Summer Wave

My feelings, your feelings,

Seemed to be the same,

Will you, be the one,

To unlock my hidden memories?

The sunlight bore through the window, gazing straight into the room, waking up the figure sleeping inside. The figure sat up, growling, unwilling to wake up, opening his eyes, he covered his eyes with his back hand and stood up, pulling the curtains to block away the sun from his eyes. Staring at the emptied room, how long has it been since she was here? He wonder… That day, he saw her, holding onto another's man hand, smiling her usual smile, talking her usual soft voice, those… weren't them supposed to belong to him? He grabbed a pants from the drawer, and walked into the bath room, the cool water ran through his body, bringing his mind back to reality. He came out, with his hair wet and water dripping around. He opened his curtains a little, staring out to the sky, finally, a smile appeared on his face.

"Another sunny day…" He said softly, than ran down to the living room, there the surf board laid, he grabbed it, changed and ran to the beach. There was already plenty of people there, he met up with his surfer friends and went into the sea. He swam, till he reached a huge wave, and he surfed through it. He stood on the board, enjoying the sea breeze, the salty taste which on and off he will taste. He sensed something, more like someone staring at him, he opened his eyes and saw, Lucia, she was staring at him, with awe. It was like the first time they met, She stood there, and he was here. He spoke, bringing her shock, then she went away. It was as if that time, the red thread between them had already tangled them both together . The fate, destiny that was unable to escape.

He failed to balance as he fell, hitting himself, as he sank into the sea. Hurriedly, he swam to the surface, as a few of his friends swam towards him, showing him their caring face. He shook his head and swam to the land. Untangling the string which tied his legs to the surf board. He carried the surf board and walked towards her. On her face, there was no sign of happiness, instead, there was shock, more like her feeling shocked when he came to her. His heart slightly dropped, yet, he still tried to act like usual, he smiled, the smile he had always wore when he was unhappy.

"Yo," he greeted her casually, unknowing what to say. He was afraid that if he said more, she will go, or stare at him in curious. That's why, he just stood there, waiting for a response from her. It took quite a while for her to react though.

"Hi," she greeted him, there was a sort of feeling in her heart, it was up flowing, it was like she knew him, even when she shouldn't have…

"Y-you surf really good…" She complimented, not knowing what to say.

"Yeah, my girlfriend used to come every day and she did cheer for me…" He said, remembering his memories with her, if only, she could remember… Never did he know, when he was talking, there was a smile on his face, which made her force everything she wanted to say back into her, that smile was different, she could tell, it was a smile for a certain someone, a smile from his heart. A sad feeling came to her, making her confused, why is it, that she was feeling sad, as if her heart had been ripped into thousands of pieces, she, she just don't get it…

He stared at her, as he felt his heart break, she did not even change her facial expression when he mentioned about their memories. Is it really, really, you have forgotten our memories together? His face felt, thinking about the truth that was really heartbreaking.

"She, w-where is she?" She doesn't get it, why is it that she's still asking when it hurt her so much… He was shocked by her question… Where is she, you ask, will you believe if I tell you that she and you are the same person.

"What if, I say that she was you?" He asked, hoping for a positive response. She seemed taken aback of the question as she stood there staring into his eyes.

"Me? Me?" She questioned him with another question, she doesn't get it, why is it that when he mentioned that she was her, that she felt that she knew him, that she should know him more than anything?

"Ya, if I tell you, that you have lost your memories, that you are actually her, will you believe in me, will you?" He questioned gripping his hand; he wanted to know, to know if she still believed in him…

"I…" she was really taken aback by his questioning, will she? Will she believe in him?

"I will," even she was shocked by her own answer, it was as if she had moved on her own, as if she had chosen to believe in him when she shouldn't have. He smiled slightly, happy, relieved to know that she still trusted him.

"B-but, that couldn't be right? I-I mean, I-I just came here, I couldn't be her…" Her voices soften as an image appeared in her mind. It was an image of two figures, walking on the street, fingers entwined. The girl, it was her, but, the boy, who was him?

He stared at her, as she stopped talking. She looked like she's deep in thought, though there was a confused look on her face. He did not disturb her, as he stood there staring at her. Waiting for her to continue, waiting, waiting and waiting… She did not continue though, instead she just kept quiet. Time seemed to stop for them, as they stood there not moving… He enjoyed the time with her, even when she was not in love with him… Time continued on, but these two figures just stood there, not talking nor moving… Till… he came, Edge…

He walked along the beach, having a radiant light wrapped around him, similar to the one which Kaito had… Lucia, she sensed him, she looked up, saw him, and smiled slightly… No matter what Kaito had told her, it does not matter, all those memories, it must have belonged to Edge and her. That's why, she will just go back to Edge, let all feelings be erased, let's act as if nothing had happened. Having this thought, Lucia moved, ready to go back to Edge, though her heart hurt slightly, though memories over flow, she just go, back to Edge… He reached out, grabbing her hand, he doesn't want to let go, he yearned for her, he can no longer wait…

"Lucia, I await for your coming back…" With that, Kaito disappeared into the crowd, leaving Lucia there, trying to figure out those words… She held onto her hand, the one which Kaito had grabbed, she could still feel his warmth, his reassuring words. She did not chase after him, instead, she just stood there, not knowing what to do, confused by her heart.

Curled up like a ball on the bed, she tried to figure out everything, what do you really mean? Her heart, makes her really confused, bits and pieces of memories appeared on and off, reminding her of some happy yet bitter days…Why is it, so hard to figure it out? She questioned her heart, looking, searching for an answer… Tears slid past her face, making her more confused… We didn't know each other, yet I am crying because of him, why is it so hard to figure out a simple answer? Is it true, that I am her, is it? I want to know the answer, I want to… Looking into her heart, those weird feelings keep flowing up, why is it, that I can't look for the answer? Why is it that I am feeling like this for you?Placing her hands in front of her chest, entwining her fingers together, she looked, prayed, searched for those answers, kept deep in her heart…

Chicorin: No matter how one feels, those feelings should never be kept, in this chapter, I had made Lucia realized all that, hoping that she will be able to unlock these secrets by herself…May all those feeling lost be able to realized that no matter what is to happen, someone will be there for you…