Thanks soo muach for my revieweres. Here is yet another of Rhade's kinky dreams.
Chapter 10- Dream
Rhade sat at the Maru's bar. Through the now familiar darkness he saw the outline of the Woman beside him.
"I'm surprised you might actually make it," she said.
"Of course I will."
"Good," her hand was resting on the bar next to his.
"Why do you keep coming back to my, dreams every night?"
"To talk. Are you tired of me already?"
"No just curious."
"Let's just say I really want you to go through with this."
"Why?" Rhade looked at her even though all he could make out was the outline of her face. "What do you get out of this?"
"The satisfaction of seeing you sober."
"You really care what I do?"
"Yes I do."
"You appear to be human so I'd watch who you say that too."
"Very funny," she paused for a few seconds. "I just hate to see you like what you are when your drunk."
"Do you?" Rhade raised an eyebrow though he doubted that she could see it. "Or do you have other ideas?"
"Yes I might have other ideas but their up to you."
"But…"
"And I do care about you. It really is hell seeing you tear yourself up like that."
"Um," Rhade felt her hand touching his as he paused. He still didn't know who she was or why she was but he had a good idea. There was only one woman he believed she could be. There was only one woman he wanted her to be. Now all he had to do was figure out why she was in his dream acting like she was. "You do know that in nietzchean society it's the females who make the decisions right?"
"I know. We'll have to work that out later."
"How do you know if I've wanted you? I could be wanting someone else." Rhade was turned sidewise on his stool with his body facing her now.
"Wouldn't you love to know?" Then with surprising quickness she was on his lap with her arms around his neck. Rhade's heart started to race as she captured his lips giving him a deep passionate kiss. He wrapped his arms around her waist to keep her from sliding off his lap. He could feel her breast pressed against his chest causing his heart to race faster. When they pulled apart he was breathing hard.
"Another thing you won't tell me?"
"I think that just proved my point."
"Why are you doing this?"
"To prove my point."
"You've proved something but I'm not sure it's what you want to."
"Would you react like that for anyone else?"
"I haven't before," Rhade let he slid off his lap and back on to her bar stool. "Your not wearing a shirt doesn't help anything."
"Just an added bonus for you."
"Thanks so much. Are you in anyone else's dreams?"
The woman hesitated, "yes."
"Who's?"
"Beka's."
"Don't tell me she'd wanted you for a long time too."
The woman laughed. "No Telemachus. She wants someone else only he doesn't seem to know it."
Rhade turned back to the bar staring into the darkness toward the bulkhead. "He's a lucky man."
"Some would say that."
"It's true."
"Why do you say that?"
"She beautiful, smart…perfect."
"All of the traits nietzchean's look for in a mate."
"Yeah."
There was another pause. "Would you have her if you could?"
"I can't."
"Can't what?"
"Have her. It's impossible.
"Nothing's impossible."
"That's one thing that is."
"Have you told her?"
"No. I can never have her."
"Why?"
"I can't explain."
"Because she's the matriarch?"
"No."
"Why then?"
Rhade wondered for a second why he was telling this stranger all this. Well this was a dream anyway. Nothing more than that. "I had my chance and I blew it."
"Have you heard of second chances?"
"It's too late. Too much has happened." In the end his common sense got the best of him. Even if this was a dream he was telling this stranger things he'd never told anyone. "Why do you care anyway?"
"Just curious. You can still have her."
"No I can't."
"I see nothing can change your mind"
"It's too late."
"Here then," she rested one hand on his shoulder and kissed his on the cheek This time it felt as if she was wearing an shirt. "You'll have your matriarch," she whispered and then she was gone.
"THIS CAR WAS ONCE A DREAM OF MINE, NOW IT BELONGS TO YOU AND THOUGH YOU MAY TAKE HER AND MAKE HERYOUR OWN YOU'LL ALWAYSBEW RIDING WITH PRIVATE MALONE"
Okay now what do you think.