Hey! TENTH CHAPTER!! Hope you like it! and i was wondering if you would want me to write this chapter in Jacob's point of view too? and you'll understand what i mean when you read it!
Romance4ever: i'm really happy you liked it! and the First beach trip is going to be awesome!
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Curious88: i can't write anything that doesn't include romance! so yeah! there is going to be a lot of that coming up!! come to think about it, it's not very far before romance sparks!
Renesmee POV
When I got home, everyone was sitting in the living room.
Alice and Rosalie were discussing what accessories to order online. Emmett and Jasper were playing chess but with their own set of rules. Carlisle was looking through an architecture book with Esme. My dad had his arms around my mom and they were just sitting on the coach talking.
"Hello honey," Esme got up and kissed me on both cheeks and hugged me, "it seems like I haven't seen you in ages."
"Grandma," I laughed, "you saw me yesterday. My birthday, remember."
"Yes I remember, but I just missed you," she kissed me again and held me at arms length and just looked at me, "you're beautiful."
"So are you," I kissed her. She hugged me one more time and then went back and sat next to Carlisle.
"So sweetie, you must be hungry," my mom got up and took my bag, "do you eat anything at all in school?"
"No, I'm just never hungry there," I shrugged.
"Okay, then off to the kitchen," she pushed me toward the kitchen and I could hear my father chuckling, but he was following us anyway, "we have to put some food in you."
I spent most of that day sitting in the kitchen with mom, dad, Rosalie, Alice and Emmett. Carlisle, Esme and Jasper went to get some house supplies and Jacob went back to La Push to sleep for a while before he came over again.
Everyone just asked me about my second day and whether it was better than yesterday. And I answered them.
The day was slow nothing exciting but it was nice to have a bit of my old life, when I didn't go to school or worry about going to school, to just hang out and just not think about tomorrow.
"Oh guess what?" I remembered about my plans for the weekend.
"What? Did something happen?" my dad asked with a crocked smile on his face, and right then I knew he already knew what I was going to say.
"My friends from school invited to me to go out with them this weekend. We're going down to First beach," I laughed; I couldn't hold back how excited I was.
"Oh honey, that's so great," my mom hugged me, "you're friends must really like you. We told you there was nothing to worry about."
"Of course there was nothing to worry about," Rosalie, brushed my hair away from my eyes, "she's the most beautiful person. Inside and out. Why wouldn't they love her?!"
"Thank Aunt Rose," I looked down and blushed.
"Uhh," my dad signed, "just like your mother. Never could take a compliment," he looked at my mother and kissed her and whispered, "I love you."
The conversation subject was mostly about this weekend and it mostly just included me, Alice and Rosalie, we were deciding on what I should wear, not that I was really the kind of girl who cared but I still didn't like looking like a slob. We decided to go with casual skinny blue denim jeans and a grey shirt and a striped yellow and grey hoodie.
By 11pm Jacob, Esme, Jasper and Carlisle were all back and I started to feel a bit woozy.
"I think I'm going to go to bed, I'm really tired."
"Yeah sure honey," mom and dad got up and kissed me good night, "Sweet dreams."
Everyone wished me a good night and eventually, I changed into my pajamas and went to bed.
The rest of the school week went pretty much the same as the second day. Everyone finally stopped pointing and staring at me and starting talking about whatever they were talking about before I showed up. Music class was still the best class, and most of the students were almost finished with their music piece that we are supposed to have done by Tuesday, and I finally found inspiration to help be write my piece and my inspiration turned out to be my new friends.
My music piece had a classical part, which represented Schuyler and her harp. A lively, fast part which represented Tony and his rock 'n roll style. A part that had a touch of slow jazz which represented Johnny, but that piece was also low, which represented his masculinity. And the final part was a combination of all them of, kind of a neutral feel, and that represented Oliver.
Britney Marsh stopped staring at me but she still continued talking about me like I wasn't just a few seats a way from her, but maybe I wasn't even supposed to hear what she was saying, it's not like she knew I had super sensitive hearing.
All my study halls were spent in the library with Tony, sometimes I would actually be doing work but since I worked really fast, most of the time I just acted like I was doing something.
All my other classes were easy and nothing out of the ordinary happens and I love it. Oliver and I still sit by each other during English and we still talk when ever we finish our work.
And Lunch is always fun, most of the time is spent laughing but on Friday we talked about out plans for Saturday and were we should met. We decided to meet at First beach, which was fine with me, I could run there faster then they could drive.
So the day I was really looking forward to finally arrived, and it felt like it was taking it's time too.
When I woke up on Saturday I was to hyper to actually sit down and wait until it was noon, which was when we decided would be a good time to start going to First and Schuyler explained why.
"You see, Johnny here," she pointed at Johnny in Lunch yesterday, "is worst then a hibernating bear, and he won't wake up on weekends any time earlier then noon. So that's as early as we can get out of him."
