Hey everyone I hope that you are ready for the next chapter of Reasons to Love. I know that I am. I hope that you like this chapter. I know that I should be updating more but writer block is a bitch. Anyway hope you like this chapter.

Chapter 10 Breaking

Why does he think that he loves me still. All I did was break up with him, even if I do love him I cant tell him that I do, plus there is the fact that I am pregnant with his children, but not one or two, it had to be three.

If you think about it, it is kind of funny, think about it he excels in everything else pretty much. That did not leave him out with making children apparently.

I knew that I was going to have to buy I new uniform top because this one was going to get to small soon. It is already kind of small, I can kind of wear it but it is a little tight in the stomach.

I was told that this was normal because I was carrying triples. Midorma's dad said that it was a surprise that I had not started to show sooner, then I had. I was only showing a tiny bit. The only way you could tell was if you were looking for it or if I was wearing a tight shirt.

By the time I knew it, it was lunch time. I was not prepared and before I knew it Akashi moved his seat form behind me to the side of my desk. I did not want to let Akashi sit by me because the would know something was wrong as so as he saw how much food I had packed. It was a Kagami sized meal, of course that he was the person who pack it. He said that since I was eating for four that I was going to have to eat like him for now on, I did not eat twenty hamburgers but the point was that I eat more then a normal person. The weird thing was that I could eat it all. It was a weird thing to go from having a milkshake for dinner to eating pretty much like Kagami. I knew that I needed to eat the food so my little ones could live. I knew that I loved them but it hurts me to think about who their father is.

I knew that I might be able to survive since I had my mom and Kagami helping me but it is still hard to think about. I love them because of who their father is, but at the same time I somewhat hate them because of who their father is.

I looked down at my desk to see that there was a small pool of tears. I knew it was because I was crying. I did not want to see Akashi's face when he realized that I was crying. I knew that I should probably leave for the day but I wanted to go to basketball practice even if I was pregnant. I knew that I was not going to be able to play in even the inter-high, but if I got to play at all I was happy. I knew that I could only play for another couple of weeks before it would be obvious that I was pregnant. People would probably think that I was five months to like six months along but I will only be three and a half. It was probably because I was having triples and not just one baby.

Basketball Just helped with my nerves it helped me not think of all the bad things that were going on in my life. I did not want to think about anything other then the feel of the basketball as it touched my hand for only a short amount of time, and the squeak of the tennis shoes on the floor of the gym. I was not the best at basketball but I had my style and it was Akashi who helped me find it. I hate to think of it but it is true. I wish that I could say that threw trial and error that I found my style but Akashi told me to try something else and to use my low presence as a gift and not a curse. It help and here I am now thinking about all the times in middle school when I was a starter and played on the best middle school basketball team.

"Kuroko what is the matter? Why are you crying? You don't usually show emotions and sadness is one that you almost never show." This snapped me out of remembering the past that will not leave me alone. I cant escape from it. Ever since that day, that dreadful day. I hate to even think about when I broke up with Akashi. It was about a month after we had sex for the first time. I have nightmares about it.

I got up from my seat went I realized that I was either going to have a panic attack or I was going to break down into tears that would not stop. I decided to go to the nurse.

"Excuse me, may I go to one of the beds. I am either going to break down into tears or am going to have a panic attack. If you want more information it is best if you ask my mom." I said trying to keep the tears at bay and keep my breath calm.

"Ok sweetie. Can I get you name at least?" She asked me. I knew that it was so that she did not have to go threw all the records with our pictures on it. It would take forever for her to do so.

"Kuroko Tetsuya." I said as I went to the farthest bed from the door and pulled all the curtains that were around the bed, closed so that way if I did break down into tears, no one would see me. I was to be a emotionless person, but when the memories come back I can't be what everyone thinks I am.

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