This is right after Sophia died. NOBODY BUT BOBBY AND JOHN KNOW THAT SOPHIA IS DEAD******

She didn't want to tell the others because she knew they would try and get her out of it. Dean is kinda soft in this one, so WARNING :P

The first actual chapter will be out soon, don't worry :)


"You gonna leave too?" Dean asked, his voice cracking slightly. I looked over to where he was sitting. He was leaning against the wheel of the Impala, his head against the steering wheel. I sighed and looked out the window. Sophia had left yesterday and we were headed out again.

John was finishing up whatever he was talking about inside with Bobby while Dean and I sat outside in the Impala.

"Dean-"

"I asked if you were going to leave too Colie."

I sighed again and reached for his hand, "Remember when I first found out there was more then just demons out there. That there were werewolves and vampires and banshees and sirens… you convinced me to stay after I flipped out. You had come home all cut up, your dad trailing in behind you."

"I don't know how this had anything to do with-"

"And you grabbed my hand as I was walking out the door, and you told me not to go. But I was so scared… demons were one thing, but werewolves? I didn't need more shit in my life… but I'm happy I didn't leave Dean. I'm happy you convinced me to stay."

Dean sighed and looked at me, I continued, "You said, 'Colie, don't do this. Don't walk away from us. We're your family. We love you.' I never realized how true that was until now. With Sam gone… and Sophia God knows where… me, you, John, we're all we've got left, and you know… Sophia, I know she said it a lot, Sam not so much and I know your dad didn't, but I do love you Dean."

Dean sat up and looked straight ahead. "Colie…answer the damned question."

I looked at my hands for a second, and heard a door shut. I looked up to see John walking down the stairs, his head low. I glanced over at Dean and reached for his hand.

"No." He smiled a bit, looking over at me. His eyes were blood-shot, and looked like they were filled with tears again.

"Thanks." He murmured, closing his eyes and letting a few tears escape.


NO they ARE NOT dating.

They DO NOT know what they are, their relationship is weird (A)

Anywho, i gotta head to bed,

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