I walked around in my room but after a few minutes of that, I couldn't handle being in my room.
I went down stairs not bothering to change out of my pajamas. I was wearing checkered pink and grey short shorts and a grey sleeveless shirt. When I got down, I noticed that the house was really quiet. Usually, everyone would be sitting in the living room or mom would be in the kitchen fixing some breakfast. But this morning, there was no smell of breakfast and there was absolutely no one home.
When I walked into the living room I Jacob stretched out on the couch.
"Hey, good morning, you're looking good today" he sat up and switched off the T.V.
"Thanks."
"You're welcome," he smiled, "why are you awake so early, it's only 9 am."
"I couldn't sleep anymore," I smiled and sat next to him, "hey, where is everyone?"
"They went hunting late last night, they were planning on getting here before you got up, but I guess they didn't know you were getting up this early," he laughed and kissed my forehead, "you want something to eat?"
"It's okay, I just want a nice warm cup of B. I can get it myself," I got up, off the couch and he followed.
When we got into the kitchen, Jacob sat on the one the stools and I was about to open the freezer when I saw the note stuck on it, 'check in the microwave' in my fathers writing. I walked to the microwave and there was another note 'Alice told us you might be needing this in the morning. All you need to do is heat it up' and when I opened it, there was a cup of blood ready for me. I loved it when Alice saw things; it just made everything seem fun.
I heated up the cup and slowly started drinking it, "So what you doing today?" Jacob asked, and that's when I realized that I forgot to tell Jacob about my plans.
"Oh, I completely forgot to tell you," I took another sip of my warm drink, "I'm going out with my friends from school," he looked lost, "you know, Tony, Johnny, Schuyler and Oliver. I told you about them."
He just sat there, not saying anything and it looked like he was slowly absorbing what I just told him and I just stood there giving him all the time he needed.
"Wait a minute," he held his hand up, "you're going out with 3 boys?" he asked slowly, emphasizing every word and I think it was more for himself then for me.
"Well yeah, but Schuyler is there too, so it's not only three boys. It's three boys and a girl," I'm starting to feel confused myself, what was so wrong with him, "are you okay Jacob?"
He just sat there, his face had no expression, he was just staring at me, "Jacob, stop staring! What's wrong?"
His face finally formed an expression but what I didn't understand was why his expression was angry.
"What do you mean, am I okay? Of course I'm not okay!" he stood up and starting pacing and I could see his hands and arms vibrating, "you're going out with people who you hardly know and you just forgot to tell me!" he looked at me, "where are you going anyway?"
"Jacob, stop yelling at me. I'm not a child!"
"Not a child! Not a child! You're going out with three high school boys! Do you have any idea what high school boys think about most of the time?! Do you know what goes on in their thick heads EVERYDAY!"
"No, and I don't care! What's your problem! I thought you would be happy for me! Everyone else seems to be fine with it!"
"Everyone knows about this?" he started pacing again and his arms started to shake even more, "so your father and mother knew about this but neglected to tell me!"
"Stop pointing the finger at other people! I still don't understand your reaction!" now I started to feel really angry and frustrated! I thought he would be happy for me, just like everyone else.
"I don't trust your guy friends!" he stopped pacing and now he stood right in front of me and looking down at me, anger clear on his face, "which part of that don't you understand?!"
"I don't understand why you don't trust them! You haven't even met them! I don't understand why you're acting like this!"
"I don't have to meet them to know what and how they think! And you're not going, that's final," he shouted back at me.
"Why don't you trust me?! When will you stop treating me like a 5 year old and start realizing that I'm old enough to make my own decisions! When are you going to stop babying me??!!"
"Nessie, I said you're not to go. Discussion's over." I could see all his anger, his dislike, all on his face and I could hear the hate in his voice. And I still didn't understand why he was reacting this way, he was okay with me having friends, he was okay with the idea of my male friends, what I didn't understand is why he was so quick to judge my friends. The people I started to really love and who made me feel more human then ever.
I felt the tear run down my face, my voice was soft and quiet, "I really expected more from you," and I instantly saw Jacob's face fall, and he stopped shaking.
"Nessie," he whispered but didn't say anything else and neither did I because there were no words to say. All I did was put my hand on his face, and did something I hadn't done in more than 2 months and I showed him something I never thought I would ever show Jacob. I touched his face and showed him how he made me feel right this moment and how disappointed I was of him.
And without another word, I walked away.
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I know this chapter is kind of sad! but it all just wrote itself. believe me when i say, i don't plan what i am going to write before hand, it just sort of happens.
anyway, so after reading the chapter, do you want me to write the whole 'fight' between Nessie and Jacob in his point of view, so you guys can see where he's coming from or do you want me to coninute and just move ahead with the First Beach trip. because Nessie is just as stuburn as her mom, and she's still going!
so you decide. and please say so as soon as possible so that i can write it, so you guys don't have to wait long!! anyway, i really hope you enjoyed this chapter!