee shirt,
I go to a private school, so this week is really refreshing compare to our normal skirt-and-polo combo.
And the high for tomorrow is 60 degrees Fahrenheit. 60!!! That's like 30 to me, cuz I live in Texas, so we're all dying rn.
One last thing, and I promise I'll stop rambling, but it's (drumroll please)
*TWENTY TWO DAYS UNTIL FLASHBACK*
That means tomorrow is THREE WEEKS! That's like NOTHING compared to the last year of waiting, and I'm sooooooo ready.
Ok I'm done rambling. (If you stuck through the super long ramble thanks soooo much! I loooove you!! Not like in a weird way tho. You know what I mean!)
Sorry I haven't really had time to write this weekend!
But I thought 'Hey, this is a good sad song. I'm really feeling this little thing with a few KotLC characters for it'
Sooooo here's a oneshot based on I'm Not That Girl from Wicked.
Ughhh my computer is being weird and everything's bold. Sorry!
Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
This morning, I woke up to a series of voice mails from my best friend.
"Oh my gosh, Biana! I never thought- never dreamed- it would ever be this amazing! I-I think I love him! I really think I love him! We've been going out for a while, and I know I really didn't want to at first, but now? I can't believe I put it off! We went to Atlantis tonight, and you know how I kind of hate it there, but he took me to the most beautiful, most magical place I've ever seen! He lead me into this restaurant, I don't remember what it was called, but when we stepped into the area he reserved for us, it didn't even feel like we were underwater! These beautiful trees were growing in a circle around it, and fairy lights were hanging in them. A table sat in the middle of the little clearing, and he got human food for me! How thoughtful is that!"
They went on like that. The only reason there were multiple was because she talked for so long.
I'm happy for her.
I am.
I'm completely overjoyed for her!
... Right?
I mean, she think she found her true love! How can I argue with that!
And it's not like I want to break my best friend's heart! She's the kindest person I know, and if I told her how I feel, she would definitely give him up, but that just feels cruel!
It's just there have been times when I can't believe that.
Maybe our hands brush, or we glance at each other in a crowded room. But I can feel the chemistry radiating off of us. It's like we'll eventually explode, but only with the right combination of us.
Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
So wat he's been my crush forever? She's been his. If he doesn't even like me that way, why bother caring?
Not that I don't care about him.
I definitely do.
But he's one of my best friends.
And my brother's.
I've grown up with him around all the time. It's he's my brother.
But I guess he never felt like it to me.
You know those human shows that have a girl and she's in high school, and she has a crush on her best friend's older brother? Like she's grown up around him and her best friend, but he just feels different then a sibling.
He feels like mine.
Every so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in
I can't. No, I definitely can't.
He's Sophie's.
I know I've loved him basically my whole life, but that doesn't matter. There have been so many instances where he flirts with every single other girl nearby except me.
I guess he wanted to let me down easily or something.
At least he isn't as oblivious to crushes as Sophie. Or his beauty.
Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And heaven knows
I'm not that girl
I do my best to look good every single second of my life, and I do. I'm hot. I know it. But that just takes some of it away.
I think true beauty comes from not knowing it.
Not trying for it.
Just being beautiful.
Nature doesn't try to be beautiful. But still, the skies at sunset or the trees in a forest are breathtaking.
She doesn't even know what effect she has on people. There's just this presence about her that draws the best of everyone out.
Maybe it's carefree the smile. Or the golden twinkle in her chocolate eyes. Or maybe the way she hides from attention.
That's true beauty.
Don't wish don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl
I know. I know he belongs with her. She belongs with him. But I just can't help but imagine what it would be like if he loved me.
I know he loves me, I do. Just not like that. Like I'm his baby sister.
That's who I'll always be to him. I need to accept that.
I'm happy for them. Truly.
Sooooo there it is! I hope you enjoyed it! Please, please, please, give feedback in the reviews! Constructive criticism is always welcome! Or if you want a certain oneshot/twoshot, I'd be happy to oblige to your request!
Anyways, that's pretty much it.