A/N: Guys I am like so happy! I was working at this anime convention as a model for onesies and selling items at my boss's booth! It was amazing! I hope one day I can find the people that joined my onesie crew XD

Tokiya: How beautiful was it?

Me: It was beautiful. It was anime, superheros, and video games in this HUGE convention center! It was heaven to me. I loved it so much. I would love to work again but imma have to wait for a while.

Tokiya: Okay, so Marky-kun is way too excited. Let me just say, he doesn't own Ouran and NEVER WILL. Enjoy!

The host club was in the room, but Haruhi was the only one who wasn't there.

Tamaki ran up to me and pulled me into a hug, "Tokiya, Tokiya…" He didn't say much and just hugged me. I could feel the tears coming up.

I didn't want to be like this. I had no choice…. I had no say in anything. I didn't want to be a boy, I didn't want to. I want to wear cute clothes and laugh with my twin. I want to giggle at things and go shopping with my twin.

I just wanted Kaiko back. It was all my fault.

"Tokiya… Why did you hide from us?" Tamaki didn't let me go as I hugged him back.

"Tamaki… Don't tell grandmother. Please don't tell grandmother." You could hear the begging in my voice. I begged and I begged with all I could. Repeating to him not to tell grandmother.

What would she do to me if she found out? What happens if she doesn't want me anymore because I was found out… Where would I go? What would I do? No… What would she do to me…?

Kyoya-senpai pushed his glasses up, "What I want to know if how did you successfully take off your shirt and not have….a chest."

I let go of Tamaki and looked at Kyoya-senpai, "Simple. I got top surgery to get rid of my chest. Grandmother wanted me to be a boy through and through. Besides the… Bottom anatomy I do not have. Haruhi already knows by the way. We went to the same middle school and she realized who I was at the beach…." I looked down, "You won't tell anyone right? Please don't tell anyone."

Kaoru spoke up, "Of course we won't. You had to keep this a secret on orders of your grandmother and we understand that, Tokiya. We don't mind helping you out."

"It's cool to have another girl here, too." Hikaru smiled at me.

Honey-senpai smiled at me and jumped me into a hug, "He's right! Tokiya is Tokiya and we will still love you for you." I hugged him back and smiled. I heard Mori-senpai give his grunt probably saying the same thing as Honey senpai.

"Thank you…"

Kyoya pushed his glasses up, "Well, we have no choice, right?" He gave me a half smirk, half smile kind of look.

Tamaki jumped me into another hug, "Yay! I get a new sister!"

God up in heaven. I think I opened the right door for once. I think I finally found the people who can possibly change my life forever.

Haruhi said I could still come over so right now I'm standing outside her door trying to find the courage to knock on it. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door 3 times.

I heard someone walk over and opened the door. Haruhi smiled at me, "Tsubaki, there you are. Come inside, please take off your shoes." I nodded and took my shoes off at the door and she showed me inside.

Honestly, she has been living here for as long as I can remember. I would've walked here but that meant going near cars…

As she guided me to the living room, I heard someone say, "Oh Haruhi, is there someone here today?" He stumbled out in full makeup transformation and I knew it was her dad.

I smiled, "Hello Ranka-san, it's nice to see you again."

He looked at me for a moment trying to figure out who I was. Haruhi just sighed, "Don't you remember Tsubaki, dad?"

Ranka-san looked at me shocked and jumped me into a hug, "Oh my gosh, you have grown so big! It's been forever! How have you been, Tsubaki? You don't visit us anymore!"

I answered giggling a bit, "Sorry, Ranka-san. I'm doing good. I'm living with the Suohs now."

He let me go and looked at me shocked, "What... " His phone started to beep and he looked at it. He gave me another hug and then went to Haruhi, "Sorry girls. I have to get going! Job needs me there now. Goodnight and be good!"

Haruhi and I said in sync, "Goodnight and have a good day at work." and with that he ran out the door leaving us behind.

We sat in the living room and started to talk. I went first.

"After Kaiko died… My parents divorced and my mom took custody over me. She changed though. She drank and gambled for money. In the end, we were left with a huge debt from the Suoh family," She looked shocked as I continued, "Remember how I stopped going to school for a month or so when Kaiko died?"

Haruhi nodded as I looked down, "I couldn't go outside. I couldn't go near the road. I tried to… But I would freeze up and not move until someone brought me away from the road. I learned how to sit in a car no problem.. I still can't walk on the streets."

"I'm too scared to. I remember the day she died like it was yesterday. I would dream about it and wake up in cold sweat. I can't hear her anymore, Haruhi." I could feel myself crying again. I could hear the panic in my voice as she brought me into a hug, "She's not here anymore…."

She hugged me tighter, "I'm sorry Tsubaki. You are not alone anymore. The host club is here. I'm here. Dad is here. Kaiko might not be here anymore, but she's looking after you up there. She wouldn't want you to suffer by yourself like this."

I looked shocked because I didn't get pity… I didn't get pity, but encouragement. But… She doesn't know the truth about Kaiko's death…

Haruhi doesn't know it was all my fault.

After the talk and after catching up with everything. I looked at Haruhi and smiled, "What are you going to do about the host club though? Didn't they sell one of your things and you got mad at that."

