I stared at the wall in surprise for who knows how long. It is good that I finally have my memory back, but part of me wished I was still ignorant to my past.

Why did he have to be my father? Why the sadistic sociopath? Why does he also look different? In my memories, he always had glasses and his hair looked different.

I should stop thinking about this. My memories are back and I even woke up with my zanpakuto beside me. My father was also gladly gone.

I stood up from the floor and walked toward the table my father and I drank tea on. The table was empty for everything but my zanpakuto. It was about the length of my arm and a deep dark blue.

I felt as if it was calling out to me but I could not actually pick it up. I have not touched it much yet, part of me was afraid to. I guess part of me believed that holding the sword was a final confirmation that those memories were true. How come this could not be some strange dream?

I pinched myself for the millionth time hoping I would wake up, nothing.

I sighed as I gave in to the urge. I picked up the sword and to my surprise, it felt like nothing. I felt a surge of power flow through me, as I walked toward the door… no I did not walk toward it. I walked straight through the door.

I reminded myself that was part of my zanpakuto's power. The power to break down my own reishi, which allows me to go through physical material and the same material to go through me.

I looked around the hallway to see no one around and began walking to my left. Left is always right, right?

"Where do you think you are going?" a familiar voice asked behind me. A strange sensation ran through me as I turned around to see Gin smiling. Gin laughed, "such a surprise to see you have escaped and you have your sword. Even more surprising." I felt my cheeks redden as I tried to think of something to say, but I came up with nothing. "Trying to escape?" Gin continued, "do you even know how to leave? Aizen fixed your last escape route before he brought you back so good luck. It is better if you go back to your room like a good little girl and think your actions over before proceeding."

Without thinking about it, I did as he suggested and went back to my room. I do need an escape plan, but how? My memory on the layout is still fuzzy. I let out a small sigh; this is going to take some time. At least I might be getting some help from the outside world. Hopefully Shinji...

Shinji.

I have to stop thinking about him! I cannot be some lovesick girl right now waiting for her stupid prince to come and save the day. He is not my prince, and I am not a damsel in distress. My father raised me to be a warrior, and I will give my 100% effort to escape these hollow halls and destroy my father. I do not even care if I die in the process.

Nevertheless, I am just back to the beginning. I need a bloody plan to do that!

I sighed as I walked into my room and leaned on the wall and sunk down to the floor. Why is the plan thinking so hard?


The door opened and my father stood there with a smile on his face, "Gin told me what you tried to do." Seriously? It has not even been thirty minutes (I think), and he already ran and told on me to my father. Sneaky bastard.

"Are you even surprised?" I muttered under my breath before sighing, "I am sorry, is there anything else you want?"

"You do understand you are safer here?" my father stated with his usual emotionless tone, "the shinigami-"

"You talk about them as if they are a different race of people, you do understand you were once one of them" I retorted annoyed, "also I can defend myself. I am probably safer out there then surrounded by your stupid minions."

"Family sh-" he began.

"You just want me to stay suppressed" I cut him off.

Aizen laughed, "you've changed. Has the human world rubbed off on you?"

"I prefer humans to you," I stated. Before my father could say more the door flew open to reveal a smiling Gin.

"I am sorry to interrupt this lovely conversation, but you are needed" Gin stated. Will that guy ever open his eyes?

My father stood up, walked toward the door and stopped there, "I think you should know your boyfriend Hirako is in love with every girl he has ever met in his life so I would not feel so special." Before I could say more, he left the room with Gin in tow. Shinji is not my boyfriend, we made out but that was all.

Wait, why am I thinking about this… still need a plan. After all this time, I have nothing… I am an idiot…


After time passed, there was a knock at the door and the door opened. I looked up to see no one there. What is going on? I walked out of the room to see it was empty and this time walked in the opposite direction as last. I felt a strange sensation of dread and excitement flow through my body. Something is going on. I do not know what exactly but I can tell it is not good. I felt the walls and floor begin to shake and I ran.


A/N- Sorry for the huge delay in this chapter, kept getting distracted with life and stuff…

Thanks KashinaKairi (yay! thanks), Monkey D. Writer (the almighty curl is amazing, such a waste O.O), and jinxedpixie (yay thanks, my fingers were freezing when I wrote it!)for the reviews. Thanks to alicesmartt13, jinxedpixie, kitsunlover, and The Three Kings for the favs/follows.

Sorry again! This chapter is probably also horrible because I have been writing it slowly over a 2 month period XD. (Laziness :) )