Beautiful Disaster

A/N: Okay I'm going to make a few things clear before I continue with this story because I write for FUN. I have to take crap from everyone around me, I do this because I LIKE people liking what I write, okay? Most of your reviews are awesome, and they help me SO much, especially when you point out the things I can do to make the story better and more easy to understand. You can tell me that I have mistakes but you can tell me NICELY, okay? I don't need your crap..

I hadn't say this before, BUT I DON'T TAKE FLAMES, OKAY? If you don't like what I write I'm not forcing you to read it so no. Anyway I like things when they're said nicely to me. If you keep on going I'll just keep on ignoring you and eventually will stop posting. Okay then.

Sorry if that was aggressive or offensive at all, but I just write for fun, I started writing because I wanted to have fun, not to take more crap from people. Btw this chapter is in Edward's POV it takes from chap number seven until the last one but on Edward's eyes.

IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY, THEY DON'T SAY ANYTHING AT ALL.

Yes I am a bitch, people.

EPOV

Is Jessica hitting on me again ?God that's so disgusting. Alice should just make up with Rosalie and stop making me spend time with this, girls that only think about dating. Ugh they can't shut up about shopping, even Alice's bored. Bella never talks about shopping, or about clothes, she doesn't even talk about diets or anything. She's blushing, she's so beautiful when she blushes. Okay so I've accepted it, in my mind at least. I have a thing for Bella. I won't admit though. No way. Did she just wink? Ugh I'm leaving.

"Alice I'm going to class."

"Great! I'll go with you."

"No, please…" she stared at me pleading "I have to go the bathroom first, stay here and I'll see you in class."

"Edward…"

"You SO have to stay Alice…" Jessica started bantering and I spotted Bella leaving the cafeteria "What's the name of your perfume? It's so pretty and…"

I stepped out the cafeteria and I found Bella leaning against a wall, covering her face with her hands, she sighed out in frustration. I smiled. She was adorable.

"Bells?"

"Ugh. Go Away please?"

"I won't." I sat down besides her "What's up?"

"Nothing, the usual. I'm fucked up."

"Bella. You're not. You're awesome, you're like the coolest girl I've ever met."

"Really?" she smiled "Thank you…"

"I need to get to class. And of course, you've got me under your spell…" I leaned down and kissed her softly "I'll see you later."

"Yeah…"

I got up and slowly started walking away when I felt something grabbing my hand, I thought it was Alice, when I turned around I saw Lauren.

"Um."

"Eddie! I wanted to talk to you…"

Kill me now, please.

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"Edward, what are you thinking about?" Alice's pixie voice interrupted my thoughts.

I stared out my living room window. Bella's light had been off the whole night. Her window was closed, did that mean that she didn't want me to go? That girl had turned me into a little girl too. God where did all this insecurity come from? I couldn't stand it, She was driving me insane, I couldn't get her off of my mind. She was just…addicting, and it was driving crazy that I couldn't tell anyone. I couldn't because I was a player. I couldn't ruin my reputation. Of course it was a little hard to remember that when I stared into Bella's eyes. Or when she kissed me and her scent lingered on me for a while. For a lot of time.

"Nothing."

"Bella's window is closed."

"I know Alice, thanks."

"Okay, I'm going to sleep, but Rose invited over to watch the notebook on Saturday, are you coming?"

"But, of course Alice."

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So after Saturday, which was great by the way, not the movie but Bella, I had a small talk with Rosalie yesterday. God was my mind like a diary? Ugh. Anyway Mom and Dad were so weird in dinner today, they didn't talk at all. Only Alice did. And Rosalie and Bella have been skipping school since Monday and I'm pretty sure there's no one in their house , so there's something kind of weird going on. So I decided to eavesdrops on my parents.

"It's terrible, Carlise I can't believe it."

"Rosalie asked me not to tell anyone, so you can't say this to the kids."

"I know, I just can't believe it. It was just an accident?"

"Yes…it's a tragedy, she's so young."

"I know…I just can't believe that she was sitting right there in our living room the other night…and now…"

"I know…"

"Is Rosalie going to be okay?"

"She's pretty depressed. Seemed that they had a fight before the crash, she hasn't told anyone yet."

"Is she skipping school?"

"Yeah but I called today, explained the situation."

"What did they say?"

"That they excused her until she was in better shape, Rosalie's not eating either."

"Maybe I should visit her."

"No. She needs some time to deal with the situation."

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I couldn't help myself. I had to find out what was happening so after everyone was asleep I drove myself to the hospital. That old nurse was sitting on the reception, she was the one who babysit me and Alice when our dad had to do shifts and mom was working. She smiled when she saw me enter the room, but then when she realized about how late it was, she panicked.

"Is there something wrong Edward?"

"Nothing, just tell me…Is there a patient by the name Hale, in here?"

"You know I can't tell you that Edward."

"C'mon Angela…" I tried to give her my best smirk

"Okay…" she leaned forward and whispered "There's a Hale girl in room 3459 she's with her cousin, her name is …" the phone rang and she picked up, I took my chance and walked away to the room

And there it was room 3459. The door was shut, the numbers were written in golden in the white wood. I slowly opened the door and saw Rosalie sleeping in the couch that was in a corner of the room. She was snoring. I smiled. And as I turned my eyes, I wish I didn't, I saw her beautiful face, covered by machines.

She seemed so harmless, her brown eyes were closed. I felt my heart drop.

Bella. My Bella was in a coma