an:ok I'm finding it realy hard to write long chapters, hope you enjoy anyway,

" Sam, I don't understand?", " Bella, there is a legend we didn't tell you about, we didn't think it was important, I just though it was a coincidence that, well……, we need to tell you the story for you to understand about……… well Billy will tell you"

" Bella you better sit down" Billy's deep voice sounded, I dropped onto the log next to Jared, my nerves were on edge, and I didn't know why

" one long ago, long before taha aki and utlapa, there was a great she wolf, her fur was said to be more golden than the newest sun, it was said to shine like sun rays, very much like yours.

They say her eyes shone like diamond and brighter than fire, she ran faster than the wind and was lighter than air, she was said to once have been a beautiful human, more gorgeous than the moon and the stars, but she fell in love with a cold one, and he broke her heart, shattered her into a million, pieces beyond repair, it was said that she phased that night, she found a pack of six wolves like her, and she found a place with them.

Despite what the cold one did to her, she forgave him, to her, there was nothing to forgive and she despised the way the pack hunted her precious creatures, she left the pack, avoiding a fight and lived years alone in the dark woods, the story from here was unclear, what we understand is she found a threat powerful enough to destroy all that was near to her, her former coven, and her pack, it is said she gave her life so they could live, and that the last words she said was that her spirit would return In the form of her descendants, and that her death drove the Quileute's and the cold ones alike into a deep grief, causing the wolves to stop transforming for centuries.

When they began to phase again, they were not the blood thirsty creatures they were before, but a real pack, pack brothers, and no other she-wolf ever returned to the pack."

My mouth fell open, and despite my usual self control, began to shake, I felt my eyes widen, I was going to phase, I leapt away from Billy, not wanting to hurt him, the red heat built up and spread throughout my body, my frame shook so much I blurred, the golden fur I had just begun to despise flew out from me, and I landed on four legs,

I was overwhelmed with grief, so was I some kind of spirit, a legend, Just another vampires distraction, didn't I mean anything at all? I threw back my head and let out a forlorn howl, Sam gave me a look so full of sympathy I was surprised his head didn't explode, He ran into the forest and then I heard his comforting alpha voice

It's ok Bella, that doesn't have to happen to you, I won't let, it, we won't let it

The Jared's voice joined us

Don't panic bells, Sam will think of something, maybe it isn't true, maybe its just a legend

WHAT THE HELLS GOING ON, WHERES THE BLOOD SUC---- Pauls voice made me jump, I hadn't realised he had phased, he must have heard me howl

I replayed the last conversation in my head and he let out a stream of unfamiliar, what I thought sounded like cussing, I was glad I didn't understand Quileute

That isn't right is it boss?

He asked confidently

Sam didn't say anything

Bella phase back, you need rest, Paul can take over your patrol Sam said

HEYY! Pauls annoyed voice

Do it Paul the other boys said

Fine he huffed before disappearing into the trees,

I bowed my head to Sam before heading for home, Jared ran with me, I was so tired we ran neck and neck,

I had to admit he almost cheered me up, he had very bright, easygoing thoughts, not a pessimist like the others, only problem was, he was a little too cheerful

ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRRIIIGGGHHTT SIDE OFF LIFE he sang, I didn't complain though, and his mood was infectious, soon I was humming along myself, he noticed and gave me a huge wolfy grin, he howled when we approached the house, he ran into the trees to phase, I guess he went to tell Emily the situation because she came out with more clothes for me, she gave me a comforting smile before going back into the kitchen to finish cooking what smelt like pizza, nice, Emily's cooking.

Once I was decent I jogged into the house, confronted by the sight of Sam, with makeup on, I did a double take and turned to Emily for confirmation, only to see a little girl of about the age of three dressed like a miniature Barbie holding a little bag of lipstick, I giggled, she was really cute,

" lovin the look Sam, that colour reeaaly suits you" he grimaced

" so who's the kid"

" that's Emily's cousin, Clair, she wanted to give someone a makeover and Emily was busy.." his voice trailed off when Emily bustled into the kitchen holding a camera

" great work Clair-bear, now show the camera your creation sweetie" Clair squealed and ran to pose in front of Sam, Emily snapped hundreds of photos, I would pay for you to put that up on the

board at the station but I wouldn't deny that right from paul

" ha ha Bella" Sam moaned I grinned then went to sit on the couch, before long I was asleep, I dreamt of golden fur, cold ones and little girls holding make-up

I must have been asleep for hours when I was awoken by some familiar, panic stricken howls.

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