She laughed, "I'm not leaving. They just need a little bit of a scare don't you think? For all the idiotic things they have made me go through…" She sweatdropped looking towards the side as I laughed. Haruhi then smiled, "But these idiots are not bad people by all means."

I smiled, "You got that right."

Haruhi and I were standing outside the club room because they told us not to come in. I have no idea what they are planning, but I hope it's not something stupid…

"Hey there, Maidens!" Benibara waved at us turning around to face us.

The smaller one turned towards us, "As promised yesterday, we've come to ask you again."

The long hair one turned around, "We are really going to set things straight with those host club people today."

Haruhi looked somewhat confused, "Set what straight?" I looked at her with a sweatdrop. She has always been a little dense…

The lobelia girls dragged us down the hall and in front of the host club room. They did this weird pose thing and waited for us to open the door. In the end, I ended up opening the door…

Opening the door, the room was pitch black besides for the light that came from the hallway. I looked confused, "Are they not here? I could've sworn they were just in there…" I mumbled to myself as we all heard a click.

"OURAN!" I heard Tamaki screech in the ugliest girl voice ever. Afterwards, one by one each club member sang, "Ouran." And at the end they all said it in sync….

And then the spot light.

The spotlight was on the host club who was sitting and standing around the couch that was centered in the middle of the room. They were wearing puffy princess dresses and heavy makeup (besides for Mori who stayed male).

Everyone stood there shocked as Tamaki walked over to us, "Hello there, Haruhi, and my dearest brother."

"Haru-chan! Toki-chan! I'm a princess! Do I look good?" Honey-senpai came twirling towards with Usa-chan in his hands. He really… does look like a little girl…

Benio started to yell at him, but Tamaki was talking about something that I couldn't comprehend. Something about freebees and having sisters and brothers at the same time.

"You see, Haruhi? Tokiya? Aren't I pretty?" Tamaki spun around and moved close to Haruhi. I guess we were both in complete and utter shock cause I haven't moved an inch…

The twins came up to us, "We're the Hitachiin Sisters! Which one is prettier?" They said this in the most terrifying voice ever.

Hikaru was holding up a fan, "Just teasing!"

Kaoru just gave the weirdest laugh ever, "Hohohohoho."

"Haru-chan! Toki-chan!" Honey-senpai was waving at us and then came closer while posing, "You can call me Big Sister!" Even his Usa-chan was dressed up….

Kyoya waved his pretty fan at us covering half his face while Mori looked happy still having his man pride in check tapping on his instrument.

I guess I didn't hear anything else for a moment besides my laughing and Haruhi's laughing. Everyone stopped what they were doing as Haruhi and I laughed.

"Too much! I don't even know what this means!" Haruhi was holding her stomach on the ground as she laughed, "I thought you guys were goofballs, but geez!"

Taking out my phone I took a quick photo as I laughed hoping they wouldn't notice. I was still laughing along side her though, "Oh my god. My stomach. I'm going to get my 8 pack like I wanted!"

Haruhi was wiping off some tears while I sat up and tried to take deep breaths.

"Are we really that funny?" The twins and Honey-senpai in their girly voices came up to us in sync making us laugh even more. They started to chase around Haruhi saying, "Call me big sister!" as I laughed on the ground hysterically with tears running down my face.

This… is something my sister would do.

After the running around stopped, everyone had gone silent. She looked at everyone, "Why are you guys even doing this?"

The twins looked away, "We… Just wanted you to be in the Host Club with us."

I felt a pang like feeling hit my heart. What the heck… This hurting feeling. I looked down at my heart. Why do you hurt heart? I'm sure I don't have a heart problem…

Haruhi smiled and got up. She explained her reason on why she wanted to stay at this school and was declining the Lobelia girls offer. I thought it was a beautiful enough reason to me.

They looked at me, "How about you, young lady? Do you really want to be stuck here like this."

Honestly, not really. Honestly, I don't even want to dress up as a guy. I had no choice though. Tamaki is here and I have to stay by Tamaki… I knew what to say.

"I'm staying, too. You see, I finally met my older brother, Tamaki. Even though I am adopted he took me in with loving arms. I'm not going to leave him when we just met. We have a huge chapter of life to complete together. We have doors to open, so I'm sorry that I can not accept your request." I smiled at them as Tamaki was in tears and jumped me into a hug.

As he hugged me, he realized something and let me go. He pointed at Haruhi, "Hold on! If you weren't planning to quit, why did you act so angry yesterday?" Ah, probably what happened after I left…

"When you sell people's things without asking them, they usually get mad! That mechanical pencil was easy to write with, and I liked it!"

I think the Lobelia girls were talking about something and left while I just waltz over to Hikaru. He looked at me confused as I looked at his makeup, "Did you guys do the makeup yourselves?"

He smiled at me, "Kaoru and I did all the makeup and got the outfits." Hikaru posed a bit for me, "Don't you think it suits us?"

I looked at him for a moment and smiled not realizing that it was a true smile, "Yeah. It suits you all really well." He looked at me shocked for a moment as I turned to look at Kyoya, "By the way, Kyoya-senpai, purple is an amazing color on you."

He gave me a weird smirk as I laughed.

God, I love these guys. This is the first time I didn't regret opening the door that got me here in the first